this is how my soul looks like 🤞🩷🪽
Reblog if you love Lorelai Gilmore
the control you want over yourself is hiding in the hard work you're avoiding 🌷
busy days 🥗🍃
No guys you don’t understand I LOVE myself now.
I’m not insecure, I can talk to people without the need to please them, I can be outgoing and confident and I think of myself as amazing and beautiful and just as worthy as anyone else and no one is on a pedestal.. I’m forever grateful.🫶🏼
---- 2/10/2024 entry
* Today I downloaded GTA the trilogy!! I'm starting with GTA III and it looks good.
* My sister is changing schools, she's 18 so she can do whatever she wants but my mom is so heartbroken, it's so sad to see her this way.
* I felt an urge to relapse into starving, but I KILLED that urge, murdered, gone !!
* On Monday I'll have swimming classes so i decided to go on a 1200 kcal diet until Monday, I'll do HIIT daily and walk a lot + 16:8. Ik thats kinda unhealthy but i wanna look good quick and i swear ill return to eating normal after monday LOLLL
* I was on a walk with my mom for like an hour and a half, I absolutely love walking with her, and I love her, she's the best <3
* That's it lol, nothing really happenned :') byeee🩷🪽
waking up everyday looking forward 🩷
I could never hate younger me, she was lovely and deserved better