Uygar Karşah

Quiero desmenuzarte en silencio,

saborear cada pensamiento,

con mis dientes en tu carne

convertir tus secretos en mis secretos.

Tu piel, mi mesa; tu sangre, mi vino.

Un brindis a nuestro amor prohibido.

No basta verte, tocarte, sentirte,

quiero llevarte en mis entrañas,

hacerte parte de mí para siempre.

Darkness always consumed me. I loved it, and it loved me back.

We have been friends all our lives, and we dance and sleep together every night. It comforts me from the terrible brightness, and hugs me after my scariest nightmares.

I know we will continue to grow old together. And when the day comes I leave this place, I will fall back into it’s arms like the lost lovers we’ve always been.

My life had no meaning without it.

Sometimes reality is warped and not clear. Does this happen to everybody or only me?

In the spam of 10 minutes I can change my mind 20 times. Back and forth, blame myself, blame someone else, blame my mom, blame life, blame god…

But what actually happened? I genuinely don’t know