Crazzyyyramblings - Crazy

sometimes life feels just terrible and that's how I am tried to get over it today

I think it’s really unfair that I (a person who needs to feel loved all the time) am so incredibly hard to love.

watching my close friends live their life normally hurts so much because i wanted to achive things too. seeing them study what they want and actually can do it, get what they want, not having any problems in life, good family, and etc... and then there is me whos life is just a whole failure. it makes me wanna kms more when i hear how their life is normal and good. because i will never have a life like theirs. and before eveything, i wont see the world like them again. i lost my spark. i feel empty all the time and i dont find any meaning in living. i cant enjoy even little things like them anymore. i wish i was them. but i'm not. i'll just die in this darkness, alone with my all thoughts. there is no chance for me to see the world same again.

fear of rejection be making me act CRAAAAZYY

can we be the kinds of bros that kiss on the lips

man can't even mention i'm suicidal without feeling like i'm begging for pity from a world that never wanted me to begin with

Yeah hand holding is cute but how about I grab your shirt instead

not actually alive, just a corpse walking in a suit of flesh

I wish i could have a normal crush... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane