Cainisss - 😔

Hmm takpe lah , benda dah jadi . Semua orang pun dah tau . I don’t know wht to do . I have nobody yg faham i , apa dorang tau you are not the one . Bukan dorang yg rasa apa i rasa . I yang been through macam macam dengan you bukan dorang . Ye i memang jahat , sorryyy mok . Alaaa you ramai peminat , ramai nak you dempol . Pilih je yang pandai layan you . Tapi takyah lah ea huhu . Kahwin dengan i je , jom mokk . I sedih lah , i taktau nak cakap apa macam mana . Takecare xoxo

Happiest 51st birthday to MAMA 🎉🥳🎂🎈🎊🎁 thankyou mama lahirkan farhanah , she’s such an amazing woman . Semoga mama diberikan kesihatan yang baik dan dipermudahkan segala urusan dunia akhirat hehehe . Nasib baik buka calender tadi 😅😅😅 Takecare dempol imissyou .

What a difference an hour makes

It just that , we always find our way back together no matter hard we fought but not this time . I just can’t accept that , i know it’s because of me that we become like this . Im really sorry about that . I don’t think im gonna find someone like you too . And i don’t think im gonna be in love again . I’ve been given everything i have , did everything and anything where i have never ever did for someone else except you . And you can see where did it lead us ?? Now we are just strangers kan , that’s sad . Don’t mind me . Just find someone if he makes you happy , if he knows how to make you laugh even if you’re in a bad mood , if he won’t give up on you even you did said harsh things to him . Just don’t follow my standards. You did found someone else before right ?? You can now . You will heal , you will be happy again . You are strong , so strong so independent woman . You will be okay . But i don’t know if i will . You’re my everything , my heart , my soul , my home . This is sad . Susah nya nak terus kan hidup macam ni . Setiap hari sedih . Setiap hari check text ws you . Baca conversation lama kita . Gambar gambar lama kita . I cuba untuk tak nangis taip this post . It’s hard huhu . I rindu you dempol . Rindu gila gila . I nak you . I talk to izz about you , rindu you semua . Tp dia marah i pulak huhu dia cakap nama i dah busuk dekat mata family you , kawan you . Sebab you dah bgtau adik adik you en . Dorang pun mesti ada bgtau parents you and ada juga yg tweet . You pun bgtau dayana and dayana pun mesti akan bgtau orang lain punya , dah nama pun gossip en . Or ada lain ke i dont know . But i don’t care . I still want you . Tp you nampak macam dah give up , macam betul nak move on . Im sorryy . Minta maaf mokk . Maybe i will delete this post , im really at my lowest . Iloveyou dempol more than anything in this world . I rindu sayang cinta you sangat sangat . Please takecare , drive safe stay safe , eat well . Again , i minta maaf atas semua yang telah terjadi that lead to this now . Jaga diri ye mokk 😍🥰😘

How i wish i can spend my new year with her 😭😭😭