So My Family Tries To Take Advantage Of My Disordered Eating Habits?

I have an anorexic friend.

She was in a clinic and is now forced to go to therapy and to at least maintain her weight yet she loses again, slowly but surely

Atm, her BMI is 17-17.5

She eats 1500 cals a day and exercises for at least 60min

On the contrary, i am not diagnosed. I binge. I dont workout daily. Yet im still struggling, having food rules, taking laxatives, trying to lose weight, obsessing over food, hating my body

She is convinced that my 'problems' arent real, that Im perfectly fine, healthy, and have nothing to complain about

This really REALLY fucks me up

Would anyone like to do a chloe ting challenge with me?

10 things to do if you feel like binging

1. Listen to music

2. Paint your nails.

3. Do at least 1 homework assignment

4. Go outside and get some air

5. Text/FaceTime a friend

6. Go on tumblr(my favorite😛)

7. Take a shower or bath

8. Play with a pet

9. Do your makeup

10. Do a chore like dishes, or laundry

10 low cal foods to eat

1. Popcorn (50 calories per cup)

2. cucumbers (16 calories in a cup)

3. Rice cakes (30 calories per cake)

4. Lettuce(5 calories per cup!!!)

5. Pickles(16 calories per cup)

6. Carrots( 45 calories per cup)

7.broth (16-ish calories per cup)

8. Watermelon(46 calories per cup)

9.Egg whites(16 calories per egg-also high in protein)

10. Plain non fat yogurt(137 calories per cup)

10 things to do after you binge

1. Take a deep breath, it’s okay

2. Drink at least one cup of water

3. Go on a walk

4. Try and write down what foods made you binge so it won’t happen again

5. Clean up any messes you made

6. Take a shower

7. Write down a plan on how not to binge next time

8. Do something productive

9. Purging isn’t worth it

10. Try again tomorrow❤️

Well we all know that no matter what i do, ill binge on the cake when Im alone

So my father just forbid me to eat cake on Easter Sunday because it has too many calories

FIRST, I know the calories, he knows nothing about them

SECOND I am at a normal/healthy weight, he is oberweight

THIRD, I can make myself purge, ge doesnt

FOURTH, I will go for a long run in the evening

FIFTH I wont eat breakfast on Sunday

But well, i guess ill just watch everyone eat cake because now there is a 0% chance that i will eat cake in Front of my father

Lmao i wish i was dead

Lol my family is so fucked up

My dad just yelled at me for loading the pen for my tablet. Not even 30mins later He asks me to proof- read his Email.

My brother forbid me to enter his room when he was watching a yt Video. An hour later, he asks me to help him with his homework.

My mum shames me for snacking and eating too much at a time. The Same day, she worries about me skipping meals and exercising obsessively

Once i am skinny, they will regret treating me like a back-up Plan, a second choice and a useless object. Once i am skinny, i'll male Sure they die of regret

Anybody out here who has a fitbit and would like to make some step contests there? :)

175cm / 42.6kg (94lbs)

summer bodies are overrated

what about autumn bodies wearing leggings and oversized jumpers, holding a hot coffee in dainty hands. walking around in the crisp air feeling as light as an autumn leaf.

what about winter bodies at Christmas time helping with the fairy lights, nibbling at a mince pie and curling up against the fire, feeling the warmth against your cold thin body.

what about spring bodies, walking around in breezy skirts and crop tops, looking like a model and reading underneath a pink cherry blossom tree, legs as fragile as the petals floating and landing on your defined collarbones.

Maybe ill be perfect after eating cold bones?

Worth a try i guess 😂

Me irl