Anytime Anywhere Baby!!!
Sir, you can hit me with his cane if you like. đ„”
WARRING:Cussing,Daddy Kink,P-IN-V Sex, unprotected sex
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Rafeâs getting ready to leave and go hang out with Topper and Kelce. I donât want him to leave, and I know just the trick to get him to stay home.
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âDo you have to go?" I whine, holding on to Rafe as he tries to get dressed.
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"Yes, I do. Now let go so I can get ready.â Rafe chuckles, trying to get me off.
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"Whatever,â I scoffed, walking away only to feel a harsh slap on my ass.
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âLose the attitude.â Rafe chuckled
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Iâm sitting on my phone scrolling through Instagram when Rafe walks out of the bathroom, all dressed, heading straight towards me.
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"Alright, Iâm leaving. I love you.â Rafe leans in, trying to get me a kiss, but I dodge him.
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"Uh, uh, donât do that. Give me a kiss.â Rafe leans in, but I keep dodging him, laughing.
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âGIVE ME A KISS!â Rafe yelled, grabbing me.
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âNo.â I laughed, trying to escape him.
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âDonât be a brat.â Rafe chuckled, grabbing my face and placing a rough, wet kiss on my lips.
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âI donât want you to leave.â I pout, crossing my arms.
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âIâll be back before you know it.â He placed another kiss on my lips, softer this time.
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I just sit back, watching Rafe walk towards the door, already knowing how Iâm going to get him to stay.
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"Alright, see you later, daddy.â I smiled watching him walk out. My smile turns into a smirk when I see the door open back up.
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âWhat did you just say?â He asked, walking back in
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"Nothing.â I smiled innocently, shrugging my shoulders.
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"Okay, I love you.â He looked at me suspiciously as I walked out.
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âI love you too, daddy.â I smirked at seeing him walk back in.
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âYou know exactly what youâve doing.â Rafe smirked, closing the door behind him and locking it. âIâm not doing anything.â I shrugged.
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âDonât you have somewhere to be?" I look at my phone, trying to ignore Rafe, who was walking towards me with the stupid, sexy smirk of his.
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"Mmhh, what did you say?" He smirks, getting in my face.
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âDonât you have somewhere to be? Toppers probably wonder where youâre at.â I lean back so he isnât in my face.
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âI donât give a fuck.â He shrugged, taking off his shirt.
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"Bye, see you later.â I look back at my phone.
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âYouâre going to see me later when you turn back around.â Rafe smirked, unbuckling his pants, leaving him in his boxers.
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âRAFE.â I squeal when Rafe grabs me by my ankle, dragging me to the end of the bed.
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âYou think Iâm stupid; you know exactly what you were doing.â Rafe smirked, grabbing my phone out of my hand and tossing in at the top of the bed.
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Threading your fingers through his soft blonde hair, your eyes fluttered closed as he stroked from your ankles with both his hands, up towards your knee and to your inner thighs.
Only before dragging them back down again. Rafe pressed a sweet kiss to the inside of your thighs, urging you to spread your legs a little farther before dragging his lips back down.
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His lips press against your ankles and your knees. He's teasing you, and you know it.
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âPlease donât tease me.â I begged
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Rafe licked a flat stripe up your pussy before settling for kitten licks on your throbbing clit.
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âFuck,â I moaned, eyes rolling to the back of your head as Rafe continued to lick at you. His tongue was swirling and sucking in all the right places, making the most obscene noises that were mixed with your whines and whimpers.
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Rafe hummed against you, slipping two fingers into you, his eyes trained on your expression above him. Rafe was good at eating you out; he knew everything you liked and exactly how you liked it.
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âYou like that, baby?â Rafe asked, curling his fingers and instantly hitting that soft spot in you.
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"Yes, god, yes, donât stop. Please donât stop. Iâm going to cum.â I moaned, warping my hands in his hair to push him back down.
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âYeah, you're going to cum, baby."
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"Yes, Rafe, yes, donât stop, donât stop.â I moan, but right before I could, Rafe instantly stopped pumping his fingers, removing all contact from me.
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"No, no, no, what the fuck, Rafe?" I was literally about to sob.
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"Uh, uh, not yet.â Rafe chuckled, grabbing me and flipping me on my stomach.
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âI told you you would be seeing me later when you turned back around. Rafe instantly propped me up on my knees, pushing me down in the middle of my back with my ass in the air.
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"Rafe,â I moaned when he slid in, instantly thrusting slowly.
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"Fuck, you're dripping," he groaned, chuckling as he toyed with you.
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"Please, Rafe, stop teasing me.â I whined
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âThatâs not my name." Rafe smacks my ass, speeding up a little.
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âWhatâs my name, baby?â Rafe wraps his arms around my throat, pulling me onto my knees as my back collides with his chest.
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âPlease donât tease me, Daddy.â I whimpered.
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âOh god, Daddy, faster.â I moan when his pace speeds up.
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Pushing myself backwards, I met his rhythm as he drilled into me, his balls slapping against my skin as he buried his cock into me as deep as he could go with every aggressive thrust.
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I could feel the head kissing against the sweet spot in the back of my walls, my trembling pussy sucking him in and hugging around him as he groaned.
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"So hot and tight." Rafe groaned, yanking me back into every hard thrust of his hips. His cock was so hard and deep. I could barely think or breathe.
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mouth begging for relief, but your body demanded more. "I can feel how close you are." His words had my inner walls clenching and my eyes squeezing shut as pleasure pulsed through me. My hips lift on their own, aching for him to reach deeper.
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Rafeâs hand dips between my thighs to press on my clit, and a choked sound leaves me as my body shakes.
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âCome on, baby, I know youâre close. I can feel you squeezing me.â Rafe groaned, pushing me flat on my stomach.
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âOh god, Rafe, oh God.â
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I cum hard, my body jerking beneath his as I bite my own arm to keep from screaming. A deep, sexy moan echos in my ear as he finishes inside me, fucking me slow and deep until we're both spent and fighting to catch our breath.
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Weâre both quiet, trying to catch our breaths, when Rafeâs phone starts ringing.
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âItâs Topper.â
GIVE ME BACK JOHN B AND JJ AS THE MOST CHAOTIC BESTIE DUO PLEASE đ”âđ«đ”âđ«
â summary: youâve wanted jj for as long as you can remember, but the two of you have always been stubborn when it came to your feelings for one another. a months long secret affair behind his girlfriend, kiaraâs back, and getting caught by john b finally pushes jj to do what he should have done months ago.
