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dreamy sigh followed by agonized sobbing

A New Level of Hurt 

Logan's friends keep letting him down

Logan Sanders angst

Warnings: swearing, anxiety, self deprecating thoughts 

Word count: 778

Incoming text from Virgil: 

Hey! Sorry that this is so last minute, but we have to cancel, Lo :( Something just came up… We’ll see you next time tho 

His phone hit the bed with a soft thump. Again? His friends usually canceled the plans he made, but no matter how many times it happened, he was still let down. Why did he even try anymore? 

Collapsing back onto the mattress, he stared at the ceiling. They had no problem following through with the plans they made, but when it came to him, there were so many painfully comical excuses. What was it about him? Was he actually as annoying as he thought? Was he a damper on their fun? What was the problem? 

Mustering up just barely enough politeness to reply, he picked up his phone. 

You sent: 

No problem, Virgil. See you another time. :) 

He couldn’t identify the feeling building in his chest, but he knew it was uncomfortable. Picturing them all sitting around Virgil’s phone, laughing at how gullible he was, the feeling grew worse. 

“Logan’s so fucking stupid! I can’t believe he actually thinks we want to hang out with him.” 

“When is he going to stop inviting us over? I’m starting to feel bad for him.” 

“I’m surprised he keeps believing our excuses, they’re getting pretty bad. But he’s so naive, I bet he actually thinks something happened!” 

His breathing was becoming heavy, and the room started to feel like it was closing in. His friends must hate him, that’s the only explanation, right? 

“No- logically speaking, anything could’ve happened, they’re most likely telling the truth, there’s no need to get worked up.” He thought. 

However, even as logical as he was, nothing could stop the negative thoughts from overtaking the rational ones. 

Tears were collecting in his eyes, but he was trying as hard as possible to resist them. This was such a dumb thing to get upset over. He should’ve known. How could he have been so stupid? 

If Roman, Patton, and Virgil abandoned him, he’d be alone. They were his only friends. Would he be able to deal with being friendless? 

He suddenly remembered some advice he’d once given to Virgil. If you’re anxious, you should find a healthy distraction. 

Looking around his dimly lit room, desperately trying to find something to take his mind off the disappointment and hurt, he came up empty handed. 

His phone made a noise, pulling his attention toward the spot where it had been abandoned. That could be an adequate distraction, right?

Scrolling through the various apps, he opened Instagram. Bad choice. 

The first picture on his feed was of his friends together. It hadn’t been posted today, but last night. 

They were standing in front of an old building downtown, dressed to the nines. 

The caption read: 

Friends who slay together, stay together. 

He didn’t even have to look at the user to know it came from Roman.

Logan figured they hung out without him, and that was okay, but actually seeing it in front of him was a different story. 

Without even thinking about it, his fingers scrolled to the next picture. Thankfully, neither Virgil nor Patton had posted pictures, but he still wished he hadn’t seen it at all. 

He envisioned them mocking him again. Walking around downtown in suits and ties, talking about how glad they were it was just the three of them. 

It was safe to say this “healthy” distraction was not working. He put his phone on silent, shoved it into a drawer, and sat on the floor. 

He’d never been so uncomfortable in his life. That was the only word he could think of to describe this horrible feeling that had made a home in his stomach and now his chest. As he laid back, he realized he’d been shaking and sweating. The hardwood floor felt benevolent on his bare arms, so he removed his shirt in hopes of cooling down faster. 

The thing was, he was let down constantly. It had been happening his entire life, this was something he’d gotten used to. Why was this time any different? 

Did this confirm everything he’d ever thought about himself? 

Maybe he actually was a horrible person who wasn’t worth anyone’s time or attention. That’s why he was always alone. 

He screwed his eyes shut and clenched his jaw, trying to get rid of those thoughts. 

“I think this is a new level of hurt.” He whispered to himself while watching the ceiling fan spin circles over his head.

Watching the fan spin, he was growing sleepy. 

His eyes closed and he felt himself begin to fall asleep. 

I’d just like to once again pose the concept that Anger fucks with Logan specifically because anger blinds logic which is why his eyes glow when he gets mad at Remus after being ignored by Thomas all day. Idk if I believe that Logan Is Anger^tm but I could see a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde situation since generally when you’re angry logic goes Out The Window.

Tbh though I really hope they’re separate entities because we haven’t seen a different side have such total control over Logan the way Janus and Remus could control the others. Logan isn’t really affected by Janus outside of the hand over the mouth, and he isn’t afraid of Remus. Do you know how fun it would be to have a completely new side just be able to nerf Logan and make him lose his common sense? And it’s not a “oh his dark persona that shares his body” situation?

