Hell Yeah!!

Me and my mom started a fairy garden, just cause and it includes my first succulent! The little tab from the store said it was called "hens and chicks" I think. I'm the one that got to set all of it up so far, it was really fun! We'll be expanding and adding stuff to it really soon!

Gonna be returned to the hellhole that is high school next Monday but before then, Imma get a pixie cut this weekend.

Short hair and whatever pride stuff I can find for MAXIMUM GAY🏳️‍🌈

My sister had already started making dinner when I said: we should go buy some rice!

Now, I was only being 79% serious so I didn't expect her bf/father of my nephew to agree.

Now, publix is supposed to close at 9 so buying a (I think) ten(?) Or something pound bag of rice at almost 9:30 was kindave an adventure.

Bonus: me and him ended up talking about chick tracts, video/and tabletop rpg games. Why? Because we can.

Oh, and I'll be making a ton of rice dishes in the coming weeks sooooo, fun for me!!

I got into a fight at school.

The other girl through the first punch.

But it made me realise that school's too much

For me to handle.

I just can't seem to take

When I make calmness break

In someonelse...

Or in myself.

Last week-

I think-

I had a dream

Where I was in love

And happy

And we were content

And calm...

In my head:

There was still calamity,

So I thanked you

For sailing in my storm with me.

Because I know

Some will still be angry

When I go back-

Just as when I leave

(again)

They can't forgive me

For last year...

For just-

Disappearing

From them.

I plan to tell them

This time-

Give my reasons-

And explain

That school

Is seeming

Like an unbearable strain

And I need a break

And a little concentration

Combined with motivation

To keep going.

But last night

...

No dreams.

Just the one nightmare

As my comfort and my company.

But because of it

I woke of lonely

And still felt empty

For a couple hours 'til

I remembered

That they(and you)

Were angry

At me

For leaving.

And I felt queasy

Even now, this evening.

And I know

That is was true, though.

But it scared me anyway

That she

Had wanted revenge

For what- I couldn't say,

After all: /she/ tried to punch /me/

I'd just wanted her to stop.

...

I guess I'll never really

Feel like I'm enough.

...

Any way, I remember

That in my dream

Everybody knew each other-

And all of you hate(d) me.

I guess dreams /do/ just mirror reality...

I love these dorks💚💛 These are both my own ocs: Pidgeon and Daisy! Pidge is the tol, reserved, dorky one and Daisy is the smol, chubby, loud one. I love then sm

I had the best fucking dream last night.

I had a girlfriend, there was world's cutest fucking gay couple, and this one straight couple that was cute as all hell.

The entire dream was just healthy, happy, adorable relationships and I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO MAD THAT I CANT REMEMBER A DREAM, FUCK!

It was so cute and heart warming, I feel so blessed that my stupid panicky brain let me have such a nice dream

*Edit

I actually had this dream almost a year ago, this post has been in my drafts since I woke up from said dream.

Recently my dreams nightmares are a lot more.... death-filled with a few handfuls of false accusations and shitty social shit for good measure.

I miss you, happy, cute couples dream, you were so pleasant.

You know those paint chip thingys?

I want them.

I want to collect as many as I can for no reason!

I know, I know, I'm supposed to be cutting back on my collections but... I've always wanted to collect those and there is nothing actually stopping me!!!

Attention

Snufkin carries around a knife and it was a gift from Moomintroll.

Thank you for your attention.

It's raining and I'm in such a good mood rn

Yasssss

It's raininggg

I'm aliveee

Aaaaaaa!!!!!!

I uh... I drew a chubby human Mae...

She doesn't look great but that has nothing to do with her and everything to do with me drawing this at 4 am, so it's fine.

Oh, I might color this.