â warnings: smut! 18+ cheating!!! oral (fem receiving), unprotected sex, getting caught by john b, strong language. i think thatâs it.
â note: yâall probably think iâm awful lmao. two cheating fics in one week? 𫣠anywhoooo, i donât condone cheating by any means, but for the plot, it was necessary. not a very long one, but enjoy<3
likes, comments + reblogs are appreciated!!
â„ desire â j.m
âplease jj, âm so close, it hurts, please⊠let meâ shit! let me cumâ
jjâs tongue continues its assault on your sensitive pussy, his tongue dragging up and down the length of your sopping core, lips wrapping around your clit and sucking at it softly before releasing it and penetrating your tight hole with his tongue.
your legs were shaking, fingers buried in his messy blond locks as he worked you toward your third orgasm.
jj lets your clit pop from his lips, lifting his head so his darkened over eyes could meet yours. âfuckinâ love how good you taste, wanna die between these legsâ
he slips a finger inside of you, slowly thrusting it in and out, slightly curving it and hitting at your gspot. you let out a pathetic whine, head firmly pressed into the pillows as your third orgasm was threatening to burst. your stomach tightens, legs tense as jj continues the slow thrusts of his finger, his head dipping down and wrapping his lips around your sensitive bundle of nerves.
you feel the band snap, your orgasm rushing through you and soaking jjâs face and fingers, shouts of his name and soft whines pulled from you.
âjj- sâtoo much! please⊠please no.. no moreâ
he lifts himself up onto his knees, wiping at his mouth with the back of his hand, âgoddamn, got three out of ya this time, not bad mamaâ
you let out a sigh of relief, rolling your head to the side as you try and steady your breathing. jjâs voice startles you, the low and raspy tone in his voice making your core ache once more, âdonât think iâm done with ya now do ya princess? âm just gettinâ startedâ
you open your mouth to speak but only a high pitched squeal comes out, the swollen head of jjâs cock running through your soaking wet cunt making you squirm.
he sinks himself inside you, pulling a loud gasp from you. his hips begin pounding into yours, the squelching noises of your pussy and jjâs balls smacking against your ass bounce off the walls. you let out a loud moan and jj slaps a hand over your mouth, muffling your cries as he continues to pound himself inside of you.
you sink your teeth into his palm, making him hiss out a breath, âfuck!â he grunts out,
he lets his palm slide from your mouth, his hand snaking underneath your waist, gripping at your plump ass harshly as he fucks himself deeper into you.
you lift a leg and wrap it around jjâs waist, pulling him farther into you, his cock being pushed into so deep you could feel him in your stomach. you begin clenching around his dick, your inner walls squeezing him tightly as you near your release.
the sound of the front door squeaking open catches your attention, panic flooding your face, eyes wide as you stare up at jj, his face unfazed and focused on his quick and deep thrusts.
âj, someoneâs-â you begin but jj cuts you off.
âi donât give a fuck, focus on meâ
you squeeze your eyes shut when the head of his dick hits at your gspot, making your pussy clamp down around him. your toes curl, back arching up off the bed when the door to the bedroom is pushed open, john bâs voice making your body go slack in jjâs hold.
âjj, whatâre you- oh shit! sorry!â john b shouts, shielding his eyes and rushing from the room.
you place your palms on jjâs chest, his thrusts never slowing, even when his best friend walked in on the two of you, âjj! jj, stop! he just- he just caught us!â
jjâs hips donât falter, his tongue pressed to the inside of his cheek as he focuses on his impending release.
âhey, hey, donât worry about him. he wonât say shit, focusâ jj demands. you obey, pushing john b to the back of your mind and focusing on the feel of jjâs cock sliding in and out of your sopping cunt.
jjâs hips begin to stutter, his dick pulsing inside of you as you clench around him uncontrollably. jj lets out a strained groan as his cum shoots inside of you, your body shaking as you come undone around his cock shortly after.
he slides his softening cock from you and pushes himself off the bed, finding his boxers and sliding them up his legs. you wrap the bedsheet over your chest, staring back at him. youâd been caught, what if john b tells kiara? you know what youâre doing is wrong, but you canât seem to stop yourself. you want jj, but the two of you have always been stubborn when it came to your feelings for one another.
as if he was reading your mind, jj sits on the bed beside you, his large hand cupping your face as his ocean-blue eyes scanned your face. âhey, donât worry. jb wonât say anything, besides⊠iâm- iâm gonna break things off with kie. she deserves better, and well.. you know iâm in love with you. itâs only fair we do this the right wayâ
you sigh, nodding your head as tears began to prick at your eyes. jj had never openly admitted he was in love with you, but you knew he was, so finally hearing the words out loud made your heart leap from your chest.
âi love you too, jjâ
he smirks down at you, placing his hand on the back of your head and pressing his lips against your forehead. âiâll be back, âm gonna go talk to jb, try and get some sleep. everything will be sorted by the time you wake upâ
you smile to yourself, laying yourself in his bed and pulling the covers up to your nose. you close your eyes, listening to him exit the room, leaving you with thoughts of finally having a real relationship with the man youâd been in love with for years.
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Warnings: Smut, just absolute SMUT!
 "I'm tired of you being so defensive over everything" You huff. Hawks face turns stone cold as he scoffs.
 "Well if that's how you feel then this-" he points to you and him "is over" he spits as he harshly hands you his hoodie.
 That was definitely not what you wanted, your heart tells you to go after him but your feet keep you planted where you are.
 Turns out he was the one who got you after all.
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 Hawk hadn't spoken to you since then. He wouldn't even glance at you in the halls, and even if he did he would throw snarky comments your way. You showed defeat, not daring to utter another word to him. In fear you'd only push him away more.
 Every time you closed your eyes all you could see was him, as you ran the tips of your fingers against your lips gazing at the mirror in the schools bathroom, you felt his lips on yours. Your fingers moved to your arm to which you could only feel how he was touching you that night.
 Your eyes started to water as your heart ached, why hadn't you gone after him that night? He was so sweet and caring until you let your mind get the best of you.
 You still had his hoodie from the last encounter. It smelt like him, and over time as it faded you grew more needing of him. Not just the sex and the thrill of being caught, but him.
 You were snapped back into reality when the bathroom door snapped open, your hands automatically come to wipe away the tears threatening to fall from your eyes.
 As the stall door slammed shut you looked back into the mirror and let out a deep sigh, touching up your concealer to cover the puffiness under your eyes.
