Bl00dyl0ver

Most peope don’t know or understand the worst of blood.

Is not how runny and dirty it actually is in real life, nor how warm and disgusting it feels, or how it smells of iron and “biology”.

Or how hard it is to actually wash off your face, hands, clothes, shoes and hair. And it is nearly impossible to get off your tangled hair

The worst of all, is how painful it feels against your skin once it dries. It dries so increíble fast, you don’t have time to wash it off.

How it crumbles in crusty chunks and flakes off. How the movement of your skin cracks it, creating a very uncomfortable pain as if you had a mud mask dry too hard.

I can assure you it is a special kind of pain and torture to have dry blood all over your neck and back and arms and face.

Yet it is so beautiful when wet.

How do I find the balance between texts, nudes, landscapes and philosophical posts here?⛓️

not all of it is bad i think….…. we are going to be okay i think.

Some moments are so determinant in our lives. Like knowing if we got into university, or if you got the job across the country, or if your grandma woke up from surgery.

This is one of them.

Our present could disintegrate, or our futures could be built… what will it be?

“I’m still learning to love the parts of me that no one claps for.”

— Rudy Francisco

Literally need all of them

Me n him