Shout Out To Characters Who Want To Be Used. Shout Out To Characters Who Are So Desperate To Be Worth

i started a thing where i add a little kaveh to this canvas every day

here’s week 1

Hmph.

aventurine does not need you.

you are not rich, nor strong, nor smart, nor have a high position in places that could push him farther than he already is. he knows what “need” is—— wealth, status, power. so he knows he doesn’t need you.

however, he wants you.

that’s why he shows himself off like a peacock and buys you gifts very often and invites you on trips and keeps bringing up “of course i would do this or buy this or abcd for you, we are lovers after all”. he has all that you could possibly need, so he knows you should find him necessary, but it is not enough. he doesn’t think he will ever quite be satisfied. this greed that consumes him burns him inside out, he wants you to want him.

(he wants you to want that boy who has long since been left for dead in the shadow of aventurine, forgotten like the avgins. but that’s ridiculous, isn’t it? what’s there to want about a dirty boy in chains and nothing to his name?)

aventurine wants you.

and he will do his best to make you want him too.

plush

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@mushroomwoods

how my brain picks a new favorite character who sucks

now that i have your attention i would like to offer my personal headcanon that anaxagoras has some degree of trichotillomania and that's why they imply that he's losing hair in Keeping up with Star Rail. it's not usually apparent because he takes hyacine's hair growth medicine and he has a lot of very long fluffy hair but when he's stressed or deeply focused while working at his desk he has a habit of pulling at his hair and it's not something he notices until he has a bunch of loose hair in his hand. thank you

anaxa doesn't seem like the type to call anyone by anything other than their name, but there's definitely a difference in the way he says your name compared to everyone else's. your name rolls off of his tongue fluidly, almost gracefully; he says your name like a prayer — with the utmost reverence. for a notorious blasphemer who shuns the gods, one would think that you were his god with how preciously he treats your very likeness.

if he were to use some sort of pet name... i think he'd settle on "my dear" or "dearest." it's nothing extravagant or exceptionally creative, but it's not lacking in affection.

"thank you, my dear," he'll murmur. anaxa speaks in hushed tones around you, as only you are worthy of seeing him in such a vulnerable state.

"enlighten me, my dear," he'll chuckle. he'll fold his arms over his chest during impromptu debates, his uncovered eye twinkling with mirth and curiosity as you explain your reasoning.

"good night, my dear," he'll whisper. in the dead of night when he thinks you're asleep in your shared bed, he'll slide in beside you and whisper an apology if you stir. "go back to sleep, dearest," he'll tell you if you begin to wake, his fingers brushing over the exposed skin of your waist beneath the sheets.