First if all sorry this took so bloody long to update. I know i should have updated this sooner but i was a bit caught up in schooling. But here you go hope you like it shank.
Minho: Well!! Go on Thomas
Gally: Yeah what we betting on
Thomas: Well we have to get rid of Alby firts, but i dont know bout you lot but i plan make Y/N mine by the end of tonight.
Minho: As if
Newt: i still don't think this is right
Gally: Then prepare to lose
Chuck: i don't want anything to do with this but leave Alby up to me (wow thats the most contradiction i've seen in once sentence)
Thomas: Fine fine ill make it more realistic, lets just have fun with Y/N
Newt: Are bloody mad!!!
Minho: Deal! She'll be with me boys...
Gally:...i dont know isn't that just like using her?
Thomas: Not if she likes it *smirks*
Newt: I swear one day i will hit you and i wont be sorry *glares*
Minho: i dont see a problem in it? She's single, were all single i hope...so what's the harm???
Newt: i guess your right...but still!
Y/N: Hi Guys!!! *burst into room*
*boys are all shokith*
Y/N: Omg you guys are having a meeting without me!! Rude! Also where is Alby?
*all the boys look at one another*
Thomas: uuuummmm
Newt: He's tending to something important
Y/N: *hears screaming* Is...that Chuck?!
Newt: NO! its just a a aaa Goat!
Y/N: What......?
Thomas: Yeah Winston's been teaching his pet goat new tricks. *smiles awkwardly*
Gally: Y/N i missed you *walks over wrapping you up in a warm bear hug*
Y/N: *blushes intensely, enjoy how warm and cosy the hug is*
*Gally looks over his shoulder and the boys who looked pissed*
Gally: *breaks hug, grabbing your hand dragging you over to the group* Come on sit we have a lot of stuff planned this evening.
*the two of you sat nice and close to each other*
Y/N: Why are you guys so tense??? *you look over seeing all of them Glaring at Gally and then at one another*
Y/N: Are you guys like telepathic or some shit!!!
Newt: Oh no we are just having very intense staring contest!
Y/N: Why?
Minho: No reason, don't worry your pretty little head of sweet pea. *Minho throws a wink at you, of course you blush*
Gally: Alright Thomas! What do we do first?
Thomas: Well i got some options
Thomas:...we got truth or dare, hide and seek, murder in the dark and 7 minutes in heaven...
Y/N: ....*blushes in tensely*
Minho: You nervous? *smirks*
Gally: Don't be beautiful
Newt: Its your choice Y/N....
Sorry i haven't been updating. But im back, also comment which one of these do you want in the next chapter (truth or dare, hide and seek, murder in the dark or 7 mins in heaven.)
A/N: Woo hoo, first Sherlock imagine! Let me know what you think?
WARNING(S): Sally Donovan being an idiot
You took a deep breath and walked up to your boss’ office before tentatively knocking on the door to which Greg said, “Come in!”
Opening the door, you stepped inside and your gaze immediately fell on the tall, handsome detective with his messed-up curls framing his concentrated face.
“Sherlock,” you began in a pleading sort of tone.
“Ah, Y/N,” Sherlock greeted, “The girl is up to talking, then?”
You looked at him before sighing, “Sherlock – look, this girl’s been through a kidnapping and her brother is lying unconscious at a hospital – bloody hell, she’s just seven! Just – can you – please be gentle, just this once?”
“What her point is beneath those much-too kind words,” Greg explained, “Just anything you can do to –”
“Not be myself,” Sherlock finished monotonously.
Greg awkwardly looked at him, “Well, it can’t hurt.”
You, Sherlock, Greg, John and Donovan walked together to the room where the little girl was sitting, next to a psychiatrist.
She was staring determinedly at her knees and her tiny face looked so sad that it made you hate Moriarty, if possible, even more.
Sherlock walked closer to her and said in what he hoped was an understanding voice, “Claudette, I know you’ve been through a lot –”
There was nothing left to say. Claudette took one look at Sherlock’s face and emitted a loud, piercing, bloodcurdling scream that echoed off the walls of the isolated room.
“Okay, alright,” you placed a hand on Sherlock’s arm. He was looking perplexed.
“Sherlock – let’s just leave,” you muttered, steering him out of the room and back into Greg’s office. Minutes later, the rest of them came running in.
“Makes no sense,” John frowned.
“Poor thing’s traumatised,” Greg sighed, “Something about Sherlock reminds her of the kidnapper.”
You looked at Sherlock warily, suddenly realising that he’d not uttered a single word during the conversation, but was determinedly staring out the window.
“Hey, don’t let it get to you,” Greg joked, “I always feeling like screaming when you walk into a room. In fact, a lot of us do. Come on.”
He left the room.
You threw one last furtive glance in Sherlock’s direction.
“Okay, come on,” you said gently, “You need to get home – it’s been a long day.”
As you made to steer him out of the room, Sally spoke up.
“Brilliant work you did, finding those kids with just a footprint. Really amazing –”
“Thank you,” Sherlock curtly responded.
“ – unbelievable,” Sally finished with a cold demeanour.
“Sally,” you warningly said, “Don’t listen to her – come on, let’s go.”
Not entirely convinced, Sally glared after the detective’s retreating form.
—-
“Sally, this is ridiculous, you hear me?!” you shouted, “Ridiculous.”
“Y/N – look at my position here!” Sally yelled, “He’s just absolutely – well, brilliant! It’s unrealistic! It’s not – it’s not right!”
“He’s different, is what you mean to say,” you snapped, “And that annoys you, does it? Because he’s not like you, or Andersen, or Greg – or even me?”
“I told you when I first saw him, I didn’t like the look of him –”
“So you’re saying he’s touched in the head?!” you yelled, “That he’s crazy?! Listen – to – me – Sally!” you pleaded, “Sherlock is not a lunatic, he’s not a fraud, and not a liar!”
“Then why did that little girl start screaming?” Sally asked.
“I – well,” you sputtered.
Sally smirked knowing you were lost for words.
“Girl of seven years of age, kidnapped a week ago, sees Sherlock and starts bellowing her head off – a man she’s never seen before,” Sally said, “Or has she?”
“Are you crazy?” you yelled, “Why would Sherlock do something like that?!”
“Sally, listen to me,” you said in a more pleading tone, “I know you don’t like him and I know he’s not a very open person. And I realise that you’ve not got much to go on about his personality apart from his cases. But listen to me, Sally – Sherlock is not a bad person. He would never do that to a kid! To anyone, for that matter! Don’t you see what Moriarty’s trying to do? He’s trying to sow doubt into the minds of whoever are closest to him and others as well!”
Sally scoffed, “Really, Y/N? You of all people bought into that bullshit about Moriarty?”
“Sally –”
“We don’t have time for this, Y/N, Lestrade’s already approved an arrest warrant. Now, I want you to stay away from the scene – you’ll only make it worse.”
“Make it – Sally, he’s my friend!” you yelled.
“And I’m your colleague who bears a message from your employer that you will get fired if you don’t follow instructions.”
—–
“So – he refused?” you asked in mock bedazzlement.
“What was he, some sort of private eye?” asked the superintendent.
“He was – we were,” Greg began.
“ – consulting with him, that’s what you told me,” said the superintendent, “Have you used him on any proper cases?”
“One or two, sir,” you said pleadingly.
“Or twenty or thirty,” Andersen muttered under his breath as you disbelievingly looked at him.
“What?! This – private detective, has no authorisation and you give him access to all sorts of classified information?! You’re a bloody idiot, Lestrade! Now go, fetch him in, right now!”
“Sir –” you began, “I’m not going to – arrest my own friend.”
“Safety before sentiment, L/N,” he growled, “I don’t care if he’s your boyfriend, I don’t care if you’re pregnant with his child – he’s a suspect in a case and I own this section of Scotland Yard, I can get you fired like that,” he snapped his fingers, “Clear?”
