I Wish Ughhhh, Buttt There Is A Good Side, When It’s My Birthday(it’s In September But I Don’t

hiiii, so this is my first post ever because i asked @thenerdwithadhdanddeppression if i should and she said yes!

because this is my first post i think i should get into the stuff with my best friend

okay so i have this friend, i’m not gonna name her, and we became friends about a year ago, now she is my best friend in the world and i would do anything for her, she is just super sweet and nice and funny and she can literally make my day better by just sending me a snap. i realized that i had feelings for her when she slept over at my house for the first time ever, after she left her bed was left standing and i jumped into it and my whole body relaxed because the pillow still smelled like her. now she has slept over this weekend and she has accidentally left her shirt and i have never before in my life taken more care of something than that simple piece of clothing. today is Monday and i’m really excited to see her again even though i saw her saturday. sadly i can’t tell her i like her because she’s straight and she doesn’t know i like girls</3

anyway, lots to digest, now here are some fun facts about me!

I have a sister who is the most wonderful person, and i love her so muchhh<3

I have diagnosed ADHD and undiagnosed depression

I have a cat that is the cutest thing alive and he’s also really fat

I am really single(never really had a crush before my friend and never dated anyone)

If me and one of my friends are both single at 38 we’re gonna get married

I’m in high school

I love reading

I’m not english but i speak it fluently

I can speak a little french and like three sentences in german

I love music and i listen to a wide variety(ICP, Mindless self indulgence, Chappell Roan, Taylor Swift, and more)(If you want me to listen to a song you can just ask!)

I like Star Wars and Marvel

I go by she/her pronouns but you can use any

my favourite colour is dark purple

I think that is a pretty okay summary of the things in my life, if you want to ask anything you can, it can be anonymous or not, whatever you like!

Byeee xxx Lot<3

YES OKAY SO IF YOU DONT WANT TO CHANGE YOUR USERNAME OR PROFILE PICTURE WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO CHANGE??

LAVENDERRRRRRRRR

SHOULD I CHANGE MY BLOG THEME AND PROFILE PICTURE???

IDK I MIGHT CHANGE MY USERNAME TOO.

IF YOU THINK I SHOULD CHANGE MY USERNAME YOU NEED TO GIVE ME IDEAS BECAUSE I'M MAJORLY ATTACHED TO THIS USERNAME AND MY THEME AND MY PROFILE PICTUREEEEEEEE

BUT MAYBE I'LL CHANGE MY MIND AND NOT CHANGE ANYTHING

HM...

UMMM

WELL I DONT KNOWWW WAIT THIS IS A LOT OF PRESSURE

I LOVE YOUR USERNAME AND PROFILE PICTURE THOUGHH

IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE DO YOU STILL WANT TO BE A CHARACTER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT??

When ur mutuals w/ some cool ass people rb if u agree

my best friend is the one on the left btw!

i’m the one on the right, and the one in the middle is one of my other friends!

hiiii!

so today it was really warm outside so it was very good to ride my bike to school, then i had school and it was pretty okay because we had three subjects where we don’t really do anything so that’s fun BUT I STARTED MY FUCKING PERIOD LIKE HELP, and i also forgot my lunch at home so didn’t have anything to eat, and at home i had to learn for my french test while in pain and i feel like i’m dying, butttt i also called my best friend while studying so it was bearable 

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3

Hello friend

how are you?

hiii

i’m good, i just came out of the shower so i feel clean again!

i’m just going to bed in a few minutes so yeah i’m good!

how are you??

wait no we literally have an 8 hour time difference

hiii if you don’t want to answer it’s okay but can i ask what time zone you live in???

MOUNTAIN DAYLIGHT TIME!!!! :DDDDD

my dad just called me fat, yay

OEHHH I LOVE THE PINK💕💕

LAVENDERRRRRRRRR

SHOULD I CHANGE MY BLOG THEME AND PROFILE PICTURE???

IDK I MIGHT CHANGE MY USERNAME TOO.

IF YOU THINK I SHOULD CHANGE MY USERNAME YOU NEED TO GIVE ME IDEAS BECAUSE I'M MAJORLY ATTACHED TO THIS USERNAME AND MY THEME AND MY PROFILE PICTUREEEEEEEE

BUT MAYBE I'LL CHANGE MY MIND AND NOT CHANGE ANYTHING

HM...

UMMM

WELL I DONT KNOWWW WAIT THIS IS A LOT OF PRESSURE

I LOVE YOUR USERNAME AND PROFILE PICTURE THOUGHH

IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE DO YOU STILL WANT TO BE A CHARACTER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT??

ohhh don’t worry i’m all good!!! ty!

oh my goodness, I HATE MY PERIOD, i feel like i'm actively dying on the inside and like my whole body has stopped working, AND I HAVE THIS FOR TWO WEEKS HELPP