Im In Love With Him And That's My Proudest Character Flaw

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7 months ago
Demon Prosecutor

demon prosecutor

2 years ago

no bc i never see anyone talk about this and the wider implications on how that affects Every 2-4 Character aside from my irl friend. obvs matt isn't entirely free from blame but when he led the life he did because a large part of his childhood was destroyed by inpax Dating Him When He Was A Kid, how much of his later bad decisions are really *entirely* his fault

its just. I hate when aa does this, makes a story out of "oh this adult and child are in a relationship, but surprise! the child is actually the evil one!! feel bad for the pedophile!!" but at the same time it makes such fucking interesting dynamics and storylines.


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2 years ago
"What They'll Do To Me Is Nothing Compared To You. If You Come For Me, You're Throwing Away Every Last

"What they'll do to me is nothing compared to you. If you come for me, you're throwing away every last thing I'm about to go through." Fuyuhiko's hands trembled before he shoved Hajime away. "If I see you again, I'll never forgive it. You got that?"

I mean of COURSE I'm gonna draw stuff from this wonderful fill even if it kills my heart πŸ’”πŸ’–


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10 months ago
So Excited To Finally Share My Full Piece For The @curtaincallzine!!! I Had Sosososo Much Fun Making

So excited to finally share my full piece for the @curtaincallzine!!! I had sosososo much fun making this piece!!! the drama of 3-5 and the drama of Mozart operas, together at last <3

(details/ analysis under the cut!)

This was inspired by the final scene of the 2001 zurich production of don giovanni! the thought was Dahlia (Don Giovanni) being cast into hell by the returned ghost of Mia (the Commendatore)-- it works too well!! Also Don Giovanni/ Dahlia as the seducer is just perfect!

So Excited To Finally Share My Full Piece For The @curtaincallzine!!! I Had Sosososo Much Fun Making
So Excited To Finally Share My Full Piece For The @curtaincallzine!!! I Had Sosososo Much Fun Making

I included the thinker statue because it represents the statue of the Commendatore/ Mia that speaks to Don Giovanni/ Dahlia asking them to repent and then casting them into hell! Mia is on the dinner table because of the dinner table Don Giovanni sets when he defiles the statue which actually works pretty well with the gravy/ dinner that the aa cast had the night of the murder! And the rope bridge was meant to parallel the ladder that Don Giovanni casts himself off of in the Zurich 2001 production

Also!! Not only is evidence from the case falling into the river-- I included paper with the final words of the show written on it!! why??? because I'm insane!!

So Excited To Finally Share My Full Piece For The @curtaincallzine!!! I Had Sosososo Much Fun Making
So Excited To Finally Share My Full Piece For The @curtaincallzine!!! I Had Sosososo Much Fun Making
So Excited To Finally Share My Full Piece For The @curtaincallzine!!! I Had Sosososo Much Fun Making
So Excited To Finally Share My Full Piece For The @curtaincallzine!!! I Had Sosososo Much Fun Making

I never quite nailed down 1-to-1 parallels for the rest of the cast but I always saw Iris as Leporello (servant who got in over their head) and Phoenix and Edgeworth as Donna Anna and Don Ottavio (seeking vengeance for the murder/ boyfriend of the person seeking vengeance). I think Pearls and Godot could work as Zerlina and Donna Elvira but it's more about being tricked than being seduced obv. So i guess that makes Maya..... Masetto? There is also a world in which Maya and Franziska are Zerlina and Masetto if only to make "batti batti" absolutely hysterical djhshdjh. Misty Fey could also work as the Commedatore but I feel like this game as a whole is more about Mia? That's just cause i like her more tho tbh

11 months ago
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Dangaronpa V3 is kinda meh to me so this is my au in which Rantaro and Kaede are the main protagonist and antagonist duo.

I also think the 3rd trial is a big waste of potential. They had such a cool idea in mind with the whole "Korekiyo confessed to one murder but not the other" but then in the end it's revealed he actually commited both and it's like.... ok??? You're telling me we could've had a trial with 2 murderers who didnt know about eachother's exsistance and that no matter what there would be a killed left among the survivors??? Anyways in this au I like to pitch the idea of Himiko secretly being the second killer who accidentally murdered Angie and although Korkiyo did kill Tenko his crime doesn't count as Himiko killed Angie before him.

