♡ 리노 一 Lee Know ꒱🐰

you broke me first | h.j

synopsis: You feel sad and empty but every help comes to late 

pairing:  jisung  x female reader

genre: Pure Angst with a bit of fluff at the end

word count: 0.7k

warnings: Death, Sadness , sad feelings , drowning , just sadness

autors note: I just wrote down whats on my mind as i listened to the song. Italics are Lyrics

Maybe you don't like talkin' too much about yourself

But you should've told me

That you were thinking 'bout someone else

You're drunk at a party

Or maybe it's just that your car broke down

Your phone's been off for a couple of months

So you're callin' me now

The water was getting colder the longer you stood in it. Your feet touching the soft sand as the Moon shines above you, your hair was just falling down your shoulder. The waves splashed against your legs. Your soft blue dress moving slowly with the water. It was supposed to be a vacation. Now you stood there alone. No one to hold on, No one who could catch you when you fall. Your heart feels empty  just like your brain. No thoughts only the Moon, the water and you in the middle of it. This is how it feels to be left alone in the dark… this is how it feels when-

I know you, you're like this

When shit don't go your way

You needed me to fix it

And like me, I did

But I ran out of every reason

You suddenly remember how loved you feelt. How much love you feelt from him. When he hugged you and told you that you are doing just fine. The way his skin feels against yours, the way his hand fits perfectly in yours. The way his eyes sparkle when he tells you about things he loves, the way his cheeks puff up when he stores food in them making him look like a squirrel. The way he always knew what to tell you when you thought that  no one is going to make you smile. You missed it all. You missed the way he kissed you, the way his lips feel against yours. The way he kissed every millimetre of your Body, Praising you, telling you that you are perfect the way you are. Telling you that you are Beautiful. He always knew what to say to make a smile appear on your face again. The way his arms held you in the night, how they tightened their hold on you as if you were the last thing that held him on earth. He was your Home… your everything… your life line when everything feels like its braking.  

Now suddenly, you're askin' for it back

Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?

Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had

But I don't really care how bad it hurts

When you broke me first

Now everything feels lonely and sad. You didn't notice the tears, you didn't notice them running down your cheeks like a river, you didn't notice that the water was now even colder, you didn't notice how time was running and you wished to turn it back o the time when he was there to hold you and kiss you, you didn't notice that you were slowly walking deeper in the water, you didn't notice you phone ringing, maybe you did notice it but you choose to ignore it, you didn't see someone walking towards you, you didnt heard someone softly whispering your name, No you don't notice all of this to deep in your thought and amazed how pretty the moon was shining above you. Suddenly nothing made sense to you anymore. 

Took a while, I was in denial when I first heard

That you moved on quicker than I could've ever

You know that hurt

Swear, for a while, I would stare at my phone

Just to see your name

But now that it's there, I don't really know what to say

Now everything you felt was pain and sadness. Just wishing for someone to hold on, someone to tell you how you feel, someone that made it worth to breath, someone who loves you with all your flaws. Suddenly you feel someone turning you and your face was against someone's chest. It felt familiar… The cologne… the smell, the soft whispers of your name rolling off his tongue like honey. It was Him. He was holding you again and whispering sweet nothings in your ear, like he used to do. “Sungie i'm so tired” suddenly everything went black. Like your sistem shut down, like you were falling.

I know you, you're like this

When shit don't go your way

You needed me to fix it

And like me, I did

But I ran out of every reason

Now suddenly, you're askin' for it back

Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?

Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had

But I don't really care how bad it hurts

When you broke me first

You broke me first… 

congratulations on the baby mama bear from a fellow mama bear to another one. ❤️ sending you so much love and congratulations! 🫂

THANK YOU SO MUCH DEAR <3 Noah’s dad took care of him for the first time today and I swear could cry from how cute it was🥹❤️

Omg oMg omG OMG soft dom reader never going through with punishments so he/she decides the boys need one tonight bc chanlix was touching without permission and they’re both subs so she/he watches felix desperately try to fuck chan and chan trying to jerk off and they cant keep a steady rhythm so they switch and chan is on top but it makes it worse bc chan has a small cock. so eventually reader gives in and fucks them hard making them cry and then fluffy after care 💓

I- you killed my brain with that thought dear @chaejinslvr but I love the thought 💕

I think Felix would just beg you to do something at this point like asking for your hands or mouth or just to switch places with chan… although I think if you ask Felix if Chan isn’t fucking him good enough Felix will whine and don’t even know what to say cuz he doesn’t want to lose any friction cuz you know he is getting something and he doesn’t want you to take it away (although if you make chan stop fucking him to do the job yourself Felix won’t say no).

But I think Chan would also ask you to please Felix first cuz he is chan and he thinks of anyone else first and then himself so Chan will happily help you to please Felix for example if you fuck Felix from behind he would kiss Felix and mark his chest (only with your permission tho). Felix wouldn’t last long when you fuck him it’s pure paradise for him and the feeling of Chan’s mouth on him makes es even better so he is begging to cum in no time and when you whisper in his ear to be a good boy and cum for you…Felix brain would stop and his eyes roll back and he is whining your name with his pretty voice.

