Okay So I Didn’t Sleep Again Last Night So Now I’m Like Pretty Tired But It’s Okay I Only Have

yeah i get thattt, i should learn for my maths test friday but i'm laying in the hammock and watching a stream and listening to music and reading on a03 and tumblrrr!

boop

Hru?

boops you back

i'm good! just laying in bed and its around eleven here!

how are you??

waittt you lived in the netherlands??

that’s so cool, why were you here?(not trying to sound rude btw just curious)

hiiii!

so i live in the netherlands and today was kings day!

i wore this bright orange shirt and my dad and sister also wore orange, we met the mayor of the city we went to and he remembered us from two years ago which was fun!

my parents came and my aunt and uncle and now my grandparents left and my parents and sister moved into the house in the woods and my aunt and uncle put their van close to the house, now we’re going to hang out together and it will be really fun! i’m really happy that my sister is here again because i missed her a lot

well byeeee xxx Lot<3

yeah i love big shirts but i guess i’m just a little sad, don’t worry!

my dad just called me fat, yay

HAPPY MAY THE FOURTH EVERYONEEEE!!!!!!

yessss

UGHHH I HATE MY HAIR I’M GOING TO RIP IT ALL OUT OF MY HEAD

tyyy, i just find it pretty hard because everytime i get new app my parents give me a 10 minute time limit so i cant really interact with people because i have to speed through everything that is posted and yeah, i dont really like that

buttt on the positive side, i always have my laptop!

okay everyone, bad news, my dad had put a screen time limit on tumblr so i won't be able to interact as fast as i did before, exept at night when i'm on my laptop, also sending this from my laptop (send help i can't live like this)

hiiii

so today i had a pretty short day and then i went to my therapist in the midday so that was okay, when i was home i mostly watched youtube and in the evening i learned for my french test next week but whyyyy can’t i remember it, i hate my brain, for some reason people think i’m so smart and everything but school is just breaking my life, i hate it

well that was my day

byeeee xxx Lot<3

i am actually dutch!!

where did you live, in a big city or more in one of the smaller towns??

hiiii!

so i live in the netherlands and today was kings day!

i wore this bright orange shirt and my dad and sister also wore orange, we met the mayor of the city we went to and he remembered us from two years ago which was fun!

my parents came and my aunt and uncle and now my grandparents left and my parents and sister moved into the house in the woods and my aunt and uncle put their van close to the house, now we’re going to hang out together and it will be really fun! i’m really happy that my sister is here again because i missed her a lot

well byeeee xxx Lot<3

i am probably going to londen in the next few years and i hope that i can someday visit somewhere in scandinavia because that seems really cool, what is sweden like?

heyyy, i'm going to IKEA today so i wont be as active as i normaly am, sorryy

hiiii, so this is my first post ever because i asked @thenerdwithadhdanddeppression if i should and she said yes!

because this is my first post i think i should get into the stuff with my best friend

okay so i have this friend, i’m not gonna name her, and we became friends about a year ago, now she is my best friend in the world and i would do anything for her, she is just super sweet and nice and funny and she can literally make my day better by just sending me a snap. i realized that i had feelings for her when she slept over at my house for the first time ever, after she left her bed was left standing and i jumped into it and my whole body relaxed because the pillow still smelled like her. now she has slept over this weekend and she has accidentally left her shirt and i have never before in my life taken more care of something than that simple piece of clothing. today is Monday and i’m really excited to see her again even though i saw her saturday. sadly i can’t tell her i like her because she’s straight and she doesn’t know i like girls</3

anyway, lots to digest, now here are some fun facts about me!

I have a sister who is the most wonderful person, and i love her so muchhh<3

I have diagnosed ADHD and undiagnosed depression

I have a cat that is the cutest thing alive and he’s also really fat

I am really single(never really had a crush before my friend and never dated anyone)

If me and one of my friends are both single at 38 we’re gonna get married

I’m in high school

I love reading

I’m not english but i speak it fluently

I can speak a little french and like three sentences in german

I love music and i listen to a wide variety(ICP, Mindless self indulgence, Chappell Roan, Taylor Swift, and more)(If you want me to listen to a song you can just ask!)

I like Star Wars and Marvel

I go by she/her pronouns but you can use any

my favourite colour is dark purple

I think that is a pretty okay summary of the things in my life, if you want to ask anything you can, it can be anonymous or not, whatever you like!

Byeee xxx Lot<3