You turned faintly pink, “Y-yes sir.”
—–
You walked into 221B Baker Street straight up to Sherlock’s living room, keeping your face as impassive as possible.
“Sherlock Holmes, I’m placing you under arrest on charges of abduction,” you monotonously recited.
Though he normally would have insulted an officer in his face and told them to sod off, Sherlock took one look at your pained expression and quietly wrapped his scarf around his neck.
You extracted a pair of handcuffs and, with enormous difficulty, placed them on his wrist.
“God, I’m so sorry Sherlock,” you whispered so quietly that nobody except him heard you, “I promise this’ll be over soon, I promise.”
“ – and on charges of being involved in several other suspected cases,” you finished.
Sherlock looked at you again before saying, “Alright.”
“What – no, it’s not alright,” John sputtered, “This is ridiculous – Y/N! Y/N come on, don’t tell me you –”
“Don’t try to interfere or I’ll arrest you too,” you told John, your voice cracking with the agony the situation was causing you. John gaped at you but spoke no more.
As Sally took over Sherlock and dragged him downstairs, the chief superintendent strolled inside, taking a brief look over his apartment.
“Dottiness, that’s what he radiates,” he muttered, “Took one look at his face and knew it. He’s a bloody lunatic.”
“Apologies, sir,” you said, beginning to lose your cool, “But Sherlock Holmes seems a perfectly sane man to all of us.”
“Is that so?” he asked in a mocking way, “We’ll see what you’ve got to say when he’s convicted for all the murders he’s done just to show off –”
——
Sherlock was staring determinedly at his knees when your voice made him look up.
You were running out of his flat door as if your life depended on it.
“Hand – over – this – prisoner – to me,” you panted, coming to a halt, “Chief’s orders.”
The officers looked confused but guided Sherlock to your side.
“What are you doing?” he asked you out of the corner of his mouth.
“Getting you the hell out of here,” you answered out of the corner of yours, “Right, we’ve got around five seconds before they realise something is –”
“Stop! STOP!” the chief came running outside, his face grotesquely bloody from the punch you’d aimed at him, “STOP THAT WOMAN!”
The officers seemed to realise it was wrong to hand Sherlock over to you but they were too late. You grabbed the gun sitting in your pocket and pointed it around.
“Get on your knees! Everyone! I swear, I will shoot!” you screamed like a maniac.
“Open fire –” the chief began.
“NO, JUST DO WHAT SHE SAYS!” Greg bellowed over the commotion, “WE CAN’T AFFORD SERGEANT L/N’S DEATH IN THE CURRENT CLIMATE!”
You felt an inexplicable rush of gratitude towards Greg.
Everyone reluctantly sunk to their knees.
You menacingly made to raise the gun again to get Sherlock out of there but your hand was restrained by something. You looked down in surprise to see one of Sherlock’s hands free of handcuffs due to the reason that it had been placed onto yours, cuffing you two together.
“Don’t move!” yelled Sherlock. Nobody complied.
He raised your connected hands and shot into the air as you yelped in shock.
“Don’t move or I will kill this woman!” Sherlock pointed a gun to your head. Immediately, you caught on.
“Please, don’t move!” you said in a very convincing teary voice, “I’m his – his –”
“My hostage!” Sherlock yelled helpfully.
“Yeah, okay,” you muttered to yourself.
Sherlock’s cuffed hand dragged you gently further and further away from the scene.
“Now what?” you whispered.
“Improvisation,” Sherlock responded, “Run.”
You barely had time to register it as he took off sprinting, dragging you along with him. After a few blocks, you gained a clumsy coordination and you finally stopped at a gate with no way ahead.
Sherlock tutted in annoyance and jumped over the gate.
“What – you bloody twat, I’m not jumping off of that!” you yelled.
“No time to negotiate, Y/N!” Sherlock yelled, “Move to your right, and jump! Now!”
You shook your head but police sirens were gaining on you so you had no choice. Closing your eyes and shouting a prayer to the heavens, you jumped off and landed straight into Sherlock’s arms.
Your cheeks burned in embarrassment and you walked forward, as far away as possible. When you finally reached a secluded spot, Sherlock turned to you, both of you panting.
“You’re alright?”
“What – why, why did you do that?” you gasped, clutching a stitch in your side, “Now they’re going to think you’re a bloody psychopath, I had it under control!”
“You would have lost your job,” Sherlock snapped at you.
You scoffed, “I’d rather be unemployed than work at a place that’s trying to hurt my friend!”
Sherlock looked at you seriously, not blinking in the least.
“You would – you would be prepared to risk your job for me?” he clarified.
“Yes!” you yelled, “Of course I’d be prepared to risk my job for you!”
“Why?” Sherlock abruptly asked, “Nobody ever does anything without a reason, tell. Me. Why. This is – this is inhumane, this – this feeling I get around you these days – I don’t know if it’s you or me –”
“I think - it’s both of us,” you said quietly, “It’s called attraction, Sherlock. I think – I think you – you fancy me.”
“I’m beginning to think so too,” Sherlock muttered, messing up his hair, “But you didn’t answer my question. Why?”
You sighed.
“Sherlock.” you seriously said, “Sometimes you don’t need a reason to be nice to someone. I’d risk my life for you, Sherlock. I’d do anything for you.”
There was nothing more to be said. After staring at you in serious concentration, Sherlock inched closer to your face. You could feel his breath fanning your face and his gaze was fixed upon your lips as yours, on his. Your lips collided in a spontaneous kiss and the next moment, you were fisting his shirt and pulling him closer to you, holding on as tightly as possible.
Sure, the world was beginning to crumble around Sherlock, but that could wait.
All that mattered in that moment, was you and the feeling of your body pressed up against his on the cold winter’s night.
A/N: So do you think Sherlock is a field I should write more fanfics in?
A/N: this is my first time writing for ye old kazzle dazzle and i'm terrified, lol (i'm also shit at summaries)
Summary: Kaz never feels the need to explain his entire plan. He knows that, whatever happens, it will inevitably go according to plan. But when his plan goes wrong and Y/N is injured, Kaz is suddenly forced to comprehend with the skeletally hand of death once again.
"So, was the gunfire part of the original plan?"
Kaz shoot Y/N a withering look - one that would have anyone in their right mind turning around and running. Y/N just beamed at him.
"No, it wasn't," Kaz replied, glowering at her. "Jesper shouldn't have started so early."
"He's on time," Y/N reminded him.
"For Jesper that's early."
"True."
Y/N and Kaz ducked back behind the wall as bullets whizzed past them smashing into the houses behind them.
"So, we are being fired at because you couldn't be bothered to explain the full plan," Y/N said, trying not to glare at Kaz.
"No, we're being fired at because Jesper's timing is horrendous," Kaz snapped.
Jesper, as if summoned, suddenly appeared at Y/N's side, sliding to a stop on the slippery cobbles. "Right, that's that, then."
Y/N narrowed her eyes. "What -"
She was cut off being a tremendous explosion from inside the warehouse they'd all just being chased out off. Smoke billowed into the air and flames rolled up into the sky. The men who had been firing at them all exclaimed and ran off to the warehouse, leaving the alley empty.
"Well, you could have done that sooner, Jes," Y/N muttered stepping out from behind the wall.
"Well, of course, but then what's the point, love?" Jesper asked, winking at her,
Y/N began to laugh but was cut off as a more gunshots echoed through the street. She ducked and Jesper pulled her behind a barrel as he fired back at the lone gunman, hitting him in the shoulder as he ran off.
"You alright?" Jesper asked, panting. He glanced at Y/N who was nodding, albeit shakily.
"I'm fine," she said, peeking her head over the top of the barrel and slowly standing up. "Nearly died, but I'm fine."
