SO AWESOME!!!
Unpopluar opinion:
My stepmum : are you gay?! Just come out and say it!
Me: YES! YES I AM GAY! there I said it
My stepmum: for now I think its just a phase but here's the deal: you go off and be gay and kiss girls until you meet a boy and like him. Deal?
Me: sure (but that has a 0.01 % chance of occurring, the thought of boys is just EH)
My stepmum : that leaves all of the men to me because I like cock.
XDXDXDXDXDXD
My household is so funny sometimes 🤣😂
I saw something on Twitter and what I was imagine when that were happened…
"Hey baby can I take your virginity?"
"yeah I just need to find something real quick"
"find what?"
"my v-card. You know, the one that doubles as a dominoes coupon?"
"what"
...
I upgraded the team rainbow rocket uniform... Oh yeah and I drew those two as well :)
So lately I've been trying to figure myself out, in all ways.
The summer holidays have just started, and when I go back to school the exams are gonna hit. Hard.
I haven't studied much over the last year but I'm not falling behind in my subjects or anything. As soon as we get back from holidays, college applications start, and I need to decide which three subjects I want to do. I'm thinking of criminology, maths, and graphics, because crime is cool, maths is good for uni (and just life in general) and graphics involves a lot of art concept and drawing tablet work, which I'm super psyched about.
I've also been trying to come to terms with my sexuality. My 16th birthday is a nosehair away and, I've known since I was 9 that I'm not exactly straight.
This girl asked me out when I was 9 and I said yes. Everyone else called us lesbos but we didn't care. We held hands, hugged, and occasionally kissed (the way 9 year olds do).
The thing is that I was living with one of my sisters at the time, and I was homesick. Homesick because I missed the place that I was born in, with my parents. My parents couldn't look after me at the time so I went to live with my sister. My behaviour wasn't that great so after 2 years I moved back to my dad's.
Without telling my friends goodbye, or my girlfriend for that matter.
Since then I've known I was somewhat gay, and for the last two years I've been trying to figure out whether I'm bisexual, pansexual, or lesbian.
I don't look at boys the way I look at girls.
I look at males and think 'eh'
I look at females and instantly measure how much I would want to date her, how hot she is, and then I become all fuzzy on the inside.
I'm pretty sure I'm a lesbian. I could never imagine me getting with a man but every time someone calls me gay the first thought I get is me dating this crazy hot girl.
I tried to come out to my parents (my dad and his gf) a few months ago, but they just shut me down, saying that it's a phase (they are kinda homophobic)
I don't want to speak to my mother about it because the moment I speak to her I feel guilty and I haven't spoken to her in a few months anyway. I have to speak to her soon anyway because tommorrow is her birthday.
Anyway,
I need to accept myself for who I am, and acknowledge that I am gay.
But at the moment, I can't.
My life is annoying.
Thank you if you took the time to read this whole thing, I just needed to let off some steam.
I really appreciate it :)
mood
My ds collection
Top screen doesn't work properly due to a damaged ribbon cable so I just use it for my leafgreen. Here's what this on looks like on the outside:
I just made it from a bundle of spare parts I have lying around. I'll replace the top screen and then it will work perfectly.
My pride and joy.
Only one of the speakers work but I'll fix that at some point lol. I use it more than I use any of my other consoles.
Just a bunch of spare parts that I'll mash into something else at some point. Gotta clean them and then I might spray paint them and make a cool black and green ds. Or I'll just sell them as parts.
❤️ Thomas sanders vines are the best ❤️
There's something for everyone with him
The hunger games leaving the classroom one is the best
Thomas👏Sanders👏is👏a👏ray👏of👏sunshine👏and👏one👏of👏the👏main👏reasons👏I👏am👏still👏alive👏and👏motivated
When your sculpture lesson doesn't go as planned because your classroom is being used for exams and your supply teacher just doesn't care...
I mainly draw BNHA stuff (especially midnight lol) and I'm constantly trying to improve so please give me tips and advice!
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