I’ll Be Back In A Week Btw Then I’ll Actually Try To Talk To People !! I’m On A Trip Rn W The Gf

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tagged by @jaxl-road !!

rules: spell out your url using song titles and tag as many people as letters in your url

All Nightmare Long by Metallica

Rocket Queen by Guns N’ Roses

Alive by Ozzy Osbourne

Toys In The Attic by Aerosmith

Better By You, Better Than Me by Judas Priest

Amerikhastan by Megadeth

Black Ice by AC/DC

Youth Gone Wild by Skid Row

All the people I feel comfortable tagging have already been tagged oops

Hands, Water, A Reminder

Not me and self projecting again lmao. 

Warning for self worth issues.

It’s a suffocating feeling. Phantom hands wrap around your throat. They’re always there, a reminder.

Sometimes, the hold is loose. There, but very light, like a thought in the back of your mind that you can’t quite shake off. It needs you to know it’s still there, that it’ll never go away .

Sometimes, the grip is strong, thumbs pressing into your throat, difficult to breathe. Vision blurred and clouded over in this feeling.

And other times. . . The hands hold you down, a tight grip, shoving you down into the water. Breathing is impossible, coughing up air and replacing it with water.

The way you carry yourself, the way you walk and talk. Surface level observations scream that you’re proud of you, that you like you.

But they don’t see those hands, wrapped around your throat. They wouldn’t want to, anyway. It’s so much easier to take someone at their surface level, so much easier not to bother looking further, finding flaws, problems.

So you take it. Take their words and criticism, use it, solidify the image, the mask, you’ve created.

But the hands are still there. Constant reminders.

You can do better.

You fucked up.

You ruined everything again.

You’re not worth anything.

You can’t get shit right.

They tell you, you have talent, you’re skilled. But what does that do?

You still mess up.

You still know there’s so much better out there.

You’re not worth shit.

Every breath you take is a waste, every sip of water, every little resource you use to survive. It’s all a waste.

But you fear death, don’t you?

So with every time the hands drag you down, watch you cough and choke and fill your lungs with water, it still brings you back up. Resuscitates you.

You’ll forever continue drowning, you’ll forever be reminded of how little you’re worth. The water is in your lungs, forever.

😘 HBD Izzy Stradlin 💗💗💗🎸🎸🎸💗💗💗

“Don’t you fucking leave, you Isbell fucker!” 

 Came out worse than I wished, but it is what it is. For one of @jaxl-road​ ‘s au’s found here .

Two things that can co-exsist:

-Writing overly personal fanfiction about real people can be super gross especially if you’re insisting its real, or dramatizing trauma

-Using real events/places & creating fictionalized versions of real people as a baseline for stories is a great way to get inspired and get creative

there’s something you’re afraid to say. it might be scary to figure out what it is, so let this quiz figure it out for you! “what do you wish you could say?” on uquiz!

/4kiSSw

unusual(ish) asks <3

who’s your celebrity crush?

are you single or taken?

rant. just do it

do you think its ok to separate the artist from the art?

how many accounts do you have?

how many pairs of shoes do you have?

opinion on… (specify to the person you’re asking to)

how many accounts do you follow?

favorite brand of clothing?

name a dog

what unusual talent do you have?

what’s the most interesting schools gossip you’ve ever heard?

ever prank called a store?

what’s your coffee order?

what’s a question do you constantly get asked?

if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would you get and where?

google the top song from the year you were born

rant about your favorite musician 

what’s your favorite teacher you’ve ever had?

describe your blog in 3-5 words

what’s a conspiracy you believe in?

if you could see any concert tonight what would you choose?

if you could break one of your bad habits which would you choose?

can you dance? sing?

what’s something you can’t stop buying?

crowds or small groups?

how long before a trip do you pack?

what celebrity would you rate a PERFECT 10?

what quote or inspirational setting do you think is bs?

if you had to dye your hair an unnatural color right now, what would you choose?

you can change one thing about your life right now. what are you changing?

how old do you get mistaken for?

what do you think about a lot

do you like your hogwarts house or do you wish you were a different one?

what does home mean to you?

what do you think you’d be arrested for?

have you ever been called down to the principals office?

post a picture of the outfit you would choose if you could have any outfit you wanted

describe your aesthetic

answer with one of your ‘school memes’ (inside jokes you have with your class/grade) with no explanation 

feel free to reblog or send me some if you’d like! this took forever so reblog please!

genuinely sorry for the people who tried to talk to me and were disappointed by how uncool i am

based on one of my fav pics of these two. i love them