"You didn't nearly die," Kaz drawled, walking over to them.
"We all nearly died, Kaz, all because you can't explain any plan in full detail!" Y/N yelled. "Inej almost got stabbed!"
"But she didn't," Kaz replied, glancing up at the roofs where Inej was inevitably haunting.
Y/N glanced over at Kaz and let out an exasperated sigh. "Would it kill you to actually explain a plan in whole? It would make our lives so - ah."
She cut herself off with a gasp of pain. Y/N lost her footing as she stumbled forward. and Jesper grabbed her, wrapping one hand around her waist, the other snaking around to rest on her back.
"Hey, you ok?" Jesper asked, his dark eyes full of concern as he supported almost the full weight of Y/N.
Y/N glanced down at her side and noticed a dark patch spreading from just under her right breast, staining her waistcoat. She raised a shaking hand to the blood stain and let out a surprised gasp as her hand came away wet with blood.
"Oh."
The sight of the blood on her hand seemed to push her over the edge and Jesper exclaimed as her legs buckled. His grip tightened as he caught her and gently lowered her to the cobbled street, kneeling down with Y/N and putting her head in his lap.
"Inej!" Jesper yelled, unable to see where the Suli girl had vanished too.
Kaz stared as blood dripped onto the cobble stones. His mind was still watching Y/N yell at him for being him. It wasn't meant to happen like this. His grip on the crow's head of his cane was almost crushing and he could feel the tiny, delicate beak cutting into his hand through his gloves.
Y/N was dying because of him.
If he'd told them what his actual plan was or if he'd just told her.
Y/N's hand was pressing against her right side, Jesper's hand covering hers as he helped put pressure on her side. The blood was seeping over both of their hands, staining them red.
Inej suddenly appeared out of the shadows, hurrying over to Y/N's side in silence. She unwrapped her scarf from around her head and began wapping it around Y/N's side as Jesper moved Y/N's shaking hand away from the wound. Jesper carefully lifted Y/N up as Inej meticulously wrapped it around, trying to slow the bleeding.
"We need Nina," Inej said aloud as she tied her scarf in a knot, securing it around Y/N's side. She looked expectantly over at Kaz.
Kaz was clenching his jaw tightly. He forced himself to swallow the fear and the mental image of Y/N lying next to Jordie on the Reaper's barge. "She's at the White Rose. Bring her to the Slat."
Inej nodded. She cast Y/N a worried glance before she climbed up a drainpipe and vanished into the clouds, leaving no sign she'd ever been there except the now bloody scarf around Y/N's side.
"Jesper, your face looks weird without a smile on it," Y/N said softly, her left hand finding his, their fingers entwining.
Jesper forced himself to smile down at her. He smoothed back her hair from her face, tucking it behind her ear. "Sorry, love."
Y/N's eyes fluttered shut and Jesper moved his bloody hands to either side of her pale face, shaking her as gently as he could.
"Hey, hey, stay with me, love," Jesper said, not so gently, as he tried to keep her conscious.
Y/N blinked her eyes open and looked up at Jesper, the world spinning around her, the buildings around them looking even drunker than usual. "Hey."
"Hey, beautiful," Jesper replied, stroking her cheek with his thumb, both of them choosing to ignore the fact that Y/N's blood was all over Jesper's hands and was now on her face.
Kaz felt a pang of jealously rush through him. Jesper could comfort her and carry her to safety. Inej could hold her hand and hug her. Nina could heal her and touch her without feeling like she was about to pass out.
Kaz wanted to run to Y/N. He wanted to kneel down next to her and hold her hand. But he couldn't. He physically could not force himself to.
As he stared at her, at the woman he'd taken for granted for so long, he just saw her dead, lying on the street like Jordie had. The nightmare spiralled from there as he remembered the Reaper's Barge, the cold, bloated body of his brother. The hands. Drowning in a sea of rotten bodies.
No.
Y/N wasn't dead. She was still alive. She was still awake and wasn't dead.
A small voice inside him added the word yet to the end of his sentence but he refused to listen to it.
"Jesper," Kaz said, his voice rougher and croakier then usual. "We need to move her to the Slat."
Jesper recognised the pain and unfiltered emotion on Kaz's face. It wasn't normal to see his boss so openly show emotion but when Y/N was involved, Kaz was an unknown entity.
The man would never admit to himself that he had feelings for her. Kaz was in denial. He refused to acknowledge the emotions inside him. But he'd taken Y/N for granted. He just assumed she would always be on his left side, walking just behind him.
"Ready?"
Jesper's voice snapped Kaz back to the street and he looked at Y/N, her skin pale and sweaty, her hands shaking. Kaz nodded, gripping his cane tightly.
"Right, love, your knight in shining armour has arrived," Jesper said, a teasing tone to his words that didn't quite reach his eyes.
Y/N chuckled softly as Jesper moved to her side, his arms going under her legs and then around her back. Y/N let out a groan of pain and squeezed her eyes tightly shut as he lifted her up. She dropped her head onto his chest, feeling the warmth radiating from him, the soft material of his coat rubbing against her face.
Kaz's cane clicking against the cobbles was the sound Y/N focused on as Jesper carried her towards the Slat. She wanted to fall asleep, to just close her eyes and burrow into Jesper's jacket for warmth. But Kaz's cane kept clicking and Y/N focused on it, the sound alone reassuring her of his presence.
"Hey, don't doze off on me," Jesper said, glancing down at Y/N as her eyes shut.
"I"m not," Y/N said softly, her eyes opening sluggishly and looking up at Jesper as she re-wrapped her arms around his neck. "I'm not."
Jesper squeezed her leg as he noticed her eyes droop slightly, her head dropping back against his shoulder. "No sleeping on the job, Y/N, Kaz will have your head."
Y/N's laugh was weaker and Kaz felt a pang of pain in his chest as he looked over at her. She was dying. She couldn't be dying. But she was dying.
Kaz forced himself to reply, playing along in an attempt to keep Y/N awake. "You fell asleep on a job once, Jesper, and yet you're still here. Unfortunately."
Jesper let out a bark of laughter and Kaz caught Y/N smiling, albeit small. Good.
"We're nearly there, love," Jesper said quietly, spotting the towering, drunkenly slumped shack that was the Slat.
Y/N hummed a response but the blood loss was beginning to hit her. Her sight was speckled by black dots and her ears were filled with a high pitched ringing.
Jesper glanced down at her, noticing her silence ."Y/N, hey, stay with me, darling, we're almost there."
Y/N wanted to reply. She wanted to reassure Jesper, because she could hear the thinly disguised panic in his voice, that she was still with him but she was so tired and her eyes weren't letting her stay awake.
The urge to sleep won over her need to reassure Jesper and her eyes rolled backwards. Jesper felt Y/N's arms slip from around his neck, limply hanging to the sides, as she lost consciousness and felt panic grip his entire being.
Kaz slammed open the door to the Slat and the Dregs loitering around looked up, hands flying to weapons.
"Nina!" Kaz yelled, his voice doing a fairly good job at hiding his fear, his worry, the panic that Y/N was dying.
Nina rushed out the side room and met them halfway across the room, eyes running over Y/N, the blood seeping through Inej's scarf, the blood on Jesper's hands, on Y/N's hands.
"Quickly," she said, ushering Jesper into the room.
There was a table set in the middle of the room and dozens of candles had been lit to provide enough light in the dark room. A large, heavy oak chest of drawers was shoved up against the window and Inej was hovering against the far wall, her eyes locking onto Y/N's body as soon as Jesper carried her into the room.
"On the table, Jesper," Nina ordered, opening a drawer, numerous bottles clinking as she rummaged around.
Jesper gently set Y/N down on the table, carefully laying her down and moving her arms to rest on the wood. He took his jacket off and bundled it up, lifting Y/N's head up and setting the material underneath her head.
