I was surprised, and a little concerned, to discover this change in myself. Now, I see it as an unexpected side benefit to realizing and accepting my homosexuality.
Or maybe she won't...
In the beginning of our relationship, my wife and I did share fantasies. In hindsight, it was mostly me sharing mostly gay fantasies (a sign?) After a while, she said she didn't want to hear that "stuff" anymore, so I quit and buried it deep where it layed untouched and dormant until it was ready to resurface... Permanently.
After I came out to her, she told me that she wasn't sure how strong my gay urges were, thought it might just be a phase, and if I just quit talking about it, it would go away.
She's generally right about most things.
Not this time.
Was clearlyclevergalaxy and clearlycleveruniverse. Third time the charm? Guess we'll see. NOW WITH MORE MEN!!! Closeted gay man married to a wonderful woman. In hindsight, there were signs, but unlike some (many? most?) who knew at an early age, mine is a later-in-life awareness. I love my wife very much, and still find women to be attractive, beautiful and sensual creatures. However, I have zero sexual deisre for women; only men. More than just sex, I would like a romantic relationship with another man, to have a boyfriend..... to be openly Gay. This blog allows me a safe place to express my homosexuality and other stuff. Some of my posts are reposts. Please let me know if you need credit or the post removed. Mistresses, dominatrixes, mommies, diapers and other nonsense will be marked as spam and blocked.
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