My Wife Has A Pair Of Ankle Boots With Exactly This Platform And Tread Pattern. Embarrassingly I Can

From my experience and conversations with people here? All lol. ♥️and that is not remotely a problem

Just wondering, because it sure happened to me.

heyy...its been a while since u have posted something...Have u lost interest in beta life!

I won't ever lose interest in the beta life. I live it every single day regardless of whether I'm posting or not. There is no escape from it for me. Life has just been busy recently and as well, my entire original blog got removed which was a bit depressing and felt like a huge loss given how many people were following me and the conversations and interactions that generated. I'll work away at it though. Thanks for asking, and as always, stay beta! It's the right thing to do ♥️

Does your wife tell you about her pass sexual encounters?

Her boyfriend is regularly in my house. She doesn't need to tell me much. I literally see it with my own eyes. She's not secretive or private at all. She's a very liberated open book. She's come pretty far from the early conservative and why days when we first met and got into a relationship. She's almost unrecognisable from back then

Where once it was just seen as a taboo luxury or novelty, primarily in the porn world more than the real world...the world is indeed changing its norms slowly. That goes for the white male psyche as well. Long Long overdo. There is still a great deal of work before us tho unfortunately. My wife's bf happens to be black. He didn't come into her life as a sex object or as some taboo or porn inspired fantasy. Nor does my wife identify as being solely "black only". She is however an equalist and sees all people as being people. He has been great to her and in turn I'm appreciative for that as much as I'm sure she is, and he also is. Bottom line if she's happy then I'm happy no matter what color you are. Not trying to rant, prove a point or argue. I just really identified with this...and throw in a bit of the loser mentality I live with day after day and you get this lol

Saw your post about Europe becoming more accepting of Blacks and Black men becoming the alpha and the number one choice and white boys losing self esteem and ebing replaced. Is that really what you want though? It seems pretty cruel to want guys to suffer and to not be able to get anything. Don't you agree?

Ohh, but I don't want anyone to suffer and I'm not trying to be cruel. I'm just trying to convey how I see the culture changing in Europe and how black men have become the ideal and the ultimate fantasy for many of us European girls. Things are changing whether white men like it or not. Will some white men suffer from this change and from being lonely and rejected by white girls? Yes! Will some white men try to fight this development and try to stop white girls from dating black men? Yes! Will they succeed? Absolutely no!

Listen... Some white girls will of course continue dating white men, but more and more will choose black. Some white guys will suffer from this and will feel frustrated when seeing yet another white girl kissing her black stud in public and being intimate with him, but I believe many white guys will also feel liberated from this! Some white guys will find peace and relief in being rejected by white girls (I already see a lot in here) and will feel happy for white girls and black men for having found each other. I don't believe in people suffering, but I do believe in natural and sexual selection... and that's what's happening. Change is difficult and this one will primarily be difficult for white men. But that's just how it is...

Very early on my wife dumped her boyfriend's spunk filled condom into my hand and then to see if I would do it, she told me to run it through my hair like it was hair gel...while I was getting ready for work no less. As much as I felt full of shame in that moment...and all day really given my managers and most of my coworkers are female and I'm pretty sure they could smell it on me throughout the day...what it taught me is how weak I really am at times and how this is okay. The only person's opinion that mattered wasn't mine or my coworkers...it was my wife's. Even if that little task made her think of me even less like like a man. I believe her comment to me when I came home was "wow you're such a pathetic idiot. Who even does that?" The truth is I'd do it again for her amusement and disgust too ♥️♥️♥️

I've always been a huge believer in using mantras on your journey to enlightenment and acceptance of who and what you are. This is an excellent starter list that you should be using regularly...While they'll likely sound a little strange at first, particularly saying them out loud, if you keep at it they'll become second nature and you'll find yourself just saying them in your head all day long without realizing...and at that point these statements won't be a source of pain or shame but rather a source of comfort and belonging. Make 2024 YOUR year of complete acceptance of who and what you are. Deep down you already know...now let's help you grow and become the absolute best loser you can be ❤️... We're all here for you losers...you're not alone. Acceptance of being a loser and at the bottom of the sexual food chain can be a wonderful life

Daily Affirmations for losers.

Say all these things to yourself out loud, especially when you’re hand-humping.

I am a loser.

I deserve to be humiliated for being a loser.

I will never satisfy a woman.

I am beta.

I have a small penis.

Women are disgusted by My small penis.

I will serve.

I belong on My knees.

I will never compare to Alpha Males or Alpha Females.

I love being humiliated.

Every woman knows I’m a loser.

I’m addicted to humiliation.

Repeat this over & over until you can memorize it perfectly.

When you're a loser, you know you're going to be asked to do some crazy and filthy things along the way for your wife/gf/crush's amusement. Here is a perfect example. My wife thought it would be funny to have her boyfriend shoot his load all over one of her shoes. She then promptly smeared it all in and gave it to me. She wouldn't allow me to clean it right away however. She wanted her boyfriend's cum to fully dry and almost "cure" itself to the show to make my life even more challenging. Fast forward to last night where my wife and her boyfriend came home drunk with Michelle and her boyfriend and my wife happily embarrassed me by showing them all the shoe that was 'curing' and that I was going to clean up with my mouth. Michelle never being one to miss an opportunity to make me look pathetic and stupid took the shoe and her boyfriend into the bathroom and came out about 5 minutes later and rudely hissed "there you go loser now you can enjoy my boyfriend's spunk too. You are so damn fucking gross". So now that two alpha men's cum is coating my wife's heel and fully dried I'm finally allowed and expected to make it spotless and to thank both Derek and Michelle via text once it's complete describing the taste and how much I enjoyed it

When you're an enlightened beta loser you realize you no longer need or even prefer nudity when consuming porn. A clothed woman and a well worn pair of heels is more than enough to drive you wild with lust. In fact, reject rubbing to thoughts of fondling and licking her shoes while alone at home will produce the most mind blowing orgasms you'll ever experience. This is considered the penultimate when it comes to beta sex, and is the very definition of beta intimacy

I would argue that when a loser comes to acceptance with his place in life, rejection, denial and suffering BECOME normal, and a part of living a normal life. When you accept who you truly are and what you truly deserve (which is nothing), a loser finds peace within himself

For some, the Tumblr apocalypse some years ago was a terrible thing. For beta losers, life didn't change one bit. The sort of allowable images remained very beta appropriate.... I think this image is exactly what losers are looking for. We understand that nakedness and seeing women's bodies are not for us. We don't need to see her face because our gaze should always be meek and cast downwards at her shoes. That's the only part of a woman's body that should matter to losers. Seeing her shoes, her feet and another man's cum you'd beg to lick up is all a loser needs. Perving out alone at home to these sorts of images is the only sex life you need or deserve. She clearly got hers earlier with a real man....now you can have yours ❤️