Kaz stood in the doorway, hands tightly wrapped around his cane, the metal beginning to cut through his gloves and into his hands. In any of building, in any other city in the world, he would've looked like an omen of death.
He forced himself to stare at Y/N as Jesper helped Nina unwrap Inej's scarf from around Y/N's side.
Kaz shuddered as his mind shoved Jordie to the front, the feeling of his brother's cold, bloated skin against his, drowning him. He was drowning in Jordie; in Y/N dying on the table in front of him.
Nina was muttering to herself as she worked, one hand around Y/N's wrist, the other holding a pile of gauze to her side. Kaz watched her intently and could see her counting Y/N's heartbeat as she tried to stop the bleeding.
Which is why, because Kaz was watching Nina with such intensity, that when Nina paused her muttering and looked down at Y/N, her eyes slowly widening, did Kaz feel his own heart shudder and almost stop.
Nina let go of Y/N's wrist, dropping her hand onto the table. She brought her hands together, her first two fingers overlapping each other, and then brought them down onto Y/N's chest.
It was as if Kaz could hear Y/N's heart slowing down and not speeding up. He watched as Nina repeated her movements, determination and panic and fear written on her face as her eyes welled up.
Kaz swallowed and felt the ocean overwhelming him again. He saw Y/N staring back at him, lifeless and dead just like Jordie. Her beautiful eyes staring emptily back at him, void of life. He'd failed her like he'd failed Jordie. The most important thing in his life was dead.
Inej was frantically praying, clutching her knife, Sankt Alina, tightly. Jesper was still for the first time since he'd carried Y/N in, his eyes red with tears as he stared at Y/N's limp, bloody body.
Kaz took one look at Nina and saw the dwindling hope in her eyes, the tears streaming down her face and turned around, walking out the room, his cane clacking loudly against the floor.
Nina sobbed and repeated her movements one more time, desperately trying to get Y/N's heart to start beating again. She'd saved Matthias in the middle of the ocean, during a hurricane, she could save Y/N.
Nina brought her hands down on to Y/N's chest once more with, perhaps, more force than needed. She kept them there and willed the organ inside her friend to not give up.
To keep going.
Second by second, Nina felt it slowly begin to beat again. Nina kept her hands on Y/N's chest, scared that if she moved even an inch it might stop beating again. Second by second, the colour began to slowly come back into Y/N's skin and Nina sighed, dropping her head in relief.
Inej let out a happy sob and closed her eyes, praying to her Saints once again and thanking them.
"Jesper, come here and wrap her wound, stop making that face, it's a bullet wound, you'll be fine," Nina snapped, glaring at Jesper when he balked at the thought, all thoughts of death and misery gone, their usual banter slowly returning.
Jesper walked around to stand next to Nina and took a clean wad of gauze and drenched it in alcohol. He pulled Y/N's bloody shirt up and gently pressed it to her side. His other hand reached up to Y/N's face and with a clean, damp cloth, he began wiping the dried blood off her skin.
"Oh, Saints, Kaz!" Inej exclaimed suddenly, making Jesper and Nina jump. She flew out the room like a breeze and dashed up the stairs to Kaz's office where he'd inevitably retreated.
Kaz was stood hunched in front of his mirror, his gloves off, his head hung. Inej walked in slowly, making sure to announce her presence by stepping on the creaky floorboard by the door.
"Don't," Kaz said, his voice croaking and Inej realised that he was crying. "Don't say it."
"Kaz," Inej said softly, slowly approaching him.
"No, Inej!" Kaz snapped, whirling around to stare at her. His eyes were red and his hair was a mess and his hands were shaking. "I took her for granted. I never," Kaz took a deep, shaky breath in, "I never told her or even showed her just how much..."
Even now, even when she was dead, he couldn't bring life to the words. They sat dead on his tongue, poisoning him. He hated his brother for making him this way. Hated Ketterdam for being the way it was. He even hated Y/N for being so fucking perfect that he had to fall in love with her. He was a fool so desperately in love that it scared him endlessly.
"Kaz," Inej repeated, slowly, gently, laying a hand on his arm.
The sleeves of his shirt were rolled up but Inej made sure to place her hand on the part that was still covered. Kaz flinched but didn't tell her to remove her hand or move back.
"Kaz," Inej said again. "Y/N isn't dead. She's alive. Nina brought her back."
Kaz turned his head and locked eyes with Inej. He didn't say anything but Inej understood. She nodded, reassuring him that she was being honest.
Perhaps, if Y/N hadn't been around, they would have fallen in love. Maybe it would be Inej he was crying over. Maybe it would have been Inej lying there, injured. Maybe Kaz would have torn the city apart to find the man who had injured her.
But he had Y/N. She was alive, three flights of stairs below, with Nina and Jesper at her side.
"I'll find him," Inej promised, dropping her hand from Kaz's arm and pulling her hood up.
"Leave some for me," Kaz said lowly, his eyes following Inej to the window. "I feel like ripping an eyeball or two out."
Kaz slowly limped down the stairs to Y/N's bedroom. He could hear numerous voices from inside and hesitated outside the door. Kaz Brekker, Bastard of the Barrel, heistated.
"Kaz, just come in already!" Nina yelled from within.
Kaz rolled his eyes and opened the door. "Stop spying on me, Zenik."
"It's difficult not to when your heartbeat is so loud," Nina replied, raising her eyebrows knowingly.
Y/N snorted and Kaz looked at her. She was sat on her bed with a blanket wrapped around her shoulders. Jesper sat next to her, his arm around her shoulders. Y/N was half leaning on Jesper and half on the wall and looked so alive.
Inej had found the man who'd shot her and, together, they'd ripped the man's eyes out, slit his throat and thrown his body onto the Reaper's Barge. It had helped quell the ghosts threatening to haunt him once again but they hadn't truly abated until Kaz had gotten to look at Y/N and see her talk.
Y/N gave him a smile and Kaz nodded back at her, trying to hide his relief at how alive she looked.
She was alive. She wasn't dead. She wasn't Jordie. She wasn't going anywhere. She was still here, with him, in Ketterdam. And he wasn't going to let her go.
"There's blood on your shoes, Kaz," Y/N said, gesturing to his black shoes with her head, her voice almost startling him.
Kaz looked down and eyed the single drop with distaste. So there was. A single drop. All that was left of the man who'd shot her.
Y/N laughed at the look on Kaz's face. "He looks like he just sucked a lemon," she said to Jesper, albeit loud enough for Kaz to hear too.
"No, that's his normal face," Jesper replied, smirking as he winked at Kaz.
Y/N laughed, throwing her head back. Her hair fell over her shoulder and her eyes sparkled in the dim, orange light of her room. Her laugh was like music to him.
And Kaz Brekker realised with a sudden, painful thud that he was completely and utterly besotted with her.
this was super fun to write thank you @aggressivetapdancing for requesting this!
It’s not surprising that Minho is a touchy boy
He just can’t keep his hands to himself
For the most part, you can live without him all over you since he’s gone most of the day while in the maze
Minho, on the other hand, can’t wait
it’s physically impossible for him to be away from you that long
his favorite part of the day is coming back from the maze and seeing you
sometimes you’ll be in the middle of having a conversation and Minho will throw you over his shoulder because he just wants alone time with you
BUT ANYWAY CUDDLE TIME
Minho tends to pull you into his chest with your back against him because it gives him the opportunity to kiss your neck since he knows you’re super ticklish
He’ll also whisper things in your ear that are a bit too dirty to repeat but his usual habit is kissing your neck inbetween words
“ You *kiss* Are *kiss* Goregous.”
his arm is usually around your waist or stomach and underneath your short because hey Minho loves skin contact
you rarely have blankets over the two of you since Minho just radiates heat
blankets are only used for when you two aren’t wearing anything ;)
BUT ANYWAY
It drives Minho crazy whenever you wear his shirts to cuddle with because WOW you look like a hot tamale
I keep getting sidetracked BUT your favorite “posistion” is when you rest your head on his chest because you can hear his heartbeat
It’s easy for Minho to run his fingers through your hair and to leave a bunch of kisses all over your face
Minho’s grip isn’t too strong
like you can obviously breath normally but his hold is secure and laying with Minho is the most comfortable thing in the world
His hands tend to wander underneath your shirt (100% with your consent) and you can always feel him drawing shapes on your hips
On some days, Minho will fall asleep because he’s exhaused from running all day but he somehow always manages to talk about the deepest things while cuddling you
“Why is it so difficult to make things easy but easy to make things difficult?”