 The bell rang throughout the school house, signaling for lunch. Your heart started to race because of what you were about to do. You couldn't hold back anymore, all the cold shoulders and hateful glares Hawk sent your way ate you up.
 You rushed out of the bathroom and into the lunch room, automatically spotting Hawk and his friends as they were the loudest group.
 Hawk has his leg propped up onto the chair beside him, head to the side laughing because of something his friends had said. You were so close to backing out, but your legs had other plans as you neared his table.
Their laughter dies as Mitch slaps Hawk on the shoulder signaling your way, you now stood just a few feet away from him as he turned to look at who Mitch was pointing to. His smile automatically fades as he stands up quickly, his nostrils flare up and his jaw clenches.
"What do you want, princess?" He sneers with such venom as he closes the gap in between you two, he glares down at you while you look up at him with nervous eyes.
"I wanna talk about us" Your voice comes out weak and shaky.
"Us? There is no us Y/n" Hawks expression hardens at the word.
"You...you don't mean that..." You protest, your heart shatters as your legs grow weak.
"Oh I mean it, you of all people know I keep my word princess" he laughs angrily.
Your expression hardens, matching his anger. You needed him so bad that your emotions got the best of you, your anger started taking over, you couldn't take his constant switching up moments. Yes you had messed up, but so had he and right now he was acting entitled, he isn't the only one who gets to be angry.
You start to laugh, matching his anger as tears start to fall down your face. Though Hawk found you extremely hot in this moment, he couldn't help but feel guilty.
"Okay have it your way, but if you think we hated each other before then your in for a rude awakening...-" You lift your head up as you stand on your tippy toes, faces side by side and before you could even stop yourself. You whisper "-lip" into his ear.
You back away from his face, his eyes softened as he looked around subconsciously, his hand come up to cover his mouth before he could stop it. You felt bad, but that didn't stop a smirk from falling onto your lips.
It wasn't until you walked away and was out of his view when you pressed your hands against your head, squeezing your eyes shut "what the fuck did I just do..."
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After that day you stood true to your word, you would flip him off in the hallways, laugh at him when he would trip up, constantly calling him lip or loser- even though you knew it hurt him and your heart twisted in pain every time you put him down you couldn't stop.
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The coach blows the whistle, telling us to get back in place. You take your place in front of the soccer ball and on the sound of the whistle you start kicking the ball to the goal until someone's foot comes under yours, stealing the ball and causing you to trip.
"Thanks princess" Hawk mocks you with his laugh.
You glare at him as he laughs over his shoulder, but nonetheless you run up until your beside him, shoulder to shoulder you push him as hard as you can watching as he falls on his side.
You hear the sound of the whistle go off "let's take it easy on the physical contact!" The coach yells as it was your turn to mock Hawk.
You bend down to Hawks level "good job loser" you laugh as you start back running with the ball.
He's pissed. He stands up while the guy in front of him runs like a sloth, he's so pissed off he pushes the innocent guy harshly and watches as he hits the ground.
Another whistle goes off "hey!" The coach warns as you kick the ball into the goal, winning for your team.
You go for a water break as the coach yells for another round, you expect Hawk to come up to you but instead he yanks the red team shirt off and makes his way back into the school, to which you assume would be the locker rooms.
You couldn't help yourself so you went after him, just before the door to the boys locker room closes you wrap your fingers around the handle. Careful not to make too much noise you walk in, closing the door and locking it.
Hawk went to one of the sinks, placing both of his hands on either side. He looks in the mirror, sweat dripping from his face, his jaw clinched, nostrils flared and his knuckles turning white from how hard he was gripping the sink.
"Didn't know i got to you that much lip" You smirked, keeping up your act.
You watch as his eyes move from his face to yours through the mirror, he slams one of his hands against the sink and rushes over to you. His body flush against yours as he harshly pushes you up against the hard wood door. His right hand slams on the door just above your head.
Your skins on fire just from the small contact, the heat from his body dragging onto yours as your sweaty bodies collided. Your breathing picks up, eyes immediately drifting to his lips but quickly back to his eyes before he noticed.
"Who do you think you are princess?" Hawks gaze turns harsh as the veins and mussels show against his arms.
You don't give him a response at first, until you've finally had enough. You harshly push his body off of yours, "no. Don't you dare Hawk! I know it was wrong of me to act like a bitch that night, but you don't get to treat me the way you did and not expect me to do the same! I fucking hate you for that!" You yell.
 "Yeah? You hate me?" Hawk says almost seductively. He walks back up to you, hand on your waist "show me how much you hate me princess..." He starts breathing unevenly as you look up at him.
 You practically throw yourself on him, exactly like you did that night. But this time, you know you won't regret it. You grab Hawks face, eyes staring into each others while he tightens his grip on your thighs. Your legs wrap around his waist in a death grip, you could already feel how hard he was for you.
 You smashed your lips onto his, moaning as he uses one of his hands to hold the back of your head as he kisses you like he's in love with you.
 Hawk try's to carry you to the bench but instead he ends up slamming your back into the lockers, creating a loud noise as you whimper and arch your back into his.
 Your eyes widen and you pull away from him, "wait we're at school Hawk" you say as you try to get down from his hold.
 "Oh no. You wanted this, you're gonna take it" He groans, he pushes his crotch into yours to keep you steady as he grabs the top of your gym shirt, ripping it in half exposing your bra covered tits.
 "What the fuck Hawk?!" You push his shoulder.
 "Shut up princess" He rolls his eyes as he places his lips on yours while his hands wander to your chest, feeling you up.
 He pulls away from the kiss only to actually carry you over to one of the very thin wood benches and places you on it so everything but your ass is against it.
 Hawk yanks his shirt off before he spreads your legs farther so he can bend down to your face. He lightly kisses your lips, trailing the small butterfly kisses all the way down while holding eye contact as you moan.
 He yanks your shorts and panties down in one swift motion, exposing your bare pussy to him all over again. He wastes no time before pulling his own down, his hard cock dripping with pre-cum.
 He makes you watch as he strokes his cock with his hand, his head falls back as his mouth falls open "y/n" he moans out.
 "Fuck. Please Hawk...." You beg of him.
 He looks at you, still stroking his cock but at a faster pace "be patient princess" he whimpers as his cock starts leaking with more beads of pre-cum.
 You practically whine until he lightly slaps his cock on your clit, the slightest touch making you a whore for him.
 Your dripping pussy begging to be fucked by him, you roll your eyes at the teasing "c'mon stop being a loser and just fuck me already" you say, resorting to the worse possible comment. It worked.
