Colddeadqueer - Colddeadqueer

How every Snowbaz fanfic reads like to me and I eat it up every time.

happy pride month everyone

Lesbian Agatha Wellbelove seems like such a cop out to me years later. And I say that as someone who wants more sapphic representation in books and who liked lesbian Agatha when the books came out.

Like in book one, she doesn’t not want a boyfriend, she wants a boyfriend who’s into her. And in book two she says she wishes she realized she wanted to kiss girls because that could explain why she’s so confused about everything and why she doesn’t fit in… (and because she perceives that that’s what happened for Simon with Baz) and then all that is just thrown out in Any Way the Wind Blows… just because?

I honestly think it was because larger fandom consensus was that Agatha was a lesbian.

But I don’t know. I just wish that in a book series that is so firmly saying “figuring out your sexuality does not fix your trauma or inner turmoil. your mental state cannot be fixed by a relationship, that’s your own work to do.” about Simon and Baz, that Rowell didn’t decide to undercut that by saying “except for Agatha it does. She’s felt out of place because she is a lesbian. And now she knows! So things will be better”

ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ

“One kiss, and you think the world is upside down.”

“Two kisses,” I say. And I take him by the back of his neck.

—From Chapter 62, Carry On by Rainbow Rowell.

Hello! It's me, colddeadqueer!

I finally made my tumblr account! Chapter 3 of They Get Married. is out!

I'm also looking for a beta but tbh idk how that works. Lmk if you're interested and/or can give me some guidance!

WIP Wednesday

2025.03.12 - 2024.03.19

A collection of the WIP fics that have posted in the last week.

Both Ends of the Wick [M, 2/7] by @ebbpettier / ebbpettier

Hapless Supernova [M, 4/?] by BBirdy, @theearlgreymage / EarlGreyMage

In Truth [M, 8/14] by @fiend-for-culture / fiend-for-culture (caspian)

Pull Yourself Together [T, 3/4] by @blackberrysummerblog / Blackberry_Summer

Rising at Dawn [T, 2/?] by iamwheretheseasleeps

The Salisbury Boy [E, 4/20] by @alleycat0306 / alleycat0306

Sleep With Me [NR, 3/6] by Who_Cares

So the Fire in Me Rages [T, 2/?] by KirstenSharp

They Get Married. [E, 3/12 ] by @colddeadqueer / colddeadqueer

Carry on Through the Ages fics.

Does anyone else spend way too much time combing through the original books to ensure that every small detail fits into canon if I’m writing canon-compliant fics. Or am I just an autistic perfectionist and my love research papers has bled into my fanfic writing.

not related to my usual posts BUT. I just graduated from university today with high honors! :D

Have you been Baz? 😂😂 I forgot the inside :P