starry pink eyeshadow๐ค
i forgot that i drank a diet coke at 6pmโฆ
this melatonin isnโt doing JACK SHIT
You canโt dread the end when itโs already over..
one year ago, i thought my life was going to end.
i hated my life, i couldnโt see a way out of the hell i was living in, and i didnโt want to exist anymore. but to my surprise, i didnโt die.
i got a job. i turned a year older. i visited my friends. i had a few cigarettes. i started playing in a band. i went to some shows. i read good books. i wrote a letter to someone i admire and he took it from me gratefully. i finished my first novel. i visited a new city that felt like home. i danced, i sang, i spent hours outside. i laughed so hard i couldnโt breathe and i cried even harder. i started to heal and slowly, i started to realize that i didnโt want to die anymore.
there are so many things that i still want to do, so many things iโm excited to see and experience. and one year ago i could never have imagined how happy i would be for eight stitches and 12 months clean.
4.13.25
starting any playlist off with Kitty Kat is iconic tbh ๐
a playlist for the hoochie coquettes! you don't have to be lacy pinks and bows to express your girlhood/womanhood and femininity! its time black american femininity was celebrated as well!
CHARADE (1963) dir. Stanley Donen
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