As for chan I think he could have just cum from watching you please Felix… BUT if he didn’t and you ask him what he wants cuz he took his punishment so well he will either ask for you to fuck him too or for you to ride him although I think he would enjoy the second option more cuz he gets to see you and kiss you and even watch you. Although sub!chan often just asks to eat you out because he loves pleasing you and making you feel the most pleasure he can. In 99% of the time he cums from the taste of you and the sound alone because he enjoys knowing that he can bring you so much pleasure.

For aftercare I think either a bath or just a quick clean up. Because sometimes you’re all to tired and fucked out to move a lot. But I think you would need to carry Felix to the bathroom cuz he just got fucked stupid and his brain is still complete mush so while Chan cuddles Felix you would fill the bathtub with warm water and bubbles and then ask the boys to come to the bathroom. If the bath is big enough you could let both of them cuddle up to you and calm them down and praise them for doing so good for you and give them kisses. If it’s just a quick clean up you could get a warm towel and clean up all the mess while Felix and chan cuddle under the blanket. Chan would help you but you tell him to stay with Felix to make sure he is okay. Both of your boys are sleepy and just wait for you to join them in bed and cuddle to sleep. 💕

Thanks for the ask bub✨

I WILL GET YOU. JUST YOU WAIT.

*smooches*

Im waiting my dear and until then I take all the smooches you offer ;) also have I told you that I think you’re beautiful yet? *evil laughter*

masterlist — ★ ₊˚⌗ 🪼’

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𝐁𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧

─ 𖥻 gentle loving

─ 𖥻 living in the circus

─ 𖥻 i promise

─ 𖥻 10:30pm

─ 𖥻 drunk

─ 𖥻 wake up ( 18+ )

─ 𖥻 my darling ꒰ dad!chan ꒱

─ 𖥻 reward ( 18+ )

𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐡𝐨

─ 𖥻 concept pics ( 18+ )

─ 𖥻 sick baby

─ 𖥻 distraction

─ 𖥻 the company finds out your dating

─ 𖥻 10:00pm

𝐒𝐞𝐨 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐛𝐢𝐧

─ 𖥻 Pretty Girl ( 18+ )

𝐇𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧

─ 𖥻 sweet affection

─ 𖥻 pouty

𝐇𝐚𝐧 𝐉𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠

─ 𖥻 when he buys you flowers

─ 𖥻 you broke me first

─ 𖥻 winter morning

─ 𖥻 pillow princess ( 18+ )

─ 𖥻 make me forget ( 18+ )

𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐱

─ 𖥻 can we kiss forever

─ 𖥻 marry me?

𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐒𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐦𝐢𝐧

─ 𖥻 02:30am

𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧

─ 𖥻 nini

𝐎𝐓𝟖

─ 𖥻 meeting them for the first time

─ 𖥻 when you wear their clothes // hyung line

─ 𖥻 when you want to cuddle // hyung line

─ 𖥻 skz as dads

─ 𖥻 their kids first word // chan&minho

─ 𖥻 love making with skz

𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬 // 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬

─ 𖥻 sub!chan and sub!felix thoughts ( 18 + )

𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 ♡ ₊ ˚ 🎸 ‧ ₊ ✧

hello & welcome to my galaxy!! i write skz imagines mostly fluff and a bit of angst i rarely write smut. i am 19 years old and my bday is on the 26 march :) in my free time i draw and listen to music or when i feel creative i write an imagine for you all. i need to study most of the time so there are some times where i am not really active on here. basically if you are nice to me i am nice to you!!! my bias in skz is chan or jisung 🦘 you can always send me an ask if you need someone to talk or rant about anything just be respectful!!! if you have an idea for an ff and you see that my requests are open please don’t hesitate to send me your ideas just keep in mind that it might take me a while since I’m also a mom and that job takes very much of my time ;)

LEE KNOW / UNVEIL : TRACK 1 "MEGAVERSE"

was the sex that made your baby good?

That’s such a random ask lol I can’t remember when he was made probably in march. And I can’t even remember what I ate yesterday 😂 but besides that my dad showed me what my sleeping Musik was when I was a baby…it was heavy metal lol

(The ask made me laugh tho cuz it was so random so thanks for making me laugh tehe)

That does help me thank uuuuu <3

Yesterday I accidentally deleted a full written imagine with 1.4 K words, because it didn’t have a title 😭😭 my poor Lee know fic. It was a soulmate au and now it’s goneeee😭😭😭

So how does it feel to be so talented like you precious?

Made me cry with that jisung imagine 🥹🥹 please give me some of your intelligence cuz honestly every time I write my brain just stops functioning at one point and then I don’t know how to continue you know what I mean and that frustrates me so much so I really appreciate how much you write tehe mwah

thank youuuu bb <333 and i understand that sm like writing is never a smooth process and i also get frustrated at times, just take ur time, take it easy u don't actually have a deadline to get things done,, do it for fun and be patient with urself,, i struggle with this too but it's a good reminder that we're doing our best yk, if u start criticizing yourself too harshly over this then it's not worth it, i promise

best skz acc.

THATS SO SWEET I FEEL HONOURED THAT YOU ENJOY MY ACC.

I hope you have an amazing day/night my dear 💕

Also posting a Dad chan Drabble tomorrow hehe hope you will enjoy 🥹💕