I Liked This Part Of Tommys Vlog

ok, i dont want to do another lets unpack so imma just say my side on the anti endo/pro endo

i want to be neutral because i agree (and disagree) with points from both. example, i agree that endos can be real systems and that trauma isn’t always the cause, i also agree that it’s not other people’s place to faleclaim systems and that asking ab system’s trauma is NEVER ok in any scenario. on the anti-endo side i agree that some endos are actively causing harm, spreading misinformation, taking resources that aren’t meant for them.

i would just as easily turn on an anti-endo post as i would a pro-endo post. i do not agree with pointless hate and making people feel uncomfortable in their own communities. that’s the part i dislike most ab anti-endos, it’s a lot of pointless hate (yeah that may be a tad hypocritical but i digress).

i’m not going to go back on my post but i can say that you’re right, the inclusive tags shouldn’t have anti-endos in it spreading hate and it is 100% not their place to do so.

when i said some endos are valid i mean the endos who aren’t fetishising the disorder. i mean the ones who don’t treat it like a trend or an accessory. the endos that are just trying to be a system because it’s “qUiRkY” are causing harm and i’m allowed to recognise that without dismissing the actual endos out there.

endos trying to steal systempunk only reinforces that all pro-endos do is steal from real systems lol

Let's unpack what's wrong with this ridiculous statement from an anti-endo:

1) "endos trying to steal" first off, endogenic systems are not stealing. Anti-endos think they own the rights to the word "system" sorry, they don't. No one does.

2) "systempunk" has devolved into a space full of hate and bashing endogenic systems and those who support them. Nobody with an actual brain that pays attention wants to associate being punk with being HATEFUL. Punks don't hate people. Being anti-endo is not and never will be punk, okay?

3) "that all pro-endos do is steal from real systems" this phrasing right here implies that pro-endo traumagenic/DID/OSDD systems aren't real systems because they don't hate other plurals who's existence wasn't initialized by trauma. How are you going to sit here and FAKECLAIM other trauma survivors who don't agree with you being hateful by saying this? How does that look?

Every day anti-endos prove to us more and more that they're a hate group. Oh, and they love to project their actions. They're the ones doing the harm here.

Anti-endos stop harming the plural community challenge: IMPOSSIBLE

cowboys!alliumduo

bring back actor crucifixion

you used to be able to crucify as many of your actors for horror shock value as you wanted but not anymore. because of woke

after watching both i saw the tv glow and we’re all going to the world’s fair i want to rant (/pos) on my impressions of both movies bc i will explode if i don’t get this out of my system

AHEM

I Saw the TV Glow -

as a trans system, this one hit SO hard. both looking at the story literally (aka ignoring all the trans and queer part of the story) and looking at it with a trans eye.

some of our introjects are from sources where they’re dead or dying and knowing that feeling of not being able to go back really hit us straight in the heart.

and from a trans perspective it just makes the movie so much more real. the line “it’s never too late” just reminded us that we’re lucky for being able to come out in this day and age. (and it hits hard bc we have and introject from the 90’s and the feeling of being trapped in a lie is familiar.)

all the people who don’t understand/relate to this film make me jealous. i’d like to be lucky enough to not relate to owen, to not feel like a piece of me is missing. but this film wasn’t made for them so i can’t be too mad.

We’re all Going to the World’s Fair -

as a mentally ill person this is just AUGH /pos. the whole point of this film (in my eyes) is the danger of mentally ill people being exposed to the internet. not to say all mentally ill people shouldn’t be on the internet! for casey it’s that they’re convinced their mental health is paranormal and so they’re not getting the help they need, and it’s also them clinging to a positive adult figure who’s pushing the paranormal narrative. (even if he didn’t realise it. i’m still conflicted on his character, haha.)

we DEFINITELY get this one as an autistic DID system.

unfortunately i seemed to have missed the underlying trans bit? idk it coulda been bc the captions broke and i couldn’t hear some of the lines:,] someone feel free to explain that bit to me:D

dude, why cant people respect DNI’s? it doesn’t MATTER the opinion, everyone deserves to have their own stances and boundaries and it doesn’t matter how bigoted you think their opinions are they said DNI so do. not. interact. you breaking their DNI’s is not going to change their opinion and you’re practically shooting yourself in the foot because now YOU seem like the bigot

one thing i'd like people to talk about more is the fact that being 'endogenic' or 'willogenic' is the same thing as being transDID, transOSDD, transplural, etc,.

i believe most rational people can agree that it's absolutely ridiculous to label yourself a system because it's an 'identity,' but one thing transIDs and endos have in common is that they fully believe serious mental health disorders are labels they can wear.

transIDs and endos are both invalid and disgusting, and should be treated as such, because they're the same thing. the only difference is that endos try to pretend they have a moral high ground and demand your respect. at least transIDs plainly display that they're pieces of shit.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

the moon and sun

Genloss is one of those pieces of media where half the time I’m thinking about it too hard and planning angsty shit to make (that I will not cause I procrastinate) and the other half I’m just “hehe hetch is so stupid we should hit him with hammers :)))))”

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i was not,,, trying to be racist? i’m sorry if i came off that way. is there a better way to have rephrased that sentence or,,,

Day 18 of doodling the beeduo meet up, I,,, this bit from Tommy’s stream was weird so of course I drew it

wait do endos think traumagenic systems hate their alters?? like dude we’re all vibing in here- and also some systems are parts of a whole and some aren’t? not all traumagenic systems are the same. plus it’s a bit harder to like being a system when it also overlaps with ptsd and other issues (like disabilities). but that’s not to say some traumagenic systems dont love being plural, we couldnt imagine being a singlet. being a traumagenic system isn’t so linear and this take really irks me because it’s not so cut and dry, there’s pros and cons. the systems anon was talking too were most likely complaining about certain alters (example prosecutors) or how being a system can make life harder, not about how being a system is all bad all the time

pro endo traumagenic culture is preferring endos bc im actually allowed to LIKE being plural. like.... it seems like most anti endo systems i talk to really fucking hate themselves/their other alters. thats not healthy, dude. especially those who believe they're not fully separate and they're all parts of one whole.... you really fully hate an entire part of yourself so much you actively want to hurt them....?

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