Rereading My Old Writings, They Weren't As Bad As I Remember But Also Somehow Worse Than I Remember.

Had fun with this one, and Killer turned out the absolute best, in my opinion.

if it was just one person I'd take it up with them personally, but it's so many people so often that I can't do anything but get frustrated and cry so I'm gonna cry about it here

Hypersomnia sucks. Narcolepsy sucks. Being unable to stay awake sucks, and it's also terrifying. Sometimes I wake up and cry because I can already tell that I'm not going to be able to stay awake.

I understand that most people are more familiar with being sleep deprived than the opposite and so maybe "I slept forty hours in two days" sounds like an amazing luxury. But it's not. That's two days of missed work and exercise and fun. That's two days of constantly waking up and trying desperately to stay awake and failing. That's two days where you had eight hours worth of snatches of being terrified of your own body and stressing over how much you're not getting done, how much work you're not doing. Two days of weird fragmented nightmares about not being able to wake up. Two days of having to ask someone else whether you walked the dog because you can't tell if you dreamed it or did it in a state halfway to sleep walking. And you will wake up and you will STILL BE TIRED. you will not wake up rested and cheerful and rejuvenated. You will wake up exhausted and weary and wanting to die.

I know people don't know this. I know there's no malice in it and I try so hard to be understanding of that. But for the love of God "I slept forty hours in two days" is not something a healthy person says and to reply to it with 'ill trade you, I can't sleep' which happens to me EVERY TIME I MENTION IT ALOUD is frustrating and invalidating. I've had dozens of people say this to me. I'm so sick of it.

I don't want your insomnia! It sounds miserable! I can empathize! Please try to do the same for me, even though my experiences may seem difficult to understand at first! I know you don't mean ill! Please!

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Hi, I was the ask, the person who commented on your profile!! I was just too shy and thought it would be creepy! :( sorry.

And again sorry if this is a personal ask, but I noticed in your comments that you said that you didn't have many friends... Maybe we could be friends? And what happened to the boyfriend?

Sorry again if this is too much to ask you don't have to respond.. (I don't know how to talk to people)

Hiya! It's fine, dw.

I won't oppose having more friends, but currently I am all out of my social battery so you probably won't feel very welcomed at the moment. Sorry. Feel free to talk to me tho.

Funnily enough he's an ex-boyfriend now. Stuff happened, personal stuff.

Don't you want to do nothing but create art? Isolate yourself from the world, from your own mortality?

Do you want to romanticize the destruction of your health? Fantasize about being nothing but a force that keeps making art, you don't need anything else because art will fulfill everything, you hope so at least.

POV: Ink wrote something upside down

I happen have this rarepair in my story and thought it'd be fun to draw their shipkid.

Character belongs to @rangeraj (I just realised I haven't followed you lol.)

No offense but I think some of you would be a lot happier writing a fictional atlas or encyclopedia instead of a narrative story

Doodle dump of stuff that I don't know if I'll ever finish.

My little dude

Afterdeath sketch that was meant to be made into a wooden pin.

TeatimeTale comic that I couldn't finish beyond a rough sketch.

This threw me into hysteria I want something like them for myself so badly it hurts

streaaaam doodle from last nightyyy

thanks to the handful that joined!!! ^^