How the FUCK do I write BIG BURLY MEN
I write TWINKS and PATHETIC LITTLE BITCHES
HOW DO I WRITE BIG BURLY MEN
Lowkey since the forsaken fandom is rising so quickly (it released to the public in december of last year I'm pretty sure) and the fact some people on tiktok AGAIN WITH THE TIKTOK BULLSHIT are trying to make the SPAWN CULT AN ACTUAL THING, I feel that the forsaken fandom is gonna be a victim to many fandom incidents.
Hell, March 18th is probably one of the first fandom incidents it got-
You know what happens when mental illness and instability and fandom mixes? Nothing good happens.
Also before you start going all doomsday stuff and that "the fandom is gonna die," think of it more as that it's not the fandom's fault but it's just the doing of an individual or a small vocal minority. Like, someone isn't mentally well and did/does bad things and just happens to like forsaken and/or latch onto it's image.
It's literally what's going on with the whole "spawn cult mimicry" situation. Someone tried to make the spawn cult a real thing or someone made a joke about making it a real thing, and people who were already mentally unstable and a fan of forsaken and probably Two Time too took it seriously.
And I'm not tryna say that mentally unstable people are at fault. It's genuinely not their fault for them to be that way, it's called mentally unstable for a reason. The people who encourage or put this stuff out are the ones to blame. They should get actual professional help for this.
Anyways, look to the brightside instead of dwelling in negativity, eh? And please if anyone meets someone like this, talk to them and try to get them out of this mindset.
sleepy dusekkar :3
he's really sleep deprived so let him sleep pls, he really needs it!!
my designs for the admin quintet :]
design notes:
Shedletsky- I don't really have a design for him, and I am not drawin gthat fuckass shirt thing. Decided to make him around 5'5 ft tall.
Builderman- Heavily inspired by Sonya's design (on tiktok). He is so tired of everyone. I feel like people are forgetting that he's 4'9 ft tall canonically, he's short af man.
Dusekkar- Wise pumpkin deer boy :3 He is deer :3 Also made him 5'5 ft tall, just like Shedletsky.
Doombringer- Absolute fucking GIANT. Utter behemoth. Lowkey he reminds me of a puppy but idk. Wanted to give him some giant gloves and boots to match with his bucket-helmet cause I thought it looked nice. Also I gave him freckles for the sake of it. Also I made him around 7'8 ft tall.
Stickmasterluke/Luke- I wanted to give him, and I quote; "lumberboy swagger," I have no idea what it means but that's what he looks like. Gave him the same double-chest I give winged characters cause I really like that feature. Also though it's not shown, I decided to give him small faulty wings attached to his collarbone as a result of a wing mutation, so they're hidden under his shirt. I also made him around 6'5 ft tall.
Bonus:
Forsakened Doombringer
I wanted to give him a sort of fallen angel sort of vibe but I probably failed at that. I also decided to give him wings to represent Luke, as I headcanon them to be really close friends. I gave him a dog muzzle attached to the bucket helmet as I largely see Doombringer as a sort of beastly man. Also furred cape for the sake of it.
Also the text next to him is an altered version of the secret message in Binomi by Maretu.
IDK WHAT THAT MEANS CAUSE I'M SLOW ASF.
BUT I CALL PEOPLE "POOKS" OR "POOKIE" AS A GENDER-NEUTRAL ALTERNATIVE FOR DUDE OR BRO.
YOU'RE COOL BTW. :D
I need to YAP.
Okay so, Stickmasterluke and Doombringer. I know they aren't out yet but my ass has hyperfixated on characters that haven't even released before and I WILL DO IT AGAIN.
For me, I see them as really close friends in a way that cannot be described normally, the best I could describe them as would be gay not gay or friends with benefits, but not even friends with benefits would describe them properly. It's basically just gay not gay.
