Idk If Thats A Bpd Or A Me Thing

I’m sorry I’m not good enough

I’m sorry I’m a failure

I’m sorry I will never be anyone

I’m sorry I’m not worth it

I wish I was never born

second choice second choice second choice!! wonderful!! love that for me ! only talk to me when everyone else has to go ! I won't notice ! I dont care ! me ? never !

T4T dating tips:

Meow

Keep meowing until it works

having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them

i am excessive when i love someone and i am cruel when i hate someone. i want to be gentle. i don't want to be this way.

Am I not good enough for you?

☀️

watching another person with bpd also lose themselves to limerence..

no matter how much my life is improving, i still feel empty and alone

I know I am being obsessive. I know I am truly not anything special to you.

I also know I can’t stop myself from being overly invested in an FP that may not ever feel anything for me.