"I Should've Loved You Sooner"

"I should've loved you sooner"

Oh I should've loved you sooner,

Sooner so I could have the sun in my arms,

From when I only knew the dark,

Sooner so I had a reason to smile,

When scowls and frowns and tears were my only solace,

I should've loved you sooner,

My days weren't as bright,

Because I never realized

I had the sun in my corner

You are the sunshine I so desperately

needed,

My rationality, when at times I couldn't keep my head

straight.

My brother, I love you so

But I really should have loved you sooner,

I really, really should have loved you sooner,

And some days, I scold myself, because back then

I told myself;

"Never look him in the eyes,

You've wronged him so, and he will cry"

Never would I have thought, my sunshine

That you would throw yourself at me

And weep in my arms, only to say

"You idiot, you pushed me away!"

And then, I only laughed

Not a joyful one, one full of realization

and irony,

As I wipe those tears away from the face of the

Sun,

And I tell him;

"I'm sorry, love"

I should've loved you sooner,

I should've loved you sooner,

I should've loved you sooner,

When my days were nothing but

grief and sorrow,

You had given me your heart to borrow,

And if I had broken it a million times

before,

Let me try repair it once more,

With the love you have yearned for,

The love I should've given you sooner.

(This poem is meant to be purely platonic and nothing else)

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The Wind.

The fleeting feelings of love

the petulant pieces of a love long-gone,

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and I am every dandelion wish,

most of all, don't you dare forget;

the Wind is my lover,

and I am the Wind.


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Kind.

He was kind.

Where he would tire and submerge himself in mire

Where he almost rots,

You'd think it's something not to admire,

but apparently not,

he sinks in the marsh

and feeds himself to the land he loves so much,

with a smile on his face, white hair hidden under

blacks hats,

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when he slips

no one sees

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no one sees

the soot eats he,

and when he is gone,

no funeral is held for the wayward son.

(And he was kind.)


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