To Need Somebody

I’m still so strange and wild

Just watched and interview with will angell and I almost cried at some points he’s too cute and very kind and conscious about what is to be a human being

I get existential and so strange

Leidermester | COLT

I smoked away my brain

I think I’m going dumb

Idk I will use this as my substitute for Twitter let’s see how it goes

By somehow he intensified and at the same time enlightened my wishes about these relationships with older mens, he talked abt how there’s a search for something that goes beyond sex with these mens that resonated with me deeply

Riding my bike back home at 6pm listening to Days before rodeo made me so fucking happy like when I’m older I’ll look back at this and definitely I’ll miss these young experiences