When I Was A Teenager It Felt Very Revolutionary To Be Cruel To Myself. Like Some Kind Of Slow Passive

when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest

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6 years ago
Be Careful With Your Honey, My Friends!
Be Careful With Your Honey, My Friends!
Be Careful With Your Honey, My Friends!
Be Careful With Your Honey, My Friends!
Be Careful With Your Honey, My Friends!
Be Careful With Your Honey, My Friends!
Be Careful With Your Honey, My Friends!
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Be careful with your honey, my friends! <3


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5 years ago

“Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.”

— Carl Jung


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6 years ago
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| Solitude |

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Almost done with my concentration!


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5 years ago
“they’re Burning All The Witches” 
“they’re Burning All The Witches” 

“they’re burning all the witches” 

ARTIST CREDIT


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6 years ago

I’m gonna depress the hell out of all of you. ready? ok go

so, that “stop devaluing feminized work post”

nice idea and all

but the thing is, as soon as a decent number of women enter any field, it becomes “feminized,” and it becomes devalued.

as women enter a field in greater number, people become less willing to pay for it, the respect for it drops, and it’s seen as less of a big deal. it’s not about the job- it’s about the number of women in the job.

observe what happened with biology. it’s STEM, sure, but anyone in a male-dominated science will sneer at the idea of it being ‘for real,’ nevermind that everyone sure took it more seriously when it was a male dominated field. so has happened with scores of other areas; nursing comes to mind

so the thing is, it’s not the work or the job that has to be uplifted and seen as more respectable. it will never work out, until people start seeing women as respectable

but there’s a doozy and who the fuck knows if it’s ever happening in my life time

5 years ago

What do we say when we are in a Summer School and we are living hard the impostor syndrome life?

We say: I'm gonna take these much-smarter-than-me people and asked them a fuckton of questions. And I won't stop asking until I have absorbed all their knowledge and they've forgotten their own name.


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5 years ago
What’s Your Favorite Space Object?
What’s Your Favorite Space Object?
What’s Your Favorite Space Object?
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What’s Your Favorite Space Object?
What’s Your Favorite Space Object?
What’s Your Favorite Space Object?
What’s Your Favorite Space Object?

What’s Your favorite space object?


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6 years ago
Gravity Wells.

Gravity wells.

6 years ago
Visionary Brain Genius Elon Musk Has Invented The World's Worst And Most Expensive Subway
If you are anything like me, many times you have been riding the subway and have had the thought, “What is wrong with this dang subway is that it is not exponentially more expensive and slower than this.” Many times you have seethed, through clenched teeth, “Goddammit, it just churns my guts that this subway does not require me to own and bring along—and also to have outfitted with a special set of retractable sideways wheels that serve no other purpose—my own Tesla-brand autonomous electric car.” If you are anything like me, when you get off the accursed normal subway and do not have to then hunt for a place to park your Tesla-brand autonomous electric car, it fucking burns you up inside. It makes you sick! You have had it up to here with these goddamn cheap, fast, mass-transit options that do not require each rider to have brought along an entire specially outfitted self-driving electric car.

Holy shit

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