Vampire Spawn 🩸🦇

"Scratch that. I want to be loved. I want her to love me."

INTRODUCTION, I Would Leave Me If I Could, Halsey

trying not to get attached

I fake being well.

I think I want love more than prestigious education and money. That's what childhood emotional neglect gave me.

the intimacy of knowing what someone's hands feel like

trying to empathize w/ your mom and understanding the hardships she went through and how much she loved you

vs.

remembering

I don't feel like I exist in reality if no one notices me. But relying on people's approval is never a good idea.

man can't even mention i'm suicidal without feeling like i'm begging for pity from a world that never wanted me to begin with

sometimes life feels just terrible and that's how I am tried to get over it today

"SURVIVING"

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