I Hate That Feeling Of Like... Waiting For Something So You Feel Frozen And Can't Do Anything But Wait

I hate that feeling of like... Waiting for something so you feel frozen and can't do anything but wait for it. I got offered a job on the damn 6th and did all this garbage right when they asked me to. Did all the paperwork, got my damn fingerprints done, everything!

I got told I'd hear about my schedule "soon", but that was on the 21st. I'm trying to be patient because it's technically a job with the parks and rec department so I can only imagine what kind of hoops they're all jumping through right now given the general... State of... ALL of this government shit. I'm probably going to email them in the morning to see if there's anything I missed or if they sent my schedule to the wrong email or something. It's been over a month since the interview and like I said, the job offer was on the 6th then all my paperwork was finalized on the 21st.

I've managed to get a few sentences written here and there but I genuinely feel like I can't do ANYTHING until I get this schedule.