Also from the information currently known/shared about Doom, it turns out he got kicked out of the admin polycule. So from this, I figure that the 5 known admins that are/will be forsakened specifically are in a polycule/friend group.
And at one point, Luke will be forsakened, along with Doombringer, however Doombringer is going to be a killer.
So what am I getting at?
THE SONG GNAW BY ALEX G.
GNAW IS IN MY VEINS. I associate many characters with the song which should say something, but in this case it is with the forsaken Stickmasterluke and Doombringer.
Hella good song btw, you should listen to it if you haven't already before reading further or else you may lose the experience of listening to it for the first time.
So, the lyrics. Also this is gonna be pretty gay and shippy btw. I cannot stop shipping for the life of me.
"Yeah, you were scarred, and you were cryin' loud, right out in the schoolyard." Refers to Luke, likely not feeling emotionally well after being forsakened. Replacing the word "schoolyard" with "front yard."
As if the order which characters are forsakened is canon, he would have been left with all the responsibility of Robloxia in his hands, as well as all the stress and pressure of it.
He probably felt abandoned, too.
I mean, the 2 most popular admins just disappeared abruptly with no warning nor any trace of them left, and then being followed by Dusekkar.
"And, yeah, I felt good. Everything I knew was looking just as it should." Would be Doombringer after in his limbo being forsakened, relishing in his hatred towards Builderman and Shedletsky.
In his current render, it shows Builderman and Shedletsky in cages, with Doombringer in front of them looking at the camera.
"And I saw the tree, carved in it 666 and he found me." Would be Luke referring to Doombringer, recalling a memory between the two.
"But I am no fool, I know every time I look in his eyes, he sees me too." Is the same as the one above. However, I think it would slowly start referring to the last time Luke saw Doom before they were forsakened.
I think around the time Doom got kicked from the polycule is when Shed and Builderman were forsakened, and Doom was not happy about being kicked whatsoever.
Luke was likely still there to accompany him, but when Dusekkar disappeared I think that Luke just shut down completely, resulting in no longer interacting with Doombringer at all. Doombringer was not happy with his decision.
However, I still think that Doombringer still felt bad about it, about him. I do see the two as really close, after all, as they were likely both apart of the polycule.
Now for the second batch of lyrics.
"Dry your eyes, I won't tell your mother" Would be Doombringer, directly telling it to Luke, after the two reunite after being forsakened, during the last man standing, saying them as a way to comfort him before killing him.
All the lyrics in this section is Doombringer telling it to Luke. Replacing the words "your mother" with "the others." The others being Shedletsky, Builderman, and Dusekkar.
"She won't ever discover, the things you kept under the covers." This is one of the lyrics that I've changed quite a bit, replacing "she" with "they," as referring to the other admins as well as the public, and replacing "you" with "we," as to refer to both Doom and Luke.
This would be referring to their relationship, as I largely think they'd probably have plenty of moments together in private. Not sexual, but very intimate. It's gay not gay if you get what I mean.
I lowkey think that the public wouldn't take romantic/intimate relationships with the admins too well. And I think Doom and Luke would prefer to keep their whole situation private and away from anyone other than themselves, including keeping it a secret away from the other admins as well as the ones in the polycule.
"And please don't cry, I am not your brother, I am not your lover, and there is nothing wrong." Would be Doombringer trying to comfort Luke about their relationship before killing him. He's trying to say that what they had together wasn't wrong or bad, and that he still longs for what they had together, even if he's going to kill him in the end.
I think he wants the job
Random uncolored mspaint doodle from a few days ago to feed yall
"I need an admin's touch, but you don't need me.."
~^-^~
FIRST ART FOR THE FORSAKEN ANGSTMAGEDDON.
IT IS TIME FOR ANGSTMAGEDDON!!
drew something to express my rage and I thought I should share it on my blog too.
There are two sides to the forsaken fandom on twitter.
Minor - PROSHIP DNI"I know who I am but I shan't tell you."Unprofessional angst maker. :3
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