You ever think Andrew’s like, folding laundry in his apartment with Neil, throwing socks into their shared drawer because neither of them give a shit about socks, and then he has to pause because…he’s folding laundry.
For him and his boyfriend. Who are both adults with like, health insurance and shit. They say shit like “let’s go home” and “what’s for dinner?” Nothing is separated in their dresser except for workout wear because they need different size compression gear. They have matching jackets in the closet and pictures on the wall. They kiss each other good morning, and hello. They grocery shop. And suddenly Andrew’s nicotine gum is heavy in his pocket, because he stopped smoking so he’ll never be too out of breath to reach Neil.
Andrew has to stop to feel his heart, as if folding t-shirts was running a marathon, because he didn’t think he’d last this long. He didn’t think this was possible.
So Andrew sits in their apartment and feels.
TW - SA
I suffered SA by a family member when I was 12-13 years old and one of these days I was thinking abt it and couldnt understand why I didnt react faster, why it took me so long to just get away from this person
Then I realised that 12 years old me didnt have any idea what touch in a sexual way felt like, no one had ever touched me like this. I only knew what it felt to be touched with care and love or straight up anger. When it happened I didnt even have had my first kiss yet.
This realization helped me to forgive myself a little (it obviously isnt my fault, but shame and guilt are hard feelings to push away completely), but it also added a little to my pain. It feels like something was stolen from me. I never had the chance to slowly learn what being touched with desire felt like, to leran it in my own time, in a consensual way with someone I desired too. Instead I had my trust explored by a f-ing grown man whom I loved and cared about. And this will forever be my first experience with sexual ""affection""
Why do all the beautiful, colorful vintage bathrooms end up in the wrong hands. Come here. I would treasure you
Somebody must have already pointed this out, but I havent seen it yet, so I will anyways
But, this is literally almost the same dynamic and not only I love it, but I will die on this hill
We have:
- Short red head who is inexperienced at the beggining, constantly tells people that are better then him that he is gonna beat them (and in fact does beat them). Plays mostly on instinct and has a huge amount of potencial and talent
-Taller with black hair who has had problems in his previous team, is known for being rude, kind of bossy and constantly and blatantly tells people their technical faws. Plays with sharp precision and wits, also has a huge amount of talent
-Taller one becomes sort of a mentor figure to our shorty, but at the same time, they both are constantly competing with each other
-Become partners and push each other to the top of their potentials
-Both are completly obsessed with their sports, will practice non stop after practice hours
-Will argue with each other ALL THE TIME(thats basically their default mode), you will know things are serious if they stop talking to each other
The foxes are there exactly bc they keep on pulling miracle year after miracle year
Most of them were supposed to either be dead or in prison. But they are in university, playing Exy. The fact that they lived to see that day is a miracle. The thing is that no one noticed their miracles before because it didnt had yet translated into results in the court
But they are used to this, to have all conditions against them and still thrive. They have no other option but that. Wymack said it himself: "you are gonna fight because you dont know how to die silently, and you are gonna win bc you don't know how to lose". That pretty much sums up the Foxes
All of them had to pull themselfs out of the bottom of the pit. They didnt come out stronger, neither they came out in one piece, but they came out and thats what they have done all their lifes
If there is one thing I believe is that they can pull themselfs until the finals. Thats just who they are.
bold of jeremy to doubt the foxes' ability to "pull off two miracle years in a row", buddy half of them are only alive out of spite, they are literally fueled by pure resentment and bitterness, they can pull it off if they're angry enough
Neil's file on the FBI has the following observation: "he is a danger to society on the outside, but we believe he somehow would be more dangerous in jail. Do not contact him unless extremely necessary. You are gonna regret every second"
pt.55!! <pt.54
renee walker is a 5-in-1 girlie im certain of this. andrew once got her a 10-in-1 (toothpaste, drinkable) and she treasured it. by GOD renee walker will not buy separate toiletries
also projecting my 40 hour wikipedia deep dive onto kevin because i actually smelled so bad by the time it ended (wifi stopped working) but also i now know plenty about the economy of the Kievan Rus so. who really wins here
also turns out i’ve hit the max number of tags in a post so extended taglist will be in the notes but also lmk if you want off the list at any point because im aware of the inordinate levels of spam
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"Freakin' out on the interstate" describes pretty well Kevin at the night he scaped the Ravens
Don’t ask me to make sense of this just know I’m Right
how is this not the universal most iconic moment in this entire series
a kevjean edit to irish orpheus? more likely than you’d think
first ever edit, pretty fitting that it’s kevin day-related tbh
renee walker (the living rainbow) who always has her nails painted a different color because color is such a beautiful thing, especially after you’ve been in the dark for so long
jean moreau, who starts painting his pinky nail whatever new color her nails are on their weekly skype call because it was 𝘩𝘦𝘳 color that pulled him out of the darkness, and the singular colored nail always reminds him of that rainbow he decided to live for
the wildest thing about lan wangji is the way he’s immediately enraged at his own feelings for wei wuxian. because we’ve seen wei wuxian fall in love slowly and surely, right? he goes from a quick interest to an oblivious attraction to liking lan wangji then being infatuated after his return to life, then to straight-up loving the guy intensely. we watch him develop his sexual and romantic attraction equally.
but lan wangji’s different. from the very first second he’s desperately smitten — all it took was one sly smile and he was going through the four stages of love: the desire to marry, kiss, bed and die with him. and he’s so goddamn outraged, because how dare this troublemaker trespass into his house and steal his heart so easily??
he was so conflicted that he didn’t see any other alternative if not to unsheathe his sword and fight the hell out of that idiot. feelings?? for a rebellious teenager?? right in front of my clan’s three thousand rules??? not today, devil.
-22 summers on this planet -Brazilian🇧🇷 -Pansexual🏳️🌈 -AuDHD -Here just for the fun of it -Currently hyperfixating in AFTG
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