 Hawks eyes turn a darker shade as his jaw clenches, forcefully he stuffs his cock into your soaked pussy. It takes you by surprise as you let a small squeal fall out by accident.
 His cock hits all the right places as he stretches you out, "can a loser fuck you like this?" He asks condescendingly as he uses both of his hands to yank your bra down, your perky tits bouncing with each harsh thrust.
 You don't say anything, it feels so good it leaves you speechless. Your hands go behind your head voluntarily to steady yourself, grabbing onto the sides of the bench. Your hair goes everywhere as your bodies slip together easily because of how sweaty you both were before.
 There was something so thrilling about the possibility of getting caught which only made you more wet, gushing around Hawks cock as your pussy makes lewd sounds.
You found yourself gazing up at him, he looked so pretty even in such a state. As his cock continues to fill you up in every way possible, you found yourself questioning why you even 'hated' him to begin with.
Maybe it was because he was an arrogant asshole sometimes, or because he would bully innocent people, or maybe just maybe it was because you were in love with him.
Your eyes meet Hawks again and in that moment you wanted to reveal all your deepest secrets to him. You wanted to tell him how much you were in love with him. You could barely suppress your moans until loud banging erupted from the other side of the locked door.
Hawk's hips stilled, cock fully stuffed inside of you. You're eyes widened as you covered your mouth and Hawk snapped his gaze over to the door. You both watch as the door knob starts to jiggle.
He pulls you up keeping his cock inside of you as he rushes to one of the showers, turning the hot water on and closing the thin curtain behind you both, once again slamming you up against the wall.
You're both completely soaked, you expect him to pull out of you as keys start to jiggle from behind the door but instead he looks you straight in the eyes "think you can be quite for me princess?" Hawk whispers, tightly wrapping his hand against your mouth as he smirks, not allowing you to answer him.
The next thing you know he's using his other hand that's holding you up to help move your hips with his, fucking you perfectly as your hips start moving with his hand movements.
Your eyes roll back into your head as the coach lets in the rest of the boys. You pray your underwear are somewhere out of sight as you're being fucked in the shower.
"Hawk is that you?" A voice calls out and you can barley comprehend what's going on, all you feel is pleasure from his cock.
"Yeah!" he yells over the shower, his breathing staggering as his head leans against yours.
You look so beautiful like this, his hand wrapped around your pretty mouth as you're taking his cock. He feels his high near, letting out more noises than intended.
The hot water from the shower has hawks hair completely down, crowned around his face. You've never seen him like this, your pussy clenches at the sight, your nails dig down his back, surely leaving marks.
He brings his mouth to your ear, hand tightening on your mouth "cum for me princess" he whimpers. That's it for you as your eyes roll in the back of your head, your cum leaking around his dick, tightening up around him.
Hawk clenches his jaw as he tries to stay quiet, fucking you with no mercy while he tries to make less noise as possible. Your hands move to his hair, pulling it as you feel his hot cum fill you up to the brim.
His movements still as he removes his hand from your mouth, letting it go to your other thigh to hold you upright. Hawk makes eye contact with you, he can't help himself from pressing his lips up against yours.
He's so gentle with you, he's slightly shaking from his orgasm as are you. He pulls away from your lips, listening as he hears the last person leave the locker room. You whimper as he falls out of you, gently placing you back on your feet.
He turns off the shower while you flip your bra back to its place, though it sticks to you like glue. Hawk pulls the thin curtain back in search for a towel. He grabs the nearest one and places it around you, grabbing one for himself.
You felt exhausted.
But the question is; What happens now?
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âWhereâs y/n and Chris? I havenât seen them for literal hours.â Nick walks down the stairs into the kitchen, greeting Matt by the dining table with his question.
âProbably downstairs fucking in his room, where else?â Matt snickers matter-of-factly, giving Nick a dumbfounded stare as if it wasnât obvious.
Nick rolls his eyes and turns his body back around towards the upstairs, regretting his question. âGross.â
Needless to say, Matt was correct,
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âFuck, Chris. Fuck, fuck, fuck.â She squeezes her eyes shut, gasping in shallow breaths and throwing her head back against his plush pillows as he thrusts his dick into her pussy for what felt like the millionth time that night. Her knees pinned to her chest due to Chrisâ harsh grip on the back of them, holding them down against her upper body to allow him deeper access into her slippery cunt.
Her hands were now on his chest, digging her nails into the pale skin and marking him with deep red scratches as she tried to hold onto him. She reaches her hands behind his neck and pulled him down into a needy kiss, occasionally breaking apart to moan against his mouth as his cock hits her cervix repeatedly. His lips chase hers hungrily, messily sucking and biting on the soft pink flesh of her lips while pressing harder on the back of her thighs to get a better grip and fuck up into her even harsher than before. She lets her mouth hang open, clenching hard around his dick when she feels another orgasm approaching from the feeling within the pit of her stomach. He swallows her moans as she swallows his grunts, both of their lips still touching from how close their faces were. Their eyes both focused on watching how fast his cock is drilling in and out of her in awe. Suddenly, he presses down on her lower stomach, feeling the tip of his dick inside of her abdomen. She cries out from the added pressure and feels her body tense up before stuttering,
âF-Fuck, Chris. Youâre so-so good, fucking me so good. Iâm gonna cum.â Her breath is quick and warm against his lips and his eyes flicker back up towards her face, drinking in her fucked out expression while her words swim around in his brain, making him feel dizzy as his thrusts get sloppier. He takes her bottom lip in between his teeth, pulling down so harshly she swears she began to taste metal before heâs licking at it and sucking on her lips. âThatâs right baby, taking my dick so well. Such a perfect lil slut for me. Always taking what I give you like a good girl.â His eyes are now boring into hers as he speaks, sending shivers down her spine as she continues to claw at his chest and nearly scream out from the pleasure mixed with the intense look in his eyes. âCream my dick baby, itâs okay, cum around my cock.â
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pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader
kink: almost getting caught
warnings: smut, 18+ minors dni, unprotected p in v, best friend stevie, secret relationship
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It was your little secret.
Something just for the both of you, something kept from your friends and family. You couldnât be bothered with the questions of when and how long and those who would insist that they knew all along when they really didnât.
Your secret relationship with your best friend, Steve. It kept you on your toes especially when you were hanging out in a group and all you both wanted was to curl into one another. The longer you kept it a secret, the more risks you took.
