This Was Mine

This is beautiful...

Wearing Tang dynasty style hanfu and playing a Phantom of the Opera medley on traditional Chinese instruments.

Instrument labels added by me :)

I was in the ER overnight and didn't get home untill about 5:00 only to be told that my blood work is normal and I should follow up with my specialists.

That's how my life is going.

Dargoa: Actual human interaction

Erik: What can therapy do for me that screaming in my gondola for 30 minutes can’t?

Can we have cane nooks in public bathrooms?

Like I was just in a library bathroom and my cane kept sliding while I was washing my hands and it was super hard to hold onto my cane and wash my hands.

It would be helpful if there were dips in the counter in-between each sink so I can rest my cane in there and not have to worry about it falling.

Just shopping at Walmart, as one does, and I was not feeling that great so I was using an electric cart.

As I was leaving, a lady turned to me and gave me one of the dirtiest looks and scoffed very loudly.

So I went "Ooh look at me, I'm an abled bodied person and can walk without falling down."

I didn't realize that there was an elderly lady almost right next to me and she started laughing so hard she had to stop walking.

Just saw Ride the Cyclone and they put Noel in an Orange corset and Pink spandex

I would rather have my nipple ripped off than my stomach feeling like this.

beep boop bones go crunch

I hate having chronic pain. I was perfectly fine right up until I finished my lunch, then it went down hill. My joints started to stiffen and became hard to move and I thought it was because of the cold (which it could have been) so I warmed up my hands with a warm water bottle. It helped to let my fingers move easier, but then the pain started. It started in my hands and spread throughout my body. I took a bath and then just laid under my heated blanket. I am currently sitting on the floor crying because of the pain waiting for my pain meds to kick in.

The worst part about this is that if it was someone else who feels like I do, then they would be able to go to the ER to get relief. Or could go to sleep knowing that it would be better in the morning. I am worried that it will get worse and I will have to miss another day at school when just last week I missed 3 1/2 days.

I am exhausted and overwhelmed and ready to give up.

Some poor suffering gobs!!