“ Why do people fear losing things that they don’t even have yet?”
If you cuddle with Minho before a shower, his scent is more earthy and for some reason you’re just more drawn to him??
But after a shower he just smells so minty (he uses your shampoo, you can tell cause you’re the only person in the glade who uses jasmine scented anything)
like you love burying your face in his neck because UGH
(Personally I feel like Minho would smell like Old Spice or Gillette? Opinions on that?)
Minho would defintely try and lay with you as long as possible because he just loves being so close to you
BUT HE FREAKS OUT WHEN YOU PRESS YOUR COLD FEET AGAINST HIS CALF
He doesn’t necessarily flip out but he’ll whine about it everytime your foot accidentally brushes up against him
“ Y/N, if you keep doing that I’m going to cut your feet off!”
He’s probably joking?? Either way you haven’t stopped doing it and you still have all of your toes so YAY!
pairing: kaz brekker x reader.
genre/warning: just fluff!
words: 1.3k.
summary: in which to anyone else, you are supposed to be enemies. however, behind closed doors, it is with you that he feels the safest.
“Fraternizing with the enemy, Brekker?” Per Haskell’s voice ran through the office as he stared down at Kaz. Somehow word had gotten out about the little visit he had paid you, and if there was one thing that moved quickly through Ketterdam, it was rumors. Well, that and stray bullets.
To be honest, Kaz hadn’t exactly been trying to hide, and he didn’t feel like he owed anyone an explanation, especially Per Haskell. However, the old man liked to feel like he could still control Kaz and he figured he could grant him one lecture to make him feel better about himself. He knew there wouldn’t be consequences for him, anyway.
Nevertheless, he couldn’t help but want to laugh every time someone referred to you as the enemy, or a target, or -his personal favorite- dangerous. Don’t get him wrong, he was well aware of the fact that you were one of the deadliest criminals currently roaming the city, but you weren’t a lost cause. Not like he was, anyway.
He hated it when people compared you to him, you weren't unhinged, you weren’t evil, you were just… self-serving. Yeah, he decided, that was the best way to describe you. You didn’t really follow a moral code, you just did what benefited you the most, and while sometimes you had to do things that most people would consider amoral, no one could blame you for trying to make a living in the hell hole that was Ketterdam.
“I wouldn’t call it fraternizing, I was just conversing.” he wasn't. He was definitely not just conversing.
“I don’t give a shit what you were doing, I want the threat gone.” Kaz almost snorted at that.
Sure, you could kill a man in less than five seconds using no more than just your bare hands, but he wouldn’t consider you a threat, not to his gang anyway. You were more of an annoyance, a rock stuck in one’s shoe that you couldn’t really shake and remained there the whole time you walked, but never a threat. You actually were the person he felt the safest around, and while that did make you a threat, it didn’t make you the kind of threat everyone thought you were.
Kaz didn’t say all this, for obvious reasons, and instead settled for a simple: “Of course, sir.”
The old man waves a hand at that, and Kaz took it as a sign of dismissal. Without wasting a single second, Kaz was out of there as quickly as his leg allowed him to, and as he slammed the door, he used a bit more force than he usually would.
The only person who had noticed he wasn’t spending as much time in his office anymore was Inej, and if anyone else had, they didn’t dare ask him why.
It hadn’t been that difficult to convince him to stay with you, the office held nothing but bad memories and it was rarely quiet. Kaz used to think he liked the noise, he liked hearing the screaming from downstairs and feeling like the city never slept, he thought it granted him a sense of comfort - until he met you. With you, he realized he didn’t need outside noise to distract him from the mess inside his head, he just needed your laugh and a smart comment that forced him to suppress a smile of his own right after. He didn’t need to keep up an act to make him feel like he was in control, he could let his guard down and he could share the control of the situation, knowing you wouldn’t take advantage of his vulnerability.
Most importantly, he felt like he could actually be himself around you, never on edge and actually relaxed for the first time in what felt like forever.
He quickly came to realize he didn’t just like your apartment because of its location, it’s height or it’s view, he didn’t care about the building or where it was located, he liked it because he liked you, and he was sure any room you set foot in would immediately become his favorite room in the city.
As he stepped into the apartment, he couldn’t smell the scent of freshly baked cookies, he couldn’t hear the sound of music coming from any room, and he couldn’t find you reading on the couch like he had heard most people found their significant others when they stepped into their homes. Instead, Kaz could see dirty knives on top of the kitchen table, previously blood stained clothes that had been recently washed hanging from the closest window, and an old ripped vest of his disregarded on top of the couch.
The only light shining on the apartment was the soft glow of the moon that painted shadows on the walls, and the only sound that resonated through the house were his own words once he spoke them. “Honey, I'm home.” His words were laced with sarcasm and they received no response from you. At this, he checked the main room and there he found you, asleep with one of his old shirts on, sleeping on his side of his bed like you always did when he hadn’t been home in a while. Looking at you, he couldn’t believe anyone would ever consider you a threat. The thought almost made him laugh: the most dangerous criminal in Ketterdam, wearing his shirt to bed and hugging his pillow.
He went to the closet first and opened the drawer in which you had told him to put his clothes, and changed into something more comfortable than his armor before slipping into the bed beside you, still keeping a distance.
You felt the bed sink beside you, and spoke to him without opening your eyes. “You’re late.” you said.
“Sorry ma’am.” he replied and you smiled, opening only one eye to take a look at his handsome face framed by messy hair.
“Was it the visit you paid me at work last week?” you said knowingly, he nodded. “I warned you.”
“Couldn’t help myself.” he shrugged. “Missed you too much.” you actually opened your eyes fully at the sound of that
“You big softie. What would the city say if they knew the bastard of the barrel had such a soft side?” you smiled.
“Thankfully, they won’t find out.” he narrowed his eyes at you.
“Maybe I'll tell them.” you teased.
“I won’t let you.”
“You can’t beat me in a fight.” you challenged, knowing that would get a rise out of him.
“Wanna bet?” He raised his eyebrows, almost smiling at you.
“I would, but you have nothing to offer me, I already have all I want.” you shrugged, as if what you said carried no real meaning behind it, but he knew better.
“Now who’s the one going soft" he said, as one of the corners of his mouth quirked upwards.
“Oh, shut up.” you say with a smile, closing your eyes and missing his own smile just by a second.
Moments later, he felt your pinky finger wrap around his own. Kaz’s aversion to touch hadn’t completely healed, for it was not something that would just go away overnight, no matter how much you meant to him. You didn’t mind, and you both had come up with ways of feeling close to each other without actually having to show physical affection.
However, one thing he found he was okay with, was you hooking one of your fingers around one of his own. In his mind, it was a child-like action, it made him feel like a little boy again and he hated that he couldn’t do more, but you loved the little tradition you had created, and you planned to carry on doing it until he was ready for more, not caring when that would be.
You had time, and you had each other. Everything else could wait.
a/n: requests are open for any soc character (and some s&b characters)!
Summary: Your best friends hadn't noticed your anxiety all day, but what happens when your enemies do?