Tonight was one of those nights, Steveâs eyes constantly burning a hole in the back of your head, his hand lingering on the small of your back when you were both in the kitchen. You could tell he wanted something, that he was in the mood for something.
You took the hint and excused yourself from the group, making your way to the upstairs bathroom in Steveâs house. You left the boy chewing his lip on the couch, eyes checking his watch every so often before he eventually made his move.
He leapt from the couch, coming up with the lamest excuse on why he had to join upstairs, insisting he was going to check on you. The group waved him off as Steve made his way straight to you.
He opened the door to find you perched on the counter in his bathroom, your legs crossed letting the hem of your skirt ride up your legs. Steve made sure to lock the door behind him, finding his place between your legs.
Steve cupped your face, pressing his lips to yours in a rushed, messy kiss. It was wet and passionate, your own fingers finding their home in your hair.
âHavenât been able to stop thinking about you all night,â he breathed against your lips, âbeen driving me crazy.â
âWell,â you chuckled, feeling the familiar tingle in your stomach as Steveâs lips found your neck, âyouâve been staring at me like a crazy person all night. Iâm surprised no one noticed.â
He pulled you to the edge of the counter, your fingers fumbling with his belt buckle whilst your lips were still attached to Steveâs. He caressed your doughy thighs, fingertips sliding up until they reached your panties. He pulled at the waistband until they hung around your ankles.
âFuck,â Steve moaned out, shoving his jeans and boxers down his thighs enough for his cock to spring free, âI really, really wanna taste that sweet pussy of yours baby, but I donât think we have enough time.â
Spitting in his palm, Steve lubed himself up, lining the tip of his cock up with your entrance. He let the tip brush over your clit once, twice, much to your dismay.
âStop being such a tease, Harrington,â you whined, your hands finding purchase on his shoulders, âweâre gonna get caught!â
The boy chuckled as he sank his cock into you as far as you could take it, Steveâs hand beating your own to your mouth as you moaned out. âWell,â he whispered, âyou better be a good girl and stay quiet, yeah?â
Something about the premise of getting caught really did a number on Steveâs brain and his cock. Having to sneak around and stay quiet, the risk of it all sent him into a tizz.
Steve fucked you hard and fast, hips snapping as you moaned quietly against his hand, his palm firmly against your mouth still. Your lashes fluttered as you clung onto the counter the best you could.
He was about to let it all go, his climax around the corner until he heard a set of footsteps trudging up the stairs. Both your eyes went wide, your hands scrambling to fix your clothes but Steve held you in place, placing his index finger to his lips. He hushed you quietly, the movement of his cock slowing, but never stopping.
âSteve?â the familiar voice of Robin sounded from the other side of the door, her hand wrapping around the door handle, âEverything okay in there you two?â
Steveâs lips formed into a shush, as he nodded gently, whispering a good girl to you. You purse your lips to keep yourself quiet, your eyebrows knitting together in worry and frustration.
âYeah, Rob,â Steve called out, as calm and collected as anything. His eyes were totally focused on you, his pupils dark and blown out, the thrill making his cock impossibly stiffer inside you, âsheâs, uh, not feeling too good. Iâm gonna, shit, gonna clean her up and take her home.â
You could only imagine the look on Robinâs face on the other side of the door. Your cheeks went bright red, your pussy soaking Steveâs cock as your skin became red hot and clammy. You had to sink your teeth into the palm of your hand to keep you from making a noise.
Robin wished you well but the scepticism in her voice was clear as day. Only when the coast was clear did Steve bring his hand to your cheek, his lips brushing against yours as he whispered,
âDonât worry, honey,â he cooed, âI promise Iâll fuck you properly, fuck you nice and good when I take you home.â
JJ Maybank x Reader x Rafe Cameron
Warnings: NON-CON, DUB-CON, abusive relationship, domestic violence, mentions of violence (+ gun violence), gun kink, dacryphilia, attempted murder, blood, semi public sex, jealousy, manipulation, infidelity, underage drinking, drug use, canon ages, kook!reader
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summary: Youâre charmingly spoiled. Youâre too kind for your own good. Youâre the princess of Figure 8 âŠand youâre way out of JJ Maybankâs league, but when he realizes that Rafe Cameronâs pride and joy is actually a bruised and battered damsel, heâs determined to save you.
Your rescue just comes with a price.
You hadnât seen nor talked to JJ in three weeks.
That hadnât been your goal, having every intention of seeing him again after that day at The Wreckâeven if only to officially break it off between you. Things hadnât worked out that way though and before you knew it, a week went by and then another and another. It was a combination of things reallyâRafe being around a lot more above all elseâbut you also didnât think you had it in you to look JJ in the eyes and reject him again.
The day at The Wreck had been hard enough, and youâd only succeeded then because you were so overwhelmed by Kieâs words, desperate to get away and think. She hadnât said anything untrue, anything wrong, and thatâs what made her words sting the most. Sure, JJ talked a big game about figuring out a way to safely get you away from RafeâŠbut in practiceâŠ? Youâd been with Rafe for over two years and still hadnât been able to come up with a scenario that wouldnât come back to bite you.
JJ wanted to save you, and you wanted to let him, but it was unrealistic. The only chance you had would be to move halfway across the world and even then⊠Rafe could be scarily determined to see something through, and it wasnât like he lacked the means and resources to simply follow you. He hated to lose.
Sometimes you wondered if JJ really understood just how dangerous Rafe was.
âŠor if he simply enjoyed sneaking around with his girlfriend more.
Such a thought seemed so unfair to youâespecially since there was no doubt in your mind that JJ cared about youâbut youâd told him the same thing before all of this even started. Youâd had no problem telling him that you dating Rafe Cameron had a hand in his aggressive pursuit of you. You still believed that actually, and it wasnât like you minded all that much because you were getting something out of this too and JJ was making you feel things you hadnât felt in a long time.
âŠbut Kie was right.
She was so right. You either had to leave Rafe or put an end to your ârelationshipâ with JJ. Anything outside of that wasnât up for consideration, and between you and JJ, only one of you had what it took to do the rightâand smartâthing. So, you hadnât seen JJ in weeksâŠand it hurt.
You didnât know why, but you hadnât expected it to hurt this much.
This person who had become this cliche bright light in an otherwise dark life was no longer there. You didnât look forward to the following day anymore nor anticipate hearing from someone who never failed to put a smile on your face. The nights that Rafe spent with his father or at home were no longer filled with a familiar presence to keep you company. When Rafe left the other side of your bed emptyâŠit stayed that way.
