Ohh Cool!

hiiii

so today i had a pretty short day and then i went to my therapist in the midday so that was okay, when i was home i mostly watched youtube and in the evening i learned for my french test next week but whyyyy can’t i remember it, i hate my brain, for some reason people think i’m so smart and everything but school is just breaking my life, i hate it

well that was my day

byeeee xxx Lot<3

oop, got called gay alot(true but they don't need to know that though)

and people think i'm loud so now i have just the right comebacks when someone says something mean

yes, i am doing this again.

mutuals + other people, rb this with a hyper-specific “headcanon” of the person who tagged you

idk who to do so i’ll just tag some people to get it started

@arijaiscool, @glitch-studios, @microraptorhours, @sykatz, @4rielle, @frankiefridayyy

all tags are no pressure ofc

Lines of Leaving

okay so i was reading this poem and it broke me, crying right now

I am losing you again all again as if you were ever mine to lose. The pain is as deep beyond formal possession beyond the fierce frivolity of tears.

Absurdly you came into my world my time-wrecked world a quiet laugh below the thunder. Absurdly you leave it now as always I foreknew you would. I lived on an alien joy.

Your gentleness disarmed me wine in my desert peace across impassable seas path of light in my jungle.

Now uncatchable as the wind you go beyond the wind and there is nothing in my world save the straw of salvation in the amber dream. The absurdity of that vast improbable joy. The absurdity of you gone.

CHRISTY BROWN 1932-1981

hiiii!

so today school started again and it was a pretty okay day, i called my best friend and another friend for an economics assignment and i didn’t really do anything else

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3

hiiii!

so today i woke up really early but i don’t really care about that, then i tried to do my homework and had a huge panic attack so i did almost nothing but i did do my french so i’m proud of me, for dinner we ate chinese and for the rest of the day i didn’t really do anything

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3

oh yeahh i love red in clothing!

uhmm how many countries have you visited and could you name them all?

heyyy, i'm going to IKEA today so i wont be as active as i normaly am, sorryy

my dad just called me fat, yay

I’M READING THEY BOTH DIE AT THE END AND I’M NOT EVEN 100 PAGES IN AND I’M ALREADY CRYING

oop

Think I'm a bit touched.. :D

UGHHH I HATE MY HAIR I’M GOING TO RIP IT ALL OUT OF MY HEAD