BACKR00MS
How to make friends here ?
Ion know it feels like I’m always searching for something bc I never felt the way I wanted like I still think abt opioids and other drugs bc I never achieved the high I wanted and bc of that it keeps me craving to do it in order to fulfill this search and this goes beyond drugs, I feel like I’m always too excited to go out and walk around the city and pick up a lot of drinks in the middle of the walk bc I never done this, I never felt that feeling of “That was awesome” after doing something
I wish I was getting drunk listening to some hard techno on a abandoned facility in the middle of nowhere
CSTL3
I’m still so strange and wild
Riding my bike back home at 6pm listening to Days before rodeo made me so fucking happy like when I’m older I’ll look back at this and definitely I’ll miss these young experiences
I smoked away my brain
I think I’m going dumb