Maxley week is over I can draw furry again!
Gotta watch beastars during winter break. I can’t wait
So many TV shows/movies depict the Epi Pen as a total solution for anaphylaxis...it's not. The Epi Pen gives you 30 minutes to get to a hospital where they can save your life. TV makes it look like you just have to use the Epi Pen and then the crisis is over. Do people without allergies or a loved one with allergies know that an Epi Pen only buys you time? The more I see this on TV the more I worry...
**Maybe you should reblog this because I'm actually worried that most people don't know.
Day 5: realization
I can’t believe it’s ending and I still read only 1 prompt from femmescripter. I need free time. I’m writing my stories for hour or so because I can physically give only so much attention to it :’^(
Storytime (this time without sad sub-plot I promise):
(Bradley)
I admitted to myself I love you at the end of november, when while driving I saw you on pedestrian street. Angry, cold, unlike you. I’m glad I made you get into my car; when we sat on folded back seats and started eating and drinking, when we were covering eachother with blanket; you finally brightened.
”Why won’t you ask what happened?” I heard.
I never associated this question with genuine concern. It was always a mind play for me in my worst years. How to tell you that?
”Why would I? If you want say it yourself.” Bravo me.
”It’ll be nice if you’d ask. That would mean you at least care.”
Oh Max. Getting on my nerves already, I am too weak to fight.
”I don’t like that question.”
”That’s all?”
”That’s all.”
”Can I tell you this?”
”You can say anything.”
”Even that your older sister is hot as hell?”
”WHAT!?”
You… started laughing. Very, very loud. It was… pleasant, pretty.
”You should have seen your face! Hahahaha, Jesus man haha. How are you not blowing your brain out with our trio? Ahyuk”
My heart was about to escape my ribcage and run to you, my smile subconsciously appeared. I thought for a moment that maybe this is how love feels.
You calmed down. Looked at me with your onyx eyes and said a phrase I will always remember.
”So this is your honest smile? Maybe you should use it more often”
You made it even wider.
(Max)
How did you know I would agree to a date? Was it a wild card or you knew something I didn’t yet but now am sure of?
My thoughts were just like that before seeing your smirky face „Ice rink? I never even wore ice skates before. Is it like regular skating? Why I agreed to it? Why was I so excited on a word ‚date’? Are you just mocking me? Or maybe it’s genuine.” I’m still mad that it was probably you figuring my own self sooner than I did.
Ice was much more unstable than asphalt, my legs were melting and you just stood there.
”Are you sure you don’t need any help?”
”NO. Give me a second.”
What am I talking about? I’m barely standing and fighting for my life clinging onto barriers. I won’t admit I can’t ice skate, that I am scared. Ain’t no way.
”Ugh!” Oh no. Your voice full of irritation went through my spine. Don’t approach me, don’t approach me, don’t approach me… DAMMIT!
”Hold my hands”
”No, thanks. I’ll figure that ou-„ You bastard you grabbed me!
”Listen, shape your feet into V…”
”Ookay”
”See? You’re fine. I’m holding you, you are steady. It’s fine” Steady? It is anything but steady!
”Now. Pull dominant leg away and go to me. Just like skating”
”mhm” I’m moving forward, it’s fine, it’s fine. No! Hell it’s not! It’s not at all… wait, I feel your grip getting stronger.
”I’m here, don’t worry. Look at me and it’ll be fine” Why is your voice so calming? Not that I mind but… how are you doing that? Making me feel so safe?
We are moving forward, I start getting it. I can do this!
”Let me go”
”Max, I don’t think it’s good idea”
”C’mon. I will do it”
”As you wish~”
Heck yeah! I’m doing it. I’m great. It is great. It… it starts to get unsteable again. Oh no. OH NO. OH NONONONO ARGH-
I barely got caught, one millimeter further and I’d be on a ground. I feel like made of jelly.
”Hahahahaha! What were you saying? It’s not THAT easy princess hahaha”
Looking at you, laughing, holding me from that angle… oh cupid you really are cruel. I don’t think I’m ready for relationship.
”Are you alright Max?” Your ocean-blue eyes widened. That cloudy-sky, royal, deep blue looking at me. And your hair waving in a wind like a sea of weeds, with all the shades of a plane tree. Even your brows look stuning when you look at me all concerned. You are all mine at this moment and this is comforting like comfy bed after tiring day, like cold drink in summer heat, like… us seating in your car.
I changed my mind. I must be with you in a relationship.
A signature doesn't ruin your art. It enhances it. It's your calling card. The final touch. The dot over the i. Your seal of approval. It’s your way of saying, regardless of where it may end up; “I made this.” This sort of identifying ownership is important.
Rough drawings of my fursona as ponysona. Thinking about making one of them digital
Help me choose pls
Some doodles because I magically can pick up a pencil again
That Bradley pose is from one of Athena p videos. You don’t wanna know how long I wanted to draw him like this
I will do it more often
Also today was too good for me, I’m actually in awe. Somebody insult me or something, I can’t have one entirely good day. It’s a law of cosmos
Supermodel AU suggested by @kasaru-chan changed into mall date cause I can’t commit to anything
Main blog @flowerycoffin (mostly reblogs or rumblings), she/they, Polish/Silesian. Might post triggering art or photos
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