âŠand against your will, you found yourself crying a lot more these days.
âSweetheart, you really need to get more sleep,â your mother cooed as she gently touched your face. âEverything okayâŠ?â
You nodded at her as you stirred your creamer into your coffee.
âYeah,â you assured her. âJust having trouble sleeping lately.â
She hummed at that, pressing a kiss to your temple.
âIâm going to give you something for that,â she told you, rubbing your shoulder. â...and something for those bags under your eyes too. Itâs making you look ill.â
You didnât have a response for that other than a soft âthanksâ. She hummed at you before your father pulled her attention away, both of them getting caught up in a conversation about the broken garbage disposal. Their voices faded to the background as you continued to stir your coffee, even when it had long blended into an even toffee color. You only stopped when your name was called.
Your parents were looking at you expectantly when you glanced up.
âSorry?â
Your mother chuckled, albeit throwing you an odd look while doing so.
âI said youâve gotten a dress for Rafeâs party, right? Itâs the big twenty-one, and you canât go wearing something you already have,â she said, sounding like it was the most ridiculous thing in the world.
You swallowed at the mention of his birthday, unable to forget about its approach even if you wanted to.
âRafe bought a dress for me months ago.â
Your motherâs smile made your stomach turn.
âOf course, he did,â she commented, gently squeezing your arm. âHeâs always so sweet to you.â
You werenât able to keep looking at her as a fondness settled on her features as she thought about your relationship.
âIâd ask to see it, but I want to be surprised, and plus he never disappoints,â she chuckled. âHe always knows just what to pick, and you look so radiant every time.â
Her parting words made you sigh, and for the umpteenth time, you imagined how theyâd react if they ever knew the true nature of your relationship with Rafe. They doted on him because he seemingly doted on you. Like any decent parents, they were skeptical of him until he proved himself, and now years laterâafter heâd long started putting his hands on youâthey still thought you two were the best thing to ever happen to each other.
If they knew the truth, you had no doubt it would break their hearts for more reasons than one.
âI donât know why Iâm surprised to see youâŠâ
Sarahâs voice pulled you from your thoughts, and you were forced to pull your gaze away from the picture they had on the wall. You didnât doubt that it was some piece Rose had brought into the house.
âItâs Rafeâs birthday, so, of course youâre going to be here, but I feel like I havenât seen you in weeksâŠâ
She hadnât seen you in weeks, and just like with JJ, it hadnât been intentional, but you still felt bad. In an effort to distance yourself from the younger blond, youâd pulled away from anything that had to do with him. You didnât know if you just didnât want to chance seeing him or hearing about him, but that had included making yourself scarce around Sarah too. Considering that you were dating her brother, it was almost an impressive feat.
âAre you okay? Because as Iâm saying this I realize it has been weeks since Iâve seen you, and when Pope asked about you the other day, I realized I couldnât tell him how you were because I donât know myself.â
You didnât know how to respond, unable to tell Sarah that you felt like you were constantly outside of your own body, experiencing everything indirectly since youâd unofficially broken things off with one of her best friends. You missed himâmore than you thought you wouldâand you were back to the reality of what your life was likeâand would forever be likeâwithout JJ in it.
So, you simply said:
âIâm fine.â
Sarah didnât look like she believed you, and you watched as she pulled her lip between her teeth.
âNone of us did anything, right?â you were already shaking your head. â...because everything seemed fine and then-.â
âNo, of course not,â you said with a light chuckle, trying to reassure her. âItâs just stuff at home that Iâve been handling. Nothing serious, but itâs kept me really busy lately.â
The younger girl slowly nodded at that, still looking unsure.
âIf you say so,â she commented. âWeâre still down whenever you can pull yourself away.â
It was a very basic gesture, but it both warmed your heart and made your stomach sink. You knew that youâd either have to man up and face the possibility of running into JJ despite the fact that you were now over, or tell Sarah you didnât want to be friends anymore, and the latter you couldnât ever bring yourself to do. You enjoyed being around her and her friends, and one could argue that you should be taking advantage of your new free time now that you were no longer seeing JJ.
âŠbut the thought of facing him so soon after essentially ghosting him made your chest hurt. You were self aware enough to admit that you didn't think you were strong enough to face him and walk away again. With JJ out of the picture, you were quickly reminded of just how awful your life was before he decided to kiss you that night, and it was so easy to just let yourself go back to what made you happy.
You were afraid that your resolve would crumble with just one look.
How easy it would be to tell yourself that you deserved this and that your relationship with Rafe was hardly a relationship, at all. It wasnât a hard argument to make either. Rafe had beat you and threatened to kill you and even put you into the hospital. Anyone in their right mind wouldnât blame you for what youâd done, but it wasnât just a matter of right and wrong and who considers what's classified as either of those things.
Rafe would kill you.
That was something you knew for a fact. Heâd threatened to do so on several occasions, but you knew that if Rafe ever found out about you and JJâeven in a sense of past tenseâthere would be nothing to talk about. He would kill you and more than likely JJ too. Sneaking around with JJ just for the hell of itâwith no actual foolproof plan to safely get away from Rafe for goodâwas a death wish.
It was beyond foolish, unfair to JJ, and dangerous for you both.
It was why you greeted Rafe with a gentle smile when he finally found you some time later, reaching for you and threading his fingers through yours. Keeping him happy would keep you safe. You knew that, and somewhere along the way, youâd gotten comfortable and allowed JJ to make you forget that. Your only viable options were RafeâŠor death, and anything in between was just a longer and complicated way to achieve the latter.
âI figured Iâd find you gossiping with Sarah,â he drawled, tone light-hearted.
You attributed his good mood to this dayâand partyâbeing entirely focused on him. You smoothed down the eggshell dress he bought for you, relieved that it was still blemish free. You grimaced as you recalled the last dress youâd spilled some wine on while attending yet another party his parents had thrown.
Rafe took note of the action, and he paused to admire you.
You watched as his blue eyes roamed over your frame, drinking in everything from your perfectly styled hair to the baby pink polish on your toes. The house held that moderate hum that came with a full guest list, but Rafe was entirely focused on you. It felt like one of those rare moments when he was genuinely happy with you, and the look on his face was reminiscent of when you both were eighteen and in love and he was sweeping you off of your feet.
Rafe moved closer and fingered an errant piece of hair before putting it back in place.ââ That seemed to satisfy him, and you watched as the corner of his lips curved upwards just the slightest. His fingers fell to your chin where he gently grazed your skin, and Rafe straightened, looking you over again.