Platonic!Marauders x reader, platonic!Lucius Malfoy x reader, platonic!Evan Rosier x reader, platonic!Rabastan Lestrange x reader
Implied Gryffindor!reader
Warnings: Anxiety, panic attack, angst, please let me know if I missed anything
Themes: Fluff, some angst
Disclaimer: I do not know if it is cannon that Lucius, Evan and Rabastan went to school with the marauders but I am using it in this fic. If you do not like Slytherins please do not read this fic.
Sorry it's short.
You had been on the edge of a panic attack all day. You weren't sure what happened but from the moment you woke up anxiety followed you like a dark cloud. Your friends had failed to notice but you didn't want to bother them.
You were in your last class of the day, Gryffindors and Slytherins. The inevitable panic attack was getting closer, fear rising in your chest making it hard to breathe. Your leg was bouncing under your desk and your hands were shaking and fiddling on your desk. But the friends that were surrounding you failed to notice anything was wrong.
But your laboured breathing and panicked eyes seemed to have caught the attention of a blonde haired boy and his friends. Lucius Malfoy caught your eye before nudging his friends. Evan Rosier and Rabastan Lestrange both looked over to you, sensing your panic from across the room.
This worried you more, afraid that they would call it out or bully you when the class ended. You glanced at James on your right, but like usual he was oblivious to everything around him other than Lily Evans who was in the seat in front of him. You then glanced at Remus to your left but he was too focused on taking notes and making Sirius pay attention to notice the desperate glance.You could feel the anxiety rise up your chest and wrap around your lungs and neck. Your breathing became quicker and tears threatened to fall down your face.
After what felt like an eternity, Professor Flitwick called class to an end and you grabbed your book bag and rushed out of class, not waiting for your friends or for any extra work to do over the weekend. You were so focused on breathing and not crying until you got to an empty bathroom that you didn't hear the quick footsteps behind you.
A gentle hand grabbed your arm and pulled you sideways into the Prefects bathroom. You let out a small yelp of surprise. Warm, strong arms wrapped around you and you didn't have the energy to check who it was. The panic attack finally took over you. Your whole body was shaking and tears were running down your face. Muted voices whispered sweet comforts in your ear, hands rubbing your back and arms.
Once the panic started to die down, the voices became more clear.
"Shhh, it's alright, we've got you," Evan Rosier's voice came through first.
"Just breathe, it will stop soon," Lucius Malfoy's voice next.
"Easy, you're alright," Rabastan Lestrange's last.
Realising you were being comforted and held by three Slytherins you panicked again, pushing yourself out of the warm arms that turned out to be Lucius'.
"Easy now," Rabastan said.
"Are you alright?" Lucius asked.
"What- what are you doing?" You asked, head still foggy and chest still tight.
"You had a panic attack you needed someone to help calm you down," Evan explained, voice gentle and worried.
Why would Slytherins be worried about a simple Gryffindor? Someone who was friends with the boys that pranked them endlessly?
The confusion shone out on your face and all three of them took notice.
"Just because you're a Gryffindor doesn't mean we can't help you," Lucius assured.
You only just took notice of your hands still shaking.
"Can we help?" Evan checked.
Anxiety covering any thoughts or worry you nodded. Warm arms embraced you again. The scent of cologne, pine trees and musk welcomed you as the three boys continued to whisper sweet comforts in your ear.
After you had calmed down, the boys asked if you wanted to go back to your friends, to which you shook your head, not ready to face them again just yet. So they took you to the Slytherin common room.
Despite your worry they told you everything would be fine, and to your surprise they were right. As much as you had been coaxed to think Slytherins were mean and heartless, they all welcomed you with open arms and the three boys stayed by your side the whole time. While some Slytherins were bitter a Gryffindor was in their common room, they never outright bullied you or made fun of you and a lot gave you tips for anxiety and helped you calm down with horrible jokes and bad impressions.
How do you think Lee or any of your characters will react to an ugly reader (like me)?
Ugly reader? I'm sorry but I've never heard of such a thing. I don't think I know anyone in this world I would term ugly based on appearance. You, my lovely, gorgeous anon are beautiful and I will not stand for anyone calling you ugly, not even yourself.
You wanna know how the boys will react to you? Read on.
Steve Rogers: The moment he hears you call yourself ugly he stops what he's doing and just looks at you. He frowns, looking almost confused as he gazed at you. He takes your hand and pulls you into his massive chest, brushing your hair back so he could see you clearly.
"Ugly? You? The girl who shines so bright she lights the world around her, you're calling her ugly? Who gave you the right to talk about my best girl like that eh? No one compares to you, not from back in the 40s, not today. You’re the beacon of light that keeps me grounded doll. Gotta show you how beautiful you really are"
And he proceeds to do just that.
Bucky Barnes: He heard you say to Nat that a dress won't look pretty on your ugly body. That night, he sneaks in your room and crawls inside the covers with you, holding your body tight to his. He took your in his and metal one, lips at your ear.
"What do you see when you look at me?" He asked.
"A broken beautiful man deserving of love" you answered automatically. He tips your chin up so that he could look in your eyes, the tenderest of look swimming in the blues.
"I see the same when I look at you. I see a woman who found the most scarred man and still loved him. I see a woman so pure I fear I'll taint her with my bloody hands. Never call yourself ugly, never again."
Lee Bodecker: Lee straight away snorts when you call yourself ugly. He rolled his eyes at you as he swiftly gathers you in his arm and sits you on his lap. He takes his hat and puts it on your head, the rim falling loose and slipping over your forehead so he had to push it up with a finger.
"You're the only pretty thing in this shitty town. You've got a heart as big as my tummy" he takes your hand and pressed it into his soft flesh "you're the only one whose smile I'd both die for and kill for. Ugly my ass, you're the most beautiful gal I know and you're all mine".
Ransom Drysdale: "What the fuck did you just say?" He asked when you said you look ugly. You look at him aghast, not expecting the outburst. He stepped closer, putting his arms on either side of you and looking at you intently.
"Have you met my family? My fucked up, greedy aunts and uncles? Have you met my mother? They wear a thousand dollars clothes and still manage to be the cheapest people I have ever met. And you? You can wear a burlap sack and would still be the prettiest flower because you found it in you to love a shitty brat like me. Now come here so I can show you how beautiful you are."
Andy Barber: He was driving when you made the comment, the word ugly said almost unconsciously. You blinked when he stopped the car, turning to look at you.
"I've studied law for over nearly two decades and there are two things that I know are wrong with them. The first one is that it should be illegal for anyone to be as beautiful, as amazing as you, and the second that it should be a punishable offense for anyone to call such a woman as yourself ugly. I'm a lawyer, trust my judgement. Nod if you understand."
You nod, he smiled and restated the car, one hand reaching over to pull yours in his lap.
Tony Stark: He knocked over the lab apparatus he was working with and stared at you incomprehensibly. He had that expression on his face that he reserved for idiots who didn’t understand his science lingo.
"What the hell are you on about? Sweetpie, you love a man who made weapons that killed hundreds. You gave me your love when I didn't deserve any. You gave my kindness when I didn't deserve any. You think anyone who's ugly could do that? I'll book an appointment with the ophthalmologist, you need to get those eyes checked."
Loki : He was in the middle of polishing his blade and the moment the words "I am ugly" passed your lips that blade shot out and embedded itself in the opposite wall.
"i am a man of magic. I can create the most unthinkable illusions with my mind and hands, and yet no matter how proficient I get, I'll never be able to create something as beautiful as you. You need to stop talking like this, I don't like it when people disrespect those that I hold dear."
Sherlock Holmes : He shut the newspaper he was reading and put it on the desk behind him as he pinned you with his stare.
"When I search for something, I usually get it because I have a gaze that doesn't miss much. My every quest for beauty and love has led me to you. My mind and heart have never seen anything as beautiful as you. I am Sherlock Holmes, I don't lie. Believe me when I say you haven't got an ugly bone in your body.”
