!! ace attorney 2-4 spoilers !!
Okay so like . Yes I have my fix-it fic alternative timeline where the assassination never happens. But thinking about canon. Matt going to jail probably for life with no chance of parole with the shit he pulled. And just what happens in that prison. Because there's no way he lasts more than a few years. I have it actually fully fleshed out in my head what happens and would definitely write about it if the three Matt Engarde enjoyers would be interested. He definitely takes himself out. Gets someone to do it for him in a tragic full-circle ordering-a-hit moment.
I don't even know if you're still in the Matt Engarde hype but oh my fucking god. holy fucking shit. I am obsessed with the thought that this man would rather create a whole persona as an amalgamation of the traits he doesn't see as "acceptable", one who can carry the blow of Celeste's suicide because he's bad and independent and dettached and everything he was never allowed to be, one who can carry the anger he bottled up for the sake of images; the anger rooted so deep, burning him inside out at every ounce fear and the self-hatred and the neglect and the betrayal of being left behind he encounter. I'm going insane.
He sees "growing up" as something bad, as if being a fully separated entity from who nurtured you is shameful, and how this somated with the grayness of Celeste's relationship with him (and the fact all the people in canon she was in a relationship with, romantic or not, borderline or straight-up codependent) heavily implies that she, consciously or not, made him fully rely on her for everything and fed into the image that things should be like that forever: that he would never be someone if not "part" of her. And not to be an Engarde apologist or anything but the knowledge that this is a common strategy for abusers, especially parents and caretakers; to "mesh" with their targets to a point they don't know who they are without them, and how this causes long-lasting identity and self-image issues, much like that dude Matt?? It's driving me nuts.
Just. The littlest, tiniest voice in my head saying that Engarde would rather destroy the already poor image he had of himself as a person and wear the "evil" label like an armor than to acknowledge he might have been a victim won't shut up and i'm very sorry for the lenght of this but i've been running up my walls all day brainstorming about this and i need to sleep. I know this may be far-fetched, so feel free to add any divergences from my biased conclusions if you'd like!
i am always and forever in matt engarde hype anon....thank you so much for this ask that has been on my mind since i got it. your point about his relationship with celeste being part of his urge to "mesh" and stay childlike is really fucking me up. i love it so much it makes different aspects of the whole puzzle click in my head. also "would rather be evil than a victim" i think describes engarde deeply. anyway i just love all of this thank you so much for sharing<333
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some of my favourite blue lock characters!!
y'all ever think about Chigiri, mad at Isagi and Nagi for picking him and not Reo?? for forcing him to leave Kunigami behind and condemning Kunigami to his fate?? because if they'd picked Reo then Chigiri and Kunigami would've stayed together, and they'd have won. Chigiri and Kunigami together could've conquered anyone and anything, they could've conquered the world. instead it's just Chigiri and his angry tears and his teammates who are great but they're not Kunigami and he came to blue lock looking for an excuse to quit football but all he got was a stupid tshirt and a broken heart. y'all ever think about that???? bc sometimes it's all i can think about
Guys? GUYS!?!?
ARE YOU SEEING WHAT I'M SEEING!?!?!?
OHMYGOD RIN WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING TO MY BABY!?!?!?!?
RIN! RIN, THE DAY I CATCH YOU, RIN!!! OHMYGOD AAAAAAAA!!!!!!
YOU WANT A PIECE!?!
YOU WANT A PIECE, RIN!!?
I'M RIGHT HERE, YOU LICE INFECTED EMO BANGS!!! I'M GOING TO SEND YOU TO YOUR MAKER!!! YOU WILL BE PRAYING FOR DEATH THE DAY I GET MY HANDS ON YOU!!!
I'LL FUCK YOU UP YOU FAKE ASS!!! THAT'S WHY YOUR BROTHER DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!!!
Anything Kaito related <3 good luck with your sketchbook!
KAITO PAGE!
I'm trying to sketch pretty organically so it fits with the rest of the book, and I'm pretty happy with how this page turned out. Thanks for the request anon! (And thanks for the luck too haha.)
juan corrida is the okokok to matt engarde's lalala
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Tutorial on drawing characters/OCs who have some sort of facial paralysis. It doesn't cover all possible variants because I was using mirror as my main reference lawl
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"ness needs to just forget kaiser and move on for his character to develop" if kaiser and he had a normal partnership I would agree with you but they didn't. The only way ness can develop as a character now is if he beats the ever living shit out of kaiser both physically and psychologically
bill cipher is alive, david tennant is the doctor, new supernatural season might come out, homestuck is updating, mcr and fallout boy will headline a tour together, dan and phil are gay, ian and anthony are making smosh vids again, mcu loki has his own show, new scott pilgrim show used the same cast as the movie, josh hutcherson is being thirsted after
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