âYou look perfect.â
The way in which he said it broke the spell, and suddenly the look in his eyes was so clear. You felt shiny all of a suddenâmetallic and heavy and like you belonged on a shelf. Your heart sank, and you didnât know why because you knew that. Youâd long accepted that to Rafe, you were some prize, molded perfectly into his ideal girlfriend who would never dare leave him or speak out against him, and whoâd be his support no matter what.
For a split second, youâd really forgotten that, and you gave him a small smile.
âIâm wearing a perfect dress.â
Rafe only smiled at that before pressing a kiss to the corner of your lips, pulling you along.
Everyone was moving outside to cut the cake and lavish Rafe with even more attention. You held his hand tight as they did, playing your role and thinking about the many years to come in which youâd have to do this. Youâd long resigned yourself to it, but for some reason it was getting to you today more than usual. Perhaps it was because you could see it.
All over their faces.
They all looked at you and Rafe with such fondness and hope and happiness. They saw Ward Cameronâs only son with your fatherâs only daughter and pictured the future generations of Figure 8 and who would start it. They looked at you two and saw two sons and two daughters and a white picket fence and maybe even a dog. It caused a shiver to travel down your spine, and just when you considered excusing yourself, your boyfriend spoke.
Everyone quieted down as he gently tapped a glass, and you were forced to remain exactly where you were.
Rafe stared into the glass for a moment before leisurely setting it aside. You knew that this was his typical speech in which he thanked everyone for coming and showed endless gratitude to Ward and even briefly mentioned you, but there was a look that passed over his face that you couldnât name. He looked happyâas expectedâbut there was a hint of haughtiness in that smile.
âIâm thankful that all of you came to support my family and I to not only celebrate my birthday, but to usher in this new era as I officially join my fatherâs business as wellâŠâ
Hums of appreciation and congratulations reached your ears, and you threw Rafe a smile when he glanced at you.
âI pretty much have everything I want, soâŠâ he waved his hand around. â...gifts and all that typically donât mean anything to me at this age.â
You kept your eyes on him, wondering what direction this speech was going in.
âHoweverâŠâ Rafeâs smile grew. âThere is one gift Iâm hoping my wonderful girlfriend will give to meâŠâ
The gasps and commotion around you sounded more horrifying to your ears than exciting as Rafe turned to you and lowered himself to the ground. He was on one knee and reaching into his pocket, and despite the fact that you knew what that meant, you were in complete denialâfrozen where you stoodâup until he said the words.
â...by telling me âyesâ when I ask her to marry me.â
You heard your mother cry out behind you, and if there was any thought that she knew about this, it was quickly gone. Out of the corner of your eye, you could see Rose covering her mouth in excitement, and you wanted to look around to see if anyone felt as horrified as you felt, but you knew the answer.
If you dared to look around, everyone would be smiling and looking on in awe and anticipation as they watched Rafe Cameron propose to you. You were sure that if you were met with the sight, it would terrify you, making you feel like you were knee deep in an episode of The Twilight Zone. You glanced up anyway, and only confirmed your suspicions, and you had the sudden urge to cry.
Why was everyone so happy? Why wasnât anyone else petrified?
It took you an embarrassingly long time to realize it was because no one else knew. No one else knew that Rafe choked you when he felt you were getting too smart with him. No one else knew that the man on one knee before you was also the very same to break your nose and put you in the hospital. No one knew that the man proposing to you had once put the barrel of a gun in your mouth and threatened to kill you.
None of them knew that, and the one person who did didnât look nearly as horrified as you felt.
You felt like youâd been in your head forever, but in reality, it was probably only a few seconds. Rafe was still knelt before you with that haughty smile and satisfied gleam in his eye, and you knew it was because he knew heâd won. You wouldnât dare tell him no in front of your families and their friends and put a crack in the perfect picture you two had created.
The ring was a marquise solitaire with a yellow gold band, and if you were guessing correctly, you knew it was at least 3 carats. Tears spilled over as you looked at it, recalling a time where youâd told Rafe that was your dream engagement ring, but that was back then when Rafe was your dream man, and you were in your dream relationship. Both him and the relationship were a nightmare, now, and being presented with that ring of all rings made you sob.
When those blue eyes of his dimmed just a tad, in an effort to protect yourself, your mouth spoke before your brain could catch up, desperately telling him what you knew he wanted to hear.
âYes.â
The word came out of your mouth and was said in your voice, but you didnât approve of it, and you broke down again as cheers erupted from around you. Your vision was blurry as Rafe slid the ring onto your fingerâa perfect fitâand he was quick to stand and pull you against him. Someone was loudly crying, and it sounded a lot like your mother, but the both of you were crying for entirely different reasons.
Rafe wrapped his arms around you, burying his face into your hair as he rocked you both from side to side. You could feel yourselves being closed in on, everyone wanting to come and personally congratulate you, and you shrunk in on yourself, wanting to be as far away from here as possible.
Rafeâs lips grazed your ear.
âYou just made me the happiest man on earth.â
You turned away from your bruised reflection, thinking that the evolution of your relationship seemed to bring out a side of Rafe that even scared him a little. You thought that he couldnât keep his hands off of you before, but it was nothing in comparison to now that he could call you his fiancee. It rolled off of his tongue whenever he was inside of you, and it made it impossible to disassociate and try not to live in the moment of what your life had become.
You didnât know if he was excited because he was so close to tying you to him forever, or if the ring on your finger increased the sense of ownership that he felt he had over you, but too many times had Rafe left you a little more battered and bruised every time he got you into bed as of late. Thinking about the harsh feel of his teeth on your back only days ago brought tears to your eyes, and you reminded yourself that you knew the trajectory of this journey the day you lied to the police.
After the successful proposal, the party had gone on for another two hours, every individual guest wanting their own solo moment to congratulate the happy couple. Rose and your mother endlessly fawned over the ring, and when you finally got a moment alone with your father, you discovered that heâd known for weeks.
After all, it was weeks ago that Rafe had formally asked for his permission.
âI donât think any man will ever be good enough for you,â heâd said. â...but he treats you right and respected me enough to come to me.â
The tears in your normally stoic fatherâs eyes only served to remind you that everyone else was living in an entirely different reality with an alternate version of your relationship. You were feeling more trapped and cornered than ever, and everyone else around you wasâŠelated.
All except one.
âOh my God,â Sarah had said the moment she'd been able to get a moment with you.
