I Found A Comment On An Ao3 Buildermon Oneshot Fic I Found Through A Youtube Video About Butcher's Vanity

Daken the whole fuckin bottle

feelin fine af

my stomach feels weird

probably gonna throw up or somethin

I hope I don't lol

I got a dr. pepper cause it's one of the only caffinated things i got rn

man tis thit tastes like caough syrup

i gotta stay awake long enoiyugh to actulay work on my fancomic

it will be one hell of a ride with the appointment i got today

matter over mind babyyyy

Thast ain't bunyun bvnney!! Das the scraggly!!

he crying :(

BONUS!!! SORCUS IS LIKELY GOING TO BE A KILLER!!!

SORCUS, SERANOK, AND MERELY ARE ALL CANON TO FORSAKEN AND ARE POSSIBLY COMING TO FORSAKEN!

Why? How did you get this information? - Well, this is gonna be verbatim, as I found this information on a comment on the forsaken fandom wiki.

"One of the developers have made a series of tweets about one individual messaging two other users, an M and an S.

After a few days of more of the messages, the one sending them used very similar words the description of a gear which is for Sorcus, meaning the one sending is Sorcus. The ones he was sending a message to were alluded to be siblings, and there are two members of the Roblox staff who are related and have an M and an S, being Merely and his brother, Seranok.

The same developer reposted the posts saying that it’s Sorcus, Merely, and Seranok, confirming that they are likely apart of the game…or atleast Sorcus, idk."

FUCK YEAHHHH.

Lowkey the difference between the forsaken fandom on tiktok and the forsaken fandom on tumblr is crazy-

Probably just because tiktok is toxic asf and a breeding ground for negativity and malice but I digress.

Tumblr is just 'share what you want to and like what you like' while on tiktok you have to worry about what you post in case you get hated on or even harassed for your interests.

Seriously, having nobody demean you or harass you for your interests is fucking amazing. Absolutely heavenly experience.

IDK WHAT THAT MEANS CAUSE I'M SLOW ASF.

BUT I CALL PEOPLE "POOKS" OR "POOKIE" AS A GENDER-NEUTRAL ALTERNATIVE FOR DUDE OR BRO.

YOU'RE COOL BTW. :D

I need to YAP.

Okay so, Stickmasterluke and Doombringer. I know they aren't out yet but my ass has hyperfixated on characters that haven't even released before and I WILL DO IT AGAIN.

For me, I see them as really close friends in a way that cannot be described normally, the best I could describe them as would be gay not gay or friends with benefits, but not even friends with benefits would describe them properly. It's basically just gay not gay.

Also from the information currently known/shared about Doom, it turns out he got kicked out of the admin polycule. So from this, I figure that the 5 known admins that are/will be forsakened specifically are in a polycule/friend group.

And at one point, Luke will be forsakened, along with Doombringer, however Doombringer is going to be a killer.

So what am I getting at?

THE SONG GNAW BY ALEX G.

GNAW IS IN MY VEINS. I associate many characters with the song which should say something, but in this case it is with the forsaken Stickmasterluke and Doombringer.

Hella good song btw, you should listen to it if you haven't already before reading further or else you may lose the experience of listening to it for the first time.

So, the lyrics. Also this is gonna be pretty gay and shippy btw. I cannot stop shipping for the life of me.

"Yeah, you were scarred, and you were cryin' loud, right out in the schoolyard." Refers to Luke, likely not feeling emotionally well after being forsakened. Replacing the word "schoolyard" with "front yard."

As if the order which characters are forsakened is canon, he would have been left with all the responsibility of Robloxia in his hands, as well as all the stress and pressure of it.

He probably felt abandoned, too.

I mean, the 2 most popular admins just disappeared abruptly with no warning nor any trace of them left, and then being followed by Dusekkar.

"And, yeah, I felt good. Everything I knew was looking just as it should." Would be Doombringer after in his limbo being forsakened, relishing in his hatred towards Builderman and Shedletsky.

In his current render, it shows Builderman and Shedletsky in cages, with Doombringer in front of them looking at the camera.

"And I saw the tree, carved in it 666 and he found me." Would be Luke referring to Doombringer, recalling a memory between the two.

"But I am no fool, I know every time I look in his eyes, he sees me too." Is the same as the one above. However, I think it would slowly start referring to the last time Luke saw Doom before they were forsakened.

I think around the time Doom got kicked from the polycule is when Shed and Builderman were forsakened, and Doom was not happy about being kicked whatsoever.

Luke was likely still there to accompany him, but when Dusekkar disappeared I think that Luke just shut down completely, resulting in no longer interacting with Doombringer at all. Doombringer was not happy with his decision.

However, I still think that Doombringer still felt bad about it, about him. I do see the two as really close, after all, as they were likely both apart of the polycule.

Now for the second batch of lyrics.

"Dry your eyes, I won't tell your mother" Would be Doombringer, directly telling it to Luke, after the two reunite after being forsakened, during the last man standing, saying them as a way to comfort him before killing him.

All the lyrics in this section is Doombringer telling it to Luke. Replacing the words "your mother" with "the others." The others being Shedletsky, Builderman, and Dusekkar.

"She won't ever discover, the things you kept under the covers." This is one of the lyrics that I've changed quite a bit, replacing "she" with "they," as referring to the other admins as well as the public, and replacing "you" with "we," as to refer to both Doom and Luke.

This would be referring to their relationship, as I largely think they'd probably have plenty of moments together in private. Not sexual, but very intimate. It's gay not gay if you get what I mean.

I lowkey think that the public wouldn't take romantic/intimate relationships with the admins too well. And I think Doom and Luke would prefer to keep their whole situation private and away from anyone other than themselves, including keeping it a secret away from the other admins as well as the ones in the polycule.

"And please don't cry, I am not your brother, I am not your lover, and there is nothing wrong." Would be Doombringer trying to comfort Luke about their relationship before killing him. He's trying to say that what they had together wasn't wrong or bad, and that he still longs for what they had together, even if he's going to kill him in the end.

I just remembered something.

I have this public playlist about Clockwork on Spotify.

And I just remembered having a dream with it in it.

In the dream, I went to check on the playlist to see if anyone saved it, and only one person did. The weird thing was that the playlist picture had changed to two clockworks kissing.

Two clockworks kissing.

Should I draw that some day?

I got this pink sketchbook that I always keep on my nightstand and in said sketchbook is where I draw the horrors. No soul knows what lies in the pink sketchbook.

a thing that kinda pisses me off when people ask to see my sketchbook is that they always turn to a random page instead of the front. LIKE BRO PLEASE SEE THE FIRST PAGE I HAVE LITERAL CONTENT WARNINGS I MADE OUT OF ANXIETY FOR THIS EXACT SCENARIO-

I'M GONNA PLAY FEAR GARDEN ON LOOP TRUST X3

MAYBE ALEX G TOO AND TV GIRL IF WE'RE NOT GOIN WITH JUST VOCALOID >_<

HIGHLY recommend stealing a tumblr mutual for a day like hehe lemme drive you around and we can be silly all day and you’re stuck with me in my car :3