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I need this now!!! Just shut up and take my money!!!

Due out 11/01/13

4D Game of Thrones Puzzle - Westeros 1000+ Jigsaw Puzzle (by 4DCityscape)

4D Cityscape now introduces the official puzzle guide for Game of Thrones, based on the award winning HBO television series. This puzzle will guide players through the assembly of the map of Westeros in a patented multi-layer design. The first layer is a 1000+ pieces jigsaw puzzle that will teach you all about the various locations and regions of Westeros. The second layer is an artistic 200+ pieces jigsaw puzzle that replicates the current landscape based on the famous introduction of the television series. The third layer adds the 3D miniature replicas models that you insert into the puzzle, which include famous cities and castles such as Kings Landing, Winterfell, Eyrie, the Wall, and more! In addition, the puzzle comes with an information booklet that teaches you everything you need to know about Westeros, including over 45 flags to mark famous landmarks, 10 sigils to mark the Houses, and 5 battle markers to learn the locations of five major battles. Ages 13+. The fully assembled product measures 30 x 18 x 2 inches.

“ I’m afraid so. […] But I’ll tell you a secret. All the best people are.”

can we appreciate how cute chris and sebastian sound filming their fight scenes together

Still going strong!

Game of Thrones: The Musical with Peter Dinklage and Coldplay

The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (2021)  1x03 | POWER BROKER

This is pretty much exactly how I imagine the container city at the beginning of the book Ready Player One by Ernest Cline looks.

More pictures from Kowloon Walled City, in China, before it was demolished in 1993.

IW STEVE x TFA BUCKY

Trying to take back myself

Well, I haven't been looking on Tumblr for months now much less posted anything. A short while after my last post (back in October 2010) I was unexpectedly released by my Master. It was a complete blindside for me. When I had talked to him on Friday things were fine. Monday morning he released me.

I do understand his reasons and they had nothing to do with *me* but with his immediate family situation. Yes, I did know what had been going on with it but he didn't give me any idea that he was going to so abruptly make this decision. So no real warning at all for it for me. And it was while I was at work. By YahooIM. 

It's been THIS long (now the beginning of March 2011) for me to really realize just how badly hurt I was and the extent of the affect it has had on me. And the affect it is having on my other relationships. 

It completely shattered my self confidence and ability to trust or be secure in a relationship. I've been a neurotic mess for months. I'm lucky enough to have a wonderful husband who has been trying to help me as well as a Dom I was allowed to still play with by my ex-Master who was also a good friend, and has become one of my best friends by this time. They both didn't let me curl up in my bed and completely draw away from everything to do with the lifestyle. I love them both beyond words for everything they've done for me and all their patience with me through the past months.

Now, I'm *finally* in a place with myself that I am starting what is I'm sure will be a long road to rebuild myself and my confidence in myself so that I can be happy again and a less neurotic train wreck. (hey, I'm not perfect! I'm sure I'll still have my bad days.) It's a daunting thing to consider how much work I think I'll be needing to do to get my confidence back, but it will be worth it. For me and for them. We will all be happier. I have absolutely no doubt about that. 

So, as part of remaking myself I am going to be taking my Tumblr back for myself as well. I had set it up for myself and it turned into something I did for the ex. I'm sure I'll end up posting things having to do with what I want done to me by my friend who is also now my Dominant as well. 

I've gone back and forth over removing my past posts having directly to do with the ex. But (at least for now) have decided not to. They were part of my life at that time so while I might not want to think about it right now, they are a good reminder of the things I am capable of. At least, what I'm capable of when I'm a whole person and not the badly damaged mess I still am right now.

I will get back to the person I was then and be the better for it as well since I am now going to have a better understanding of myself through having to identify and rebuild the damaged parts of myself. I will have a better foundation for my sense of self and confidence. 

So while this sucks sweaty dirty donkey balls right now and I'm sure will for some time, I want myself back. I used to generally *like* myself. I don't right now. I don't like the person I've become. So I will fix it. The process will probably be quite unpleasant at times, but I want to like myself again and be happy with who I am. 

And I will.

Hannibal by Daniel Danger 18x36″ screen print. for Mondo & NBC Universal 2015