Food Has Literally Ruined My Life. Fuck That Bitch.

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Gaining weight

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Introduction (age 21)

Hi. You can call me Newt because ain't no way I'm sharing my real name on here in fear that someone I know finds me. I'm pretty fucked up in a lot of ways

I'm a survivor of child and adolescent torture after having been severely abused and also a victim of TMBC (trauma-based mind control) and RA (ritual abuse) throughout my childhood. I was abused for 13 and a half years before being removed by social services once I became confident enough to talk about what was happening.

I have Bipolar 1, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Some sorta restrictive ed (probs atypical ana), a psychotic disorder, Complex PTSD, and fibromyalgia. I also deal with sleep problems and a bunch of other physical health issues that are undiagnosed

I'm trans FTM and use he/him Pronouns. I started medication in 2021 after being sectioned to a child inpatient unit where I live and started antipsychotics which made me gain 25 odd kg. I'm now working to lose that weight now I'm feeling more "stable".

I was clinically anorexic before starting on antipsychotics and hoping to get back to that state.

I will mostly be posting about my ed.

If you don't like that, block, don't report.

You have your safe spaces, I have mine.

Nice to meet you all! :D

„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

Being thin is no longer a want.

It’s a need.

if i can't see every bone of my chest, then i'm not sick enough.

Losing weight is hard.

Being fat is hard

Choose your HARD.

'You barely e4t something these days.' God forbid a woman has goals.

. #retiredcrashoutbutcute

reminder:

a calorie limit is a LIMIT not a GOAL

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It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

hunger is my drug