Like imagine a side that shows up and just completely knee caps Logan. Logan can’t see it but there’s a side behind him feeding into his frustrations, a whisper in his ear when the others try to confront him about it. Because the second logic loses its grip in conflict it opens the door for anger to take the wheel. Anger possesses you and overwhelms you. Maybe Logan is just particularly vulnerable to the manipulation right now because of his repressed emotions.

I just can’t see this going any other way except it all blows up and logic is no longer in the building all we have is A Very Angry Side being boosted in his anger by a side he can’t even *see*.

Even better is if everyone else can see Anger but Logan is just Mad^tm and can’t see anything.

Day 4 (Four)

Trans Pride

Characters: “Kit/Kitty [last name not decided yet | Wacky World (Name of work may change)], Nicoren [no last name in canon | Disaster Crew], Alyssa [last name not decided yet | SHOA], & Gene [last name not decided yet | SHOA]”

  [Image Description: There are four characters in the image. The one in the top left corner is a Demiboy who likes to be called either Kit or Kitty (both are fine for them) Who has asexual pride shoes and omni fingerless fishnet gloves. Kit also wearing a trans pride t shirt and is obviously not a human as they have large cat like ears that are gray, turning darker at the tips and a fluffy cat tale that has a white tip with the rest of the tail being of a gray tabby pattern. They are Caucasian with eyes that are supposed to be green with fluffy red hair. 

  Nicoren from Day 3 (three) is at the top right part of the image. He is upside down, using his legs to hand from a branch. He is wearing a black croptop. You can see the thing that has to be a tattoo that is supposed on the inside of his lower right arm but I will admit that I mistakenly put it on the wrong arm.

  On the bottom left is a woman named Alyssa who has long wavy, blonde hair and light brown eyes. She is wearing a trans pride sweater.

  On the bottom center is someone who is named Gene, who has striking blue-green eyes and wavy black hair that does down to where the neck attaches to the torso. They are wearing a privacy mask with noise cancelling headphones that have two mics on them so you can still hear certain noises. The headphones have one yellow side (Gene’s right) and one magenta side (Gene’s left). Gene has vaguely tanned skin.]

  [Text in Image: ‘Kit’ or ‘Kitty’; he/them (Kitty’s Pronouns); Nicoren; he/him (Nicoren’s pronouns); Alyssa; she/her (Alyssa’s Pronouns); Gene: they/them (Gene’s Pronouns); June 4th (fourth); Trans Pride]

  You have already heard about Nicoren so I shall talk about the other catboy, Kit. Kit has always been on the shy side, but observant. For a long time, He didn’t realize he was trans but now that he knows, he is a lot happier. He has his small group of friends and is happy about it. 

  Alyssa has triplet who is still alive and one that isn’t. She is now the oldest sibling, she has the unique ability to transform parts of her body into weapons. Though she doesn’t do ranged weapons as she would need ammo, and would rather not lose her teeth. She is definitely an extravert but is very anxious about a lot of things.

  While Gene can in fact hear and quite well, they are selectively mute. But this doesn’t limit their ability to communicate as they can easily make a connection to other people’s minds, thus allowing them to telepathically communicate with people, this is only part of their abilities as the main one they use is the ability to change how people are processing the environment or see someone’s worst fear. Essentially, they can make someone see them as a blonde while another thinks they have bubblegum pink skin all with Gene’s mind. Because most people don’t work on building a defense against people with telepathic abilities, it doesn’t take long for Gene to be able to perceive their thoughts. They thought that they could (theoretically, they never did this, because why should they) manipulate everyone into either worshiping them or not be able to perceive them that was until they met Flynn. To this day, Gene can’t do anything to Flynn. Which is exactly why Gene became close friends with Flynn, because they did NOT want to be enemies or rivals with someone they can’t read the mind of. 

  Image drawn on June 4th (fourth) or 6/4/2022. 

I think abt the left 4 dead 2 graffiti so often. Like they really had the human condition nailed huh.

Kim Dokja attracts rich people.

(it has been sitting in my notes app for too long.)

It’s because he’s a scammer, Yoo Joonghyuk growls.

It’s because he’s pathetic, Han Sooyoung grins.

It’s because he’s hot, Sun Wokong winks— only to be smacked upside the head by Secretive Plotter, who says it’s because he’s interesting

Uriel’s answer was too long and incoherent to include.

Love this! Stay safe folks (x)