He opened his arms, asking you to come to him.
“I am a detective, let me show you the evidence of how utterly breathtaking you are.”
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So my dear anon, I need you to shut up about this. You’re not ugly. You are worthy and amazing and beautiful and all things nice in this world.
Can you make a headcanon with pan and felix and how they would show that they have an interest in reader?
Of course :) I’ve never been asked anything or made headcannons before but here goes
Hope you like it!
Okay so we all know he likes to play games
He would never simply say that he likes you, being straightforward has never been how he does things
So he starts flirting by playfully teasing you
Peter never ever gets deterred when you don’t flirt back (you don’t actually reject him after all)
He never calls you by your real name, only by a nickname that he’s made up
If it seems that any of the Lost Boys are even slightly upsetting you Peter puts an end to it by pulling their focus to something else
He doesn’t want them to upset you, but at the same time he doesn’t want anyone to know that he cares for you
He always finds an excuse to touch you
Whether that be putting his hand on your shoulder if he has to move around you or bushing his fingers against yours if you hand him something
He almost always sits next to you, close enough that your bodies are touching, even if it’s just your knees
Sometimes, when you’re talking alone, he’ll reach out and twirl loose strands of your hair between his fingers
You don’t think much of it though, because Peter Pan is constantly playing games
Not to mention its impossible for you to understand his motivations for anything
Felix tells him he needs to be more direct
So Peter starts actively trying to spend time with you
He’s constantly seeking you out to talk to you, following you around while you go about your day
Sometimes even when you’re alone, he’ll secretly check in on you to make sure you’re safe
He starts to give you gifts, little things like wood carvings or flowers he’ll pick from the side of a path you’re both walking on
But he’ll do it at complete random
You never expect it and are unsure of what exactly it means
He also begins takes you on walks around the island, just the two of you
Neverland is constantly changing so there’s always something new he wants to show you, whether it be a hidden waterfall or the night sky from one of the many peaks on the island
You will both just sit together and admire what he brought you to see, sometimes in comfortable silence and other times you will talk
By talk I mean Peter mostly just flirts with you
It’s in these moments when you think that he might have feelings for you because he never does this for anyone else
You can never be sure though, because he never says anything and you never ask
So you both just continue dancing around each other
He’s usually a typical, wild Lost Boy but turns into a soft boi™ when he’s around you
Always tries to be close to you
Does this by sitting next to you during meals or accompanying you whenever you go outside of camp
He doesn’t really talk much though, he prefers to stay quiet and let you lead the conversation while he listens
Of course, he initially doesn’t realise that he’s caught feelings for you and does all of this without thinking anything of it
But when he starts to stare down any Lost Boy that torments you, even sometimes going as far as to get up and almost start a fight with them, the Lost Boys realise that he likes you
They start to hassle him about it, teasing him about his feelings
At first, he denies it but then slowly realises that the boys are right and he has feelings for you
He’s not good with emotions and doesn’t know how to deal with this realisation, so to your disappointment, he shuts himself off from you
However, after a few days of not being around you, he realises he misses your company and starts spending time with you again
He laughs more when he’s around you, and always has a small smile on his lips when he looks at you
Despite his rough exterior, he does tend to get shy with you, especially when you two are alone
He’ll often break eye contact and look at the ground nervously when it’s just the two of you talking
He’ll go out of his way to help you with little domestic things
You need to cart more than one load of firewood? Something’s gotten caught high in a tree where you can’t reach? He’s immediately there to help
He’s afraid you wouldn’t feel the same way about him if he told you he liked you, so he tries to hide his feelings and be really aloof
But he fails miserably because he can’t stop himself from staring at you when he thinks you’re not looking
Especially when he sits next to you around the fire
He keeps glancing at you from under his hood (he can’t help it, he thinks you look beautiful in the firelight)
Sometimes you’ll look over at him before he has a chance to turn away
He gets nervous because he’s worried you’ll think he’s being strange
But you just smile
(His heart may or may not stop when you smile at him like that)
One night while sitting around a bonfire he gets the courage to put his hand on yours
Felix doesn’t dare look at you when he does this, he just stares into the fire, waiting for your reaction
(Is he blushing?)
He starts to breathe normally again when he feels you thread your fingers through his and move closer to lean on his shoulder
requested by anonymous
includes: thomas, newt, minho, gally
warnings: nothing I can think of
Thomas: Thomas’s crush on you is pretty obvious to everyone. He’s constantly seen talking to you and he’s pretty protective of you, more so than the other gladers. Newt and Minho tease him about it a lot but I feel like Thomas is the type of guy who wouldn’t even realize that he likes you even though it’s clear to everyone else. He’d insist that you guys are close but just friends. Meanwhile everyone else is like “sure... if you say so”.
Newt: Newt definitely isn’t as obvious Thomas but he stills drops hints that he has feels for you. He’s constantly doing little acts acts of service for you like bringing you food to make sure you eat, giving you his sweater on particularly cold nights, and visiting you while you work to make sure that you’re doing well. He’s just really sweet. The only people who really know how Newt feels is Alby and Minho who want you guys to get together so bad.
Minho: Minho doesn’t even bother trying to hide that he has a crush on you. Unlike his two best friends, he flirts with you all the time. He’s always looking for an excuse to compliment you and there are several occasions where you catch him checking you out or winking at you from afar. Along with all that he’s a bit protective. He’s always looking out for you and making sure that you’re okay.
Gally: Gally... oh Gally. Honestly it’s hard for you to figure out whether he has a crush on you or if he hates you. He’s the type of guy who wouldn’t know how to deal with his feels so he picks on you or straight up avoids you as much as he can. Despite this you catch him being soft. When you get hurt he asks how you’re doing and he scolds you whenever you do anything unsafe. If anyone were to accuse him of having a crush on you Gally would deny it. No way he’s admitting to something like that.
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Pairing: Chris Evans x F!Reader
Genre: Fluff
Requested: Nope
Warnings: None
Summary: Y/N doesn't know how to say no. And Chris doesn't like that.
Author's Note: Hiya peeps! Angry!Chris in this fic, kind of Naive!Reader... Enjoy
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Chris watched with a clenched jaw as the woman winced upon hearing her boss. He didn't like her boss, at all. "Y/N! Why haven't you made my coffee yet?" he screamed at her, despite standing only a few feet away from her. "I-I was… I was helping Peter…" she tried saying and Chris' hands balled into fists when the man took a few steps towards her, pointing a threatening finger in her face.
"Does he pay you? Huh? Are you his assistant? Now get lost and get me some coffee, fast! No excuses!" Teary-eyed after being screamed at, Y/N whirled around and walked out of the room. Chris wanted nothing more than to just grab that asshole's neck and squeeze until the life poured out of him. "Hey, everything okay?" He snapped out of his thoughts and turned to his co-star, Michelle Dockery.
"I, uh, yeah… yeah, I'm fine, why?" Michelle didn't miss his grumpiness. "Come on, you were sitting there like you were imagining someone's murder," she snorted, plopping down on the couch next to him. "His," Chris huffed, nodding his head towards Y/N's boss who was speaking to one of the extras on set. "What did he do?" Michelle frowned and turned to look as well.
"That man does not know how to treat his assistant."
It was the last week of filming Defending Jacob. Y/N had caught Chris' eye on his first day at work; she had him wrapped around her finger in the first week. She was super beautiful, very polite, kind and helpful. She cracked funny jokes and whenever she entered a room, it seemed to get a little brighter and livelier. Chris wanted to ask her out, but chickened out whenever he tried to approach her.
They hadn't talked, ever. Sure, sometimes he'd catch her looking in his direction during breaks and in-between shoots, but he never thought anything of it. He was Chris Evans, people were gonna stare. But, in the first month of filming, Chris realized that the woman had a bad habit— she didn't know how to say no. Ever. She never, ever said no to anyone. And that annoyed him.
