Hypothetically Can I Kill Myself If Im Not At Least At My Gw By My Birthday

Can't fucking deal with this

I'm so fat it's ridiculous. And I have to spend a lot of time around my family which means eating.

I wish I never started antipsychotics - weight gain is the worst thing to ever happen to me. +25kg and I didn't even overeat (verified by every person in my life). Fuck this shit man

active 3d blogs plssss reblog and like i need moots!!!💜

Hi everyone.

So if you didn't know, we have Dissociative Identity Disorder. The main part who fronts (who ran this account who I will, out of respect for his privacy, I will refer to as Newt) collapsed with really bad heart pain this evening.

After coming to, I, Joey, found out he hasn't been eating at all where possible and that's what caused this episode. He had kept us away from this knowledge with the amnesia and under the guise of "Im doing better so I dont need your help as much". We have essentially forced him away and now us protector and caretaker parts are working to get our body functioning healthily again and eating properly. We aren't sure if this will work, but for now, I'm deleting tumblr and keeping Newt away as much as possible and he is only allowed out for short periods of time.

Thank you all for the community you have given him, even if I personally don't necessarily agree with it, I understand this is your safe space.

Kind regards and well wished to you all,

Joey

calories are evil ngl

got told that if the eating disorder clinic can't help me, I will have to be sectioned and in forced recovery. Kill me now

reminder:

a calorie limit is a LIMIT not a GOAL

Every day I eat less calories than my body uses, I get one step closer to my goal.

Every day I exercise, I get one step closer to my goal.

Every day I drink enough water, I get one step closer to my goal.

Every day I choose nourishing whole foods over hyper-processed foods, I get one step closer to my goal.

The only way to go is forwards.

You can endure hunger for a little longer.

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

:3