Brandon Looked Down At His Spoon, Just About To Slurp The Broth From His Ramen When There Was A Thump.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too. How could one not have loved her great still eyes. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.  - Pablo Neruda

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✩ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

▻ 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓/𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓

- “ you’re gonna have to make me .”

- “ let go of me .” 

- “ don’t you dare .” 

- “ i wouldn’t do that if i were you .” 

- “ don’t get in my way .”

- “ i won’t let you do this .” 

- “ can you hear me? hey…can you hear my voice ?”

- “ hey…hey. look at me - you gotta get up. can you walk ?”

- “ did i do something wrong ?” 

- “ are you avoiding me ?” 

- “ did something happen to you ?” 

- “ are you bleeding ?” 

- “ don’t you dare touch him/her !” 

- “ who did this to you ?” 

- “ you know i didn’t do it !” 

- “ you’re annoying, you know that ?” 

- “ i don’t need your permission .” 

- “ you’re not worth my time, trust me .”

- “ what? can’t take a punch ?” 

- “ why won’t you just listen to me ?!” 

- “ i didn’t know where else to go .” 

- “ because i care about you, okay ?!” 

- “ you fucking idiot - would it kill you to be careful so i don’t have to worry about your safety all the time ?” 

- “ hey…come on. you’re okay, right ?” 

- “ i can look after myself .” 

- “ can you move ?” 

- “ is that blood ?” “….no ?”

- “ don’t you trust me ?” 

- “ i hate seeing you like this .” 

- “ you aren’t the boss of me .”

- “ what did you just say to me .” 

- “ can you shut up for once in your life ?” 

- “ find somebody else to kiss your ass .” 

- “ hurting you is the last thing i’d do, you know that .” 

- “ you’re jealous .”

- “ i thought you were dead .”

- “ i’m not them! and i never will be !” 

▻ 𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅/𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐎𝐑

- “ what’s going on in that head of yours ?”

- “ i’m not gonna let that happen .”

- “ it’s okay - i got this .” 

- “ we need you…i need you .”

- “ i’m here for you. always will be .” 

- “ don’t push your luck .”

- “ being drunk adds value to everything else in life .”

- “ i’m here for you .” 

- “ you’ll be with me, right ?” 

- “ smile. it won’t kill you .” 

- “ and the prodigal asshole returns .” 

- “ i’m not doing anything else for men today .” 

- “ that was not very progressive of you .” 

- “ i’m always open to feedback that i can get defensive about and ultimately ignore .” 

- “ why wouldn’t i save you ?” 

- “ i just…i don’t want anything bad to happen to you .” 

- “ keep it - it looks better on you, anyway .” 

- “ can i walk you home ?”  

- “ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay .”  

- “ are you flirting or starting a fight ?” 

- “ you said to be honest, stop hitting me !” 

- “ he’s always been there for me when i needed him .” 

- “ if i die, i’m haunting you first .” 

- “ all right, miss high and mighty .” 

- “ sorry, was that supposed to impress me ?” 

- “ you’re insane .” “ you love me .” “ not right now, i don’t .”

- “ the flirting was to distract him .” 

- “ i just asked if you wanted a drink. i didn’t ask for your whole life story .”  

- “ you really can’t take a hit, can you ?” 

- “ if you’re gonna act like an ass, i’m gonna treat you like an ass .”  

- “ i could punch you right now .” 

- “ the quickest way to a man’s heart is through his fourth and fifth ribs .” 

- “ good thing i didn’t ask for your opinion .” 

- “ i would have done anything for you .”

- “ i don’t get paid enough for this shit .” “ and you think i do ?”

- “ you did the best you could .” 

- “ get over here, you doof .”

- “ i’d like to see you try .” 

- “ rumor has it, i make you nervous .” 

- “ don’t you have anything better to do ?”

- “ just keep your eyes on me, okay ?”

- “  why didn’t you tell me ?”

- “ you punched him in the face - of course he’s mad !” “ well, i’m sorry! i thought he’d be too unconscious to be mad !” 

- “ being like my dad isn’t as big of an insult as you thought it would be .” 

- “ don’t wink at me .” 

“I don’t miss you, I miss the misery,” “You said you just needed space and so I gave it,” “I’m so sick of myself,” “One day wake up and be bored with mine,” “Oh baby I, I hope you hear a song, that makes you sing along and gets you thinkin’ bout her,” “Maybe next time he’ll think before he cheats,” “I miss the late nights, don’t miss you at all,” “Dated a girl that I hate for the attention,” “I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you,” “Stupid boy making me so sad,” “She’s everything you’re ever gonna need,” “Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo,” I’ve been listening to songs on repeat that make me think that maybe loving you was a mistake. I don’t think all the emotions, all the memories...all the...all the love we shared, those...those weren’t mistakes. I still love you. You know that though. I already told you. You hate it because you can’t say it back, and maybe me not saying it would be better for us both but damn it I really do love you.

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"all i wanted to say was that i fucking love you, it should be obvious that its not important to say. its the only thing i'm ever going to say thats not important. me saying that i love you doesn't mean i'm unhappy, or that, idk, i miss you with my whole heart (which i do but meh), i'm very happy, i've been hanging out with friends, i've finally started a group sketchbook, i'm doing photography again and i'm taking it serious. i found hobbies to fill time that i've gained since i stopped hanging out with you. i'm really happy. but i still love you. and that isn't dumb, actually. its vulnerability, and i trust you, even if i shouldn't, because you've always been nice to me. you're chill. and i love you. so. yeah."

can we go on a picnic now, mi amor?

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writing prompts - romance/angst romance dialogue - angst romance and romance "Was everything we were even real?" "How can you stand there saying you don't love me?" "The only reason I love myself is because I thought you loved me too." "I thought you said there was still hope for us?" "You know, I'm finding it really difficult to love you." "I thought we were forever." "You disgust me now. Everything I loved about you makes me shudder." "Stop saying you're okay, I know you're not. You forget...I know you. I've been through these things with you. I know you better than most. What's wrong..please don't hide it from me." "Stop yelling, please..." "I never thought I could be hurt this badly." "So, I heard you had a date yesterday..." "Can't you see I fucking love you." "You were my everything. No, scratch that actually. You are my everything." "If you feel like you're nothing without me, then you shouldn't have me." "You are an intelligent and beautiful woman with infinite potential, but your feelings for me are holding you down. Let go. I already have." "If anything happens it would be unfair to both of us. I still love you. I won't pretend I don't." "Don't say something like that, after all that." "Don't give me hope.." "I had hope. I did. I tried. In the end...I tried." "I hope for you..." "Ironic huh, hope for hope. You'll either be twice as happy or twice as sad with the outcome then." "Thank you for loving me. Thank you for giving me chance after chance. I didn't deserve them." "I hope that we can be together. I hope I can live with you. I hope I can marry you. I hope I can be a family with you. I hope I can...start...a family with you." "I hope for you. Always have, always will. I love you." "I know that you don't feel the same as me, not even in the slight." "I feel special when I'm with you. If that isn't love I don't know what is." "There is a chance for us...not now but later. There is a chance. Not like before though. We'll actually be a team, okay?"