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why tf does my body get hungry when it can just burn my fat?? what does it need the extra food for
itβs never ending π₯²
~ Vent ~
Something I keep thinking about is that my childhood friend told me ~4 months ago that she couldnβt imagine me skinny after she saw how different the pantry was at my parents house. Which is valid for her life experience with me, and great motivation, but wtfβ¦. Iβm kind of scared to meet up with her again after I lose more weight. I donβt want her to say anything else about my body.. and sheβs one of the luckiest people on earth because she grew up SKINNY, and literally just because of genetics. Her whole family is thin.. lucky mfs lol -but we used to hang out frequently and weβd both eat a lot growing up, and she still does. The last time I hung out with her, she got a honey bun from a convenience store after she ate a sausage the length of a paper plate, and a slice of chocolate cake like 30mins-1 hour beforeβ¦ Itβs possible she has some mental stuff going on as well because of struggling to gain weight, but to make such a comment about another person isnβt very mindful. My brain is kind of taking it as βI canβt imagine you being a healthy weightβ. - not that I wanna be lol - but sis basically said that without actually saying it.. She knows I grew up FAT AF, a damn boulder, so Iβm just struggling to understand how she could say that. In most cases, a persons health is the most important thing, and what she said really makes me feels like she wants me to stay big subconsciously. But, she picked the word skinny and not healthy, so maybe Iβm just thinking too much into it lol.. Either way though, itβs still motivating me to do better so ultimately it doesnβt matter, but it does make me anxious about my relationship with her; and the pantry is so different now too compared to what it was the last time she saw it. So actually, I am very scared of her coming over lol.. and I donβt like that I feel that way, I love her a lot. Iβm just not as comfortable around her now :c
I wish my body enjoyed eating human fat as much as jeffery dahmer
I might be in the minority on this but I donβt think itβs cool or funny to blow smoke at your petβs face
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