This Happened Awhile Ago But I'm Bored So I'll Share It With You All.
This happened awhile ago but I'm bored so I'll share it with you all.
Some months back while I was walking down the highway in the pouring rain just for something to do.
And an ambulance drove past me which isn't a strange occurrence because of the state I live in. There's a lot of violence and drugs use here.
And I stopped on the shoulder to let the ambulance pass without worrying about me jumping in front of it because that has actually happened. And I don't know what possessed me to do this but I waved at them. And I watched in horror as the driver's face went pale and his face just dropped while he was looking at me.
About twenty or thirty feet down the road towards the hospital they slowed down and turned off the emergency lights.
For those who don't know that means the patient has passed in the ambulance and they're too far from the hospital to continuing resuscitating you. It happens the most with D. N. R patients.
And this paramedic has had some kind of grudge against me since then because everything he passes me. I get the rudest looks for him.
Pardon the back ground. I had already walked a couple miles and I was passing through a trailer park.
Not the best outfit and I lost my belt at the time.
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I bake like a potato in the sun but I made it back in one piece. It was a good walk.
I apologize for the late post but this is what I've eaten over the week.
A small bowl of noodles with some spaghetti sauce, I made some homemade chicken noodle soup with egg noodle and leftover ramen, A bowl of oatmeal seasoned with allspice and cloves, Egg noodle with meatballs and spaghetti sauce, Some candy I bought from the local store, broccoli, carrots and steamed egg with parsley and lemon water. And lastly homemade beef soup with egg noodles and potatoes.
If you want to know how to make anything you see just left me know. I will gladly share any recipes you want.
March 7th.
I'm alive and my whole house is sick again. But I made food.
February, 18th. I didn't do much today.
My breakfast and dinner. Steamed egg with broccoli and carrots paired with lemon water.
For breakfast I had bread with strawberry jelly, a repulsive breakfast burrito that I feed to some stray cats and some ham.
The duality of bread. I cooked them at the same time but one didn't rise.
Mississippi kite.
I take all my pictures myself.
I just wanted to show you what I made today. I know it's not aesthetic but I want to create a little reminder that we can't find joy in the small things in this up coming year of stress while also motivating myself to actually eat. I'm recovering from a eating disorder and I want to be able to look back at my progress and be proud of how far I've come.
It's salt and pepper chicken with black berry sauce and honey yeast rolls. Paired with orange tea.
5/12/2025
A bagel with mixed berry cream cheese. And a single chicken strip. I eat its two brothers before I took this picture. Red bell pepper with some sauce. A doughnut I was given and some salami. Paired with some mango tea.
Im well aware that my eating has slowed down and so has my nutritional intake. But I have food plans for tomorrow. I just didn't have time to eat because I spent two hours filling out important medical documents while my nephew was tearing the house apart and everyone needed to be in the kitchen for something shaking the table I was writing on and that on top of my hand tremor made it nearly impossible to get anything done.
It's just my family stressing me out too much to function properly. And that's not even the craziest part. I'll share that in another post.
Some pictures I took of the sun hitting deferent things.
I got a new ring about a month back or so and I wanted to know what everyone thought. It's the one on my index finger.
Ignore the nail polish, my girl friend wanted to match and her man didn't want to. I don't think he likes me very much but the feeling is mutual.
Small rant!!
If someone SH's for attention it doesn't mean you can start just...IGNORING THAT PERSON'S ISSUES?!?!?! IF SOMEONE SH'S FOR ATTENTION IT'S STILL SH AND JUST AS BAD AS SOMEONE SH'ING BECAUSE THEY FEEL DEPRESSED. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING A METER ON HOW BAD SH IS BASED ON THE REASON. IF SOMEONE DOES IT FOR ATTENTION, THE ROOT CAUSE IS STILL A MENTAL ILLNESS/SOMETHING IS DEF STILL WRONG AND THEY DESERVE THE SAME AMOUNT OF CARE AND LOVE AS PEOPLE WHO SH FOR OTHER REASONS.
SH IS SH. NO MATTER THE REASON OF DOING IT. AND EVERYONE WHO DOES IT DESERVES TO BE SEEN AND DESERVES HELP AND LOVE AND CARE.
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