Turns Out My Whole Forsaken Purgatory Theory Was False :[

.eughhhhh.... =͟͟͞͞( o.-꒪‧̣̥̇)

I got a dr. pepper cause it's one of the only caffinated things i got rn

man tis thit tastes like caough syrup

i gotta stay awake long enoiyugh to actulay work on my fancomic

it will be one hell of a ride with the appointment i got today

matter over mind babyyyy

how the hell does this work

I have this past design of Taph that I made for a pre-forsaken fanfiction of mine that'll probably not be finished or worked on for a while so I thought I should share it. :3

I wonder what happened for him to go from this to his current state. I wonder...

[I think I'm scared of you]

My first weirdcore edit, which I made to expose some thoughts from today regarding a friend and their actions

It was bad, but it wasn't terrible

I idolize him too much, I'm too obsessive with the people I care about. I just hope he has abandoned them and repented from his actions and has become better from it.

But isn't it too much to ask for?

terfs and transphobes are not rabbet approved

-bvnneyrabbet your beloved

HE'S FUCKING REAL

I'm drinking the dr. pepper again

[You don't know what I want]

POOKS SAME.

GNAW IS ONE OF THE BEST ALEX G SONGS.

AS SOMEONE SAID;

"Gnaw is relapsing and healing at the same time."

AND IT'S PROBABLY EXACTLY WHY I LIKE IT SO MUCH.

GNAW IS IN MY VEINS./pos

I need to YAP.

Okay so, Stickmasterluke and Doombringer. I know they aren't out yet but my ass has hyperfixated on characters that haven't even released before and I WILL DO IT AGAIN.

For me, I see them as really close friends in a way that cannot be described normally, the best I could describe them as would be gay not gay or friends with benefits, but not even friends with benefits would describe them properly. It's basically just gay not gay.

Also from the information currently known/shared about Doom, it turns out he got kicked out of the admin polycule. So from this, I figure that the 5 known admins that are/will be forsakened specifically are in a polycule/friend group.

And at one point, Luke will be forsakened, along with Doombringer, however Doombringer is going to be a killer.

So what am I getting at?

THE SONG GNAW BY ALEX G.

GNAW IS IN MY VEINS. I associate many characters with the song which should say something, but in this case it is with the forsaken Stickmasterluke and Doombringer.

Hella good song btw, you should listen to it if you haven't already before reading further or else you may lose the experience of listening to it for the first time.

So, the lyrics. Also this is gonna be pretty gay and shippy btw. I cannot stop shipping for the life of me.

"Yeah, you were scarred, and you were cryin' loud, right out in the schoolyard." Refers to Luke, likely not feeling emotionally well after being forsakened. Replacing the word "schoolyard" with "front yard."

As if the order which characters are forsakened is canon, he would have been left with all the responsibility of Robloxia in his hands, as well as all the stress and pressure of it.

He probably felt abandoned, too.

I mean, the 2 most popular admins just disappeared abruptly with no warning nor any trace of them left, and then being followed by Dusekkar.

"And, yeah, I felt good. Everything I knew was looking just as it should." Would be Doombringer after in his limbo being forsakened, relishing in his hatred towards Builderman and Shedletsky.

In his current render, it shows Builderman and Shedletsky in cages, with Doombringer in front of them looking at the camera.

"And I saw the tree, carved in it 666 and he found me." Would be Luke referring to Doombringer, recalling a memory between the two.

"But I am no fool, I know every time I look in his eyes, he sees me too." Is the same as the one above. However, I think it would slowly start referring to the last time Luke saw Doom before they were forsakened.

I think around the time Doom got kicked from the polycule is when Shed and Builderman were forsakened, and Doom was not happy about being kicked whatsoever.

Luke was likely still there to accompany him, but when Dusekkar disappeared I think that Luke just shut down completely, resulting in no longer interacting with Doombringer at all. Doombringer was not happy with his decision.

However, I still think that Doombringer still felt bad about it, about him. I do see the two as really close, after all, as they were likely both apart of the polycule.

Now for the second batch of lyrics.

"Dry your eyes, I won't tell your mother" Would be Doombringer, directly telling it to Luke, after the two reunite after being forsakened, during the last man standing, saying them as a way to comfort him before killing him.

All the lyrics in this section is Doombringer telling it to Luke. Replacing the words "your mother" with "the others." The others being Shedletsky, Builderman, and Dusekkar.

"She won't ever discover, the things you kept under the covers." This is one of the lyrics that I've changed quite a bit, replacing "she" with "they," as referring to the other admins as well as the public, and replacing "you" with "we," as to refer to both Doom and Luke.

This would be referring to their relationship, as I largely think they'd probably have plenty of moments together in private. Not sexual, but very intimate. It's gay not gay if you get what I mean.

I lowkey think that the public wouldn't take romantic/intimate relationships with the admins too well. And I think Doom and Luke would prefer to keep their whole situation private and away from anyone other than themselves, including keeping it a secret away from the other admins as well as the ones in the polycule.

"And please don't cry, I am not your brother, I am not your lover, and there is nothing wrong." Would be Doombringer trying to comfort Luke about their relationship before killing him. He's trying to say that what they had together wasn't wrong or bad, and that he still longs for what they had together, even if he's going to kill him in the end.

Designs for Sorcus, Seranok, and Merely!

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So for Sorcus, I wanted to make him serpentine and give him a more mysterious dark look. Also he does have the classic "feed me, I don't bite" shirt, it's just underneath his trench coat. He has a very long snake-like tail that splits into two, and at both ends of the tail it has scorpion-like barbs. He also has very interesting anatomy but that's for a different reference.

For Seranok, I wanted to give him a more fancy pirate look and make him more feminine presenting cause I like feminine characters. I gave him a corset with a bustle skirt attached cause I thought it was cute, and his boots are just almost completely covered in feathers. His glasses I have turned into goggles and are propped on his hat, which I gave more feathers to.

For Merely, I wanted to give him a very flamboyant rich boy type of look. His coat is open and I gave him this sort of crop-top vest sort of thing over his shirt, I have no idea what it's called. The things on his legs are like this flowy fabric thing and are supported by ribbons. I genuinely don't know what it's called but I swear I've seen it before in other character designs.

Also, Seranok and Merely are both demons! So they both have horns and fluffy ears. I made them demons cause I realized 'damn these bitches do not look related at all and they're just some guys' and I wanted to give them tails. Seranok does not have a tail though, not anymore.

That fluffy tuft that looks like a tail that Seranok has? Yeah that's not his tail, his actual tail was ripped out of him completely. The tuft is just a gift for him that Merely made.