Y/N, can you come here for a bit?
She would get up without question, and follow the voice. He once saw her sitting down for a quick lunch and she had only had one bite before someone called for her. And he had watched as she kept her lunch away and walked towards the person. That had made him unbelievably angry, because even after her work, she didn't eat. She gave up on lunch. He had come very close to talking to her that day.
His pent up frustration increased day-by-day, as more and more people started using Y/N's overly helpful nature to their advantage. He noticed how she ran around from place to place all day, how she'd practically collapse on a seat the moment she got a break and would softly groan when she heard her name not even 15 seconds later. And the worst part? None of the people she helped were polite.
Once, he saw Y/N helping someone with her dress and the moment the job was done, the other woman had walked away without a word, talking to some of her friends. He saw how Y/N had just stared at the woman, blinking, expecting a thank you but receiving nothing in return. He noticed the disappointed sigh she heaved after and left to do her other work. That incident had just made him want to hold her and never let go.
That brought them to today. Chris and Michelle dropped the topic and chatted about something else until he saw her from the corner of his eye. Then he turned to see her fully, watching as Y/N handed the cup of coffee to her boss. That man had the audacity to give her a glare before he walked away, sipping on the coffee. This time, even Michelle noticed, and her jaw dropped.
"What?! That bastard!" she exclaimed as a teardrop rolled down Y/N's cheek. Chris' heart broke at the sight, his eyes closing when someone behind him shouted her name. Her hand instantly flew up to wipe her tears and she smiled to herself before turning in his direction. And for a brief moment, their eyes met. She gave him a quick smile before jogging past him towards the person who asked for her.
He couldn't even smile back.
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"Cut! Break time."
Chris eased out of his tense position and rolled his shoulders before walking away, trying to find a seat. His feet ached from standing. He soon found a seat and sat down, taking out his phone. He went over some texts, until he heard her name being called. Then his head snapped up, because the person who had called for her was her boss. He glanced around until he saw her a few feet away from him.
She had her headphones in and was holding her phone horizontally, which made him realize that she was either watching YouTube, a show or a movie. And she was on her break. "Yes?" Y/N replied, taking out her headphones. "Get me another cup of coffee," the boss mentioned offhandedly, "It's my break." Chris glared at that. Make it yourself, asshole.
"But sir, it's my break too…" Y/N insisted softly. And without knowing, Chris' feet carried him towards the two. "So? I pay you, Y/L/N, there's no need to be such a brat. I'll have you fired in no time, you— Mr Evans?" Everyone around them froze as Chris placed his arm on Y/N's shoulder, darkly glaring at her boss. "She told you she's on a break," he spoke coldly. "Mr Evans—"
And the knot inside him finally broke.
"She's on a fucking break! Let her get some rest! She has been running around all day, doing things for your lazy butts—" he addressed everyone loudly, "—and none of you even thank her! Do you know what an angel she is? She continues helping you even after you treat her like scum! It's just some fucking coffee, if you're on a break, make it yourself! For God's sake, leave the woman alone! All of you, if I ever, ever hear her name being called around here again, it's over. I'll make sure you're off the set before you can even say sorry. Now get lost!"
He didn't mean to be so loud, nor so angry. But it just happened, months of frustration, months of anger released all at once. Y/N's boss stared at Chris for a few seconds, blinking, before muttering a quiet sorry and leaving. Everyone silently got back to work as Chris took in some deep breaths, trying to calm himself down. That's when he felt a small hand covering his.
He looked down and saw Y/N smiling at him, tears wantonly running down her cheeks. "Thank you so much," she whispered and his heart raced. "Absolutely no problem, darling. They were the assholes, using you to their advantage like that, so fucking disrespectfully… You have got to learn how to say no," he chuckled, dropping his hand from her shoulder. "I do, don't I?" she hummed, her lips twitching in shame.
"We'll work on it, I promise." He gently cupped her cheeks, wiping away her tears. Y/N gulped, trying her best to hide the effect his touch had on her. She had a crush on him, but like, who didn't? "How? It's the last week of filming," she pointed out with a small, sarcastic laugh. "It doesn't have to be the last week of us talking. How about we have dinner tonight, 8?"
Was he actually asking her out?!
"Yeah, yeah 8 sounds good," she replied near instantly and he gave her an amused smile. "Great. I'll meet you later, okay?" As he started walking away, she called out, "Mr Evans! My number!" And he walked back to her. They exchanged numbers, sent each other "hi" to make sure they had the correct number and Chris walked away again, ready to film the last scene of the day.
He was in an unusually good mood, having finally asked her out. She said yes.
He was also pleased at the end of the day, not having heard Y/N's name being called out even once after his outburst. Sure, after her break, some people had requested her assistance but they talked politely to her, saying thank you when she was done and smiling. Chris approved of that, after all, it was her job.
And, in the blink of an eye, it was 7:30 pm.
Chris was at home, fixing his hair. They had agreed to meet at his place, not wanting the media to find out. There, he had already ordered some pizzas and had beer ready, a movie paused on the TV. Chris finished messing with his hair and went downstairs, quickly patting Dodger's head. He sat on the couch and waited, busy scrolling through Twitter until he heard the doorbell ring.
When he opened the door, he saw Y/N. And his breath caught in his throat; she looked absolutely stunning dressed in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, a cute little smile plastered on her face. "May I come in?" she laughed a bit when he just stood there, staring at her in awe.
It turned out to be a really good date, the perfect start to a perfect relationship.
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[a/n; YOUR MIND!!! this will be 1940s AU, and i'm giving the dad a random name lol]
warnings; SMUT! MINORS DNI, +18, age gap (reader is in her 20s), dirty talk, insinuations to threesome, if uncomfortable please don't read. press keep reading for smut :)
fridays were your favorites.
and not because you'd have dessert with your girlfriends, or landed a date with a nice boy to drive up to the drive-in theater.
butterflies swarmed in your belly the second you stepped foot into your house, grinning at the sight of your father hosting a cook-out for all his buddies from the war.
"[y/n], come 'ere!"
you giggled at his calling, rushing over as he embraced you, introducing you to everyone, but your eyes were glued to a pair of ocean blue ones.
"that's the pretty little doll i prayed to come home to, steve, a fuckin' gem," bucky took a swig of his cold beer as his best friend chuckled, scanning you shamelessly, noticing the mischievious glint in your [e/c] orbs.
"gorgeous, but john wouldn't think twice to kill ya', that's his angel," the brunette scoffed with a following smirk as he saw you disappear back inside your home before nodding to him discretly.
"come on, punk, let me show you something,"
"sweetheart!" you squealed the moment bucky sneaked into your room, wrapping his thick arms around you as he inhaled your rose-scented locks.
"i missed you so much, jamie," you whimpered as he began nipping at your neck but you jolted away the second you caught a glimpse of another man in your room.
"baby, you know steve, right?" nodding shyly, your heart hammered against your chest as the masculine cologne invaded your sweet room tempestuously.
"you're gonna be a good girl for us, right? gonna show stevie how wet you get, how pretty you look stuffed with my cock," his lustful whispers were drowned out with his hand reaching beneath your modest dress, rubbing your slit through your panties, smearing your wetness.
"tell stevie to touch your pussy, doll," your eyes met with the blonde's wild ones, mesmerized by the way bucky shedded you of your clothing, shuddering at the sudden breeze rushing through your window.
"please, touch me, stevie," he stepped forward, gasping as you yanked his hand towards your slit and coated his fingers with your leaking juices, dragging whimpers from your gaping lips as steve instinctively toyed with your swelling clit.
"don't make a sound, kitten, we're not leavin' til we fill this pretty pussy with our cum.