Hopefully this is something it's possible to train oneself out of, but it's unfortunate that a day off work doesn't feel like a "real" day off to me if I spend it doing something, where something = like, going out to a place, spending more than an hour or two somewhere other than at home. It's like deep in my bones I feel like a day off should consist of chilling at home doing not much of anything, and the more a day deviates from that the more something in me feels like it's been cheated out of something. But I only get two days off per week and if they're all like that then all of a sudden life is entirely empty. Some people have the opposite instinct, they don't feel like they've had a true day off unless they've gone out and done something, experienced something. That seems better.
what the hell we gon do now
the someone being my engineering module fluid mech level 3
there used to be so many stars in the sky that you would have to scrape away a dozen of them that splattered on your windshield every time you drove somewhere, but now they're being over-hunted to make american flag merchandise. very sad
in one of my old WIPs:
‘This is about me being aromantic NOT dramatic, in case you forgot your own sexuality’
my younger self was such a sassy bloke lmao
(younger me is me from a few months ago)
fuck you *turns your coordinates polar*
literally shoved it back under the rug and went 'i'll deal with it when its time TM'
time TM never came
in honor of ace week id like to shoutout every asexual who first thought they were bi/pan because they looked at all the genders and felt no difference and zero is equal to zero so they said "huh. must be bisexual" and then shoved their sexuality back under the rug for 3-5 years
(she/her) Generic loves writing but does an engineering degree gal.
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