There could've been fun loopholes I'm just saying πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„

Also I think the dynamic between Rantaro and Kaede could've been fun to explore in a "Kaede wants to trust and believe her friends while Rantaro is aware they could betray them at any moment" kind of situation

2 years ago
Some Stuff Of My Fav Musicals (spring Awakening And Little Shop)
Some Stuff Of My Fav Musicals (spring Awakening And Little Shop)
Some Stuff Of My Fav Musicals (spring Awakening And Little Shop)
Some Stuff Of My Fav Musicals (spring Awakening And Little Shop)
Some Stuff Of My Fav Musicals (spring Awakening And Little Shop)

some stuff of my fav musicals (spring awakening and little shop)

7 months ago
Phoenix Wright : Demon Prosecutor
Phoenix Wright : Demon Prosecutor
Phoenix Wright : Demon Prosecutor
Phoenix Wright : Demon Prosecutor

phoenix wright : demon prosecutor


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1 year ago

Waterparks Songs That Make Me Think Of Matt Engarde because I Said So.

Hawaii (Stay Awake) β€” "A hurricane lives in my bedroom, it keeps me up and awake for round two. And I just wanna sleep but that's all too much."

Stupid For You β€” "I'll be your new favorite tune, I'll be your black cloud by June, but only when you miss the rain like I miss you. Just double-dare me and I promise now that I'll stay. It's not like you're married but I still got carried away."

Royal β€” "I fall in love with everything that wants nothing to do with me. I know that there's no dealing with the way I'm feeling, I'm so out of touch with everyone and everything's a blur to me."

Dizzy β€” "I wanna pour my feelings down the drain, but I just take another sip until my eyes drip, 'Stay the same.'"

It Follows β€” "Kiss me like nobody would when I was fifteen, I'm tired of the waiting and the wondering. If I could find my something to burn out these feelings, I'd cut them out completely and I'd stop this reeling."

Plum Island β€” "It's harder than it should be for me to be straightforward. Like even when I did, I couldn't tell her I adored her, which I know is messed up, and I know I messed up, but at least I 'fessed up, now of course it's too lateβ€”"

Blonde β€” "I never wanted to be thinking this loud, I never asked about the when, why, or how. I wanted privacy, routine, and everything between while they're just finding me out. I never wanted to be thinking this loud. At least it's all about you."

Not Warriors β€” "There's nothing in my system so I'm feeling what I feel for you. There's nothing left to miss except the shots I take and phone calls with you, and I just need you to feel it too."

Sleep Alone β€” "I distract myself awake but in my dreams you're playing a song. I'll tell my friends we made amends tying up loose ends in the sand. But if you want it, you can have it, you can have me in full."

American History β€” "We are expected, but only in the best way, to live a small timeβ€”a year: expired. We are supposed to fall into exposure, we have the biggest sparkling eyes."

Turbulent β€” "So fuck yourself and fuck your feelings. I believe, but not in you and me, so I'd unfuck you if I could, I'd unlove you like I should have, months before I did in the months before I split."

War Crimes β€” "Behind my forehead's an assortment of things I'd like to forget. I wear a smile that's about a mile wide, I'd like to sport it. It's my fault I miss my friends, I'm lonely every day."

Worst β€” "It was me or whiskey, now you're pissed I wasn't bluffing. Fuck it, took a couple shots, don't you dare fucking miss me. Miss Unfaithful hit the backboard breaking bed springs, so delete us from your phone and never look back, fuck you and your friends and LA."

Snow Globe β€” "In the daytime I get to debate myself and quiet all the evil things I say, like 'Everybody hates you, people miss the old you, they hate everything that they all changed you into.'"

Magnetic β€” "But you said it, I'm magnetic to the things I hate the most. I spent today insubordinate, yeah I'm fucking up, I'm recording it. I'm projecting big through a tiny screen where I'm stacking up my reality."

Real Super Dark β€” "I'm out of the cage and I'm on the stage, I'm dying to give you a show. I'm alienated, way overrated, here are a few of the notes: my fans are the best, they'd love me more dead."

Self-Sabotage β€” "What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm on my way to you, but I self-sabatoge, so I might drive my car and crash into your garage. To get away from you, I'll self-sabatoge."

Ritual β€” "My inner child needs a bulletproof vest and a phone that can't text and 20 years rest. Build a bomb shelter, bite a belt for the stress, never know what's next. Sleeping with my clothes on in caseβ€”goes wrong."

Fuck About It β€” "We can fuck about it later if you want, because we never fix the problems that we got, baby, you don't seem to like it when we talk. I guess I'll see you later."

A Night Out On Earth β€” "I wear my red flags like a cape, it gets so fuckin' hot under all this shade. Everywhere I walk's a toxic parade, the glove don't fit but I wear it anyway."


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1 year ago

so this ended up being my dark urge wild magic sorcerer for bg3 that I made based on Matt. Didn't feel like downloading any mods to make it super accurate to how he looks in the OG game but like. He's pretty so idc. Yes Juan is his guardian. Bc I'm gay and stupid and so are they

So This Ended Up Being My Dark Urge Wild Magic Sorcerer For Bg3 That I Made Based On Matt. Didn't Feel

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cosmicallylyss - Alystair!
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