Unfortunately I Do Infact Miss When I Felt Like I Was Gonna Collapse From Malnutrition

the anxiety before a morning weigh-in is diabolical

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me & history

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I can't be anorexic silly! I'm fat!

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i wish i was a teen girl in the 60’s fan-girling over the beatles, elvis, and audrey hepburn.

10 reasons to keep going.

1.) imagine looking sk1nny next to everyone.

2.) imagine the people who called you fat tell you you’re sk1nny.

3.) imagine how easy it would be for someone to pick you up.

4.) imagine people telling you to e4t more.

5.) imagine being dizzy every time you stand up.

6.) imagine people stop offering you food because they know you won’t e4t it.

7.) imagine people telling you to gain w31ght.

8.) imagine being able to squeeze through any space.

9.) imagine double digits.

10.) imagine all your b0n3s peering out.

things to do instead of eating!! 🖤

- pluck your eyebrows if they‘re slightly overgrown

- practice an instrument if u play one

- decorate your room / rearrange it

- read a book (preferably outside)

- go on walks

- call with some friends

- go on tumblr ( obvious lol )

- search for some healthy recipes

- bake something for friends / relatives

- try a new hobby ( i absolutely love crocheting )

- make some handmade gifts ( perfect for christmas )

- try out a new makeup style

- put some cute outfits together u wanna wear if you reach your gw

- browse through online shops

- listen to new music

these are some things i do! let me know if you have more ideas <3