She took your hand and just stared at the ring, and you hadnât needed to be a genius to know that she wasnât as over the moon as everyone else. It was all over her face, but despite that, she attempted to be happy for you, and you appreciated the gesture.
âYouâre getting married,â she breathed. âTo my brother.â
Youâd pulled your hand away, swallowing, and beyond all of the overwhelming emotions you were feeling, you still remembered someone whose face you hadnât seen in weeks.
âCan youâŠcan you not tell anyone else, please?â
Sheâd looked at you like you were crazy, an incredulous scoff escaping her.
âAll of Figure 8 will know by tomorrow morning, you canât be serious,â she shook her head at you with wide and confused eyes.
âYes, but we both knew there isnât really anyone from this side of the island you could possibly tellâŠâ
Sarah seemed to understand that you didnât want her friends knowing, and although you could see she wanted to know why, she eventually nodded.
â...okay. Sure,â she whispered, tilting her head at you. âAre you happy?â
You had opened and closed your mouth, prepared to lie when she continued.
âYou justâŠdonât seem all that happy.â
âOf course, I am,â youâd said with a deep breath. âRafe and I are getting married. Why wouldnât I be?â
It was a loaded question, one you hoped you would never have to answer honestly.
With the heaviness of the ring on your finger and Rafeâs suffocating presence and your motherâs choking enthusiasm about the eventual wedding, you took full advantage the next time Rafe and Ward went out of town, telling Sarah youâd love to come over and hang out with her and Cleo and Kie. You desperately needed a break from the constant reminder that the rest of your life was about to begin.
You had left the ring in your bedroom because you just wanted one night without thinking about it, but you appreciated your decision all the more when the boys had unexpectedly shown up. Nevermind the fact that you werenât quite ready to face JJ, but you really weren't ready to face him with a huge rock on your finger, and the words on your tongue explaining to him what it meant.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry,â Cleo had half heartedly apologized when she answered the door, pressing a kiss to Popeâs cheek. â...but the house is empty, yeah?â
It was true.
Wheezie was staying with a friend and Rose was on an overnight girlsâ trip. You couldnât even find it in you to be nervous about being around the guys with Rafe none the wiser. You were at his house, and it would take nothing to just drive home, but most importantly, oddly enough, you were more concerned with being face to face with JJ again, at the moment.
Like a coward, you were unable to look him in the eye when you heard his voice for the first time in a month, and you were thankful that too much was going on for your uncharacteristic silence to be noticeable. You felt his gaze on you though, goosebumps erupting over your skin and feeling much hotter, but your eyes remained on your lap.
You only looked up just in time to see him brush past Kie to find a seat, and your brows furrowed as you looked between them. You had never known JJ to be cold, it just wasnât like him, but there was no doubt about it that he was giving Kie the cold shoulder. The dark-haired girl saw your frown, and she merely shook her head.
âI feel like we havenât seen you in years,â Pope said to you, reaching out for a high-five.
âSure feels that way, donât it.â
JJâs comment made you grimace, and when you dared to look over at him, his gaze was already on you.
Coming face to face with him after what felt like forever made your heart skip a beat, and you struggled to look away.
âSorry,â you eventually apologized to Pope, ignoring JJâs comment. âRafe and family stuff just took up so much time.â
He waved off your apology, assuring you that he was joking, but you knew that JJ wasnât, and when the blond got up to get a drink, you impulsively followed. The rest of themâsans Kieâwere none the wiser, and you briefly glanced over your shoulder before going into the kitchen. JJ was standing in the fridge, and it was only hitting you in that moment that you hadnât seen nor talked to him in weeks.
You already knew that you missed him, but it was hitting you much harder as you stood so close to him while being unable to touch him. He looked like he was doing okay, and his hair was just as blond, and when he straightened, you were reminded of what it felt like to have those arms wrapped around you. You missed the feeling, and you missed running your hands through his hair and falling asleep to the sound of his heartbeat whenever you had the chance.
In this moment, it was very hard to remember why you had left him. However, you reminded yourself that you hadnât followed him to talk about you two. There was no âyou twoâ anymore.
There was just you, and there was just JJ.
âWhy are you treating Kie like that?â
JJ didnât respond at first, merely turning to you and staring you down for a few moments before a mocking smirk graced his pink lips.
âThatâs all you have to say to meâŠ?â
You didnât respond to that, and when it became clear that you simply wouldnât, JJ scoffed. He shook his head, opening a beer that was meant for Ward, no doubt, before leaning his back against the counter.
âYou know why,â was what he said with a straight face.
Now, it was your turn to scoff.
âItâs not her fault,â you defended, continuing when he started to shake his head. âShe didnât say anything that wasnât true, anything that we didnât already know. We were just choosing to ignore it.â
âYou told me you werenât going to let what she said get to you. You nodded, you assured me of that, and then I donât hear from you for a month.â
Heâd dropped the cavalier facade, and you could see the anger and hurt passing over his features.Â
âYou donât answer my calls, you donât answer my texts, and if it wasnât for Sarah, I wouldnât have even known you were alive.â
âJJ-.â
âWe were happy-.â
âWe were delusional,â you quietly hissed. âKie was right. Donât hate her for something that was inevitable.â
That word seemed to bother JJ, and you watched as his features hardened. Your former lover stared at you for what felt like a long time before glancing away. You watched him press his tongue to the inside of his cheek, and you didnât like the look he fixed you with.
âDid you forget the deal we madeâŠ?â
When you frowned at him, he continued.
âThat I would keep quiet about Rafe so long as you let me be there for you?â
You shifted your feet, feeling uncomfortable at the mention of that. You didnât say anything, not wanting to acknowledge that, but JJ merely nodded with a hum. He took another swig of beer, and you really hated the look he fixed you with then.
âIf youâre not going to hold up your end of the deal then why should I hold up mine?â
Your heart sank to your gut at that, and you blinked at JJ in disbelief, unable to believe that even he believed he was capable of what he was insinuating. Not only that, but it was such a cruel thing to even bluff about, and you let out a dry chuckle.
âJJâŠthatâs⊠No,â you mumbled, shaking your head. âWhat is wrong with you?â
He didnât answer your question, choosing to gesture to the living room.
âWhatâs to stop me from pulling Sarah aside and telling her exactly why you hardly have a life outside of your relationship with her brother?â
Your lips parted, and you just stared at himâŠunable to believe what you were hearing.
âYou wonât let me be there for you,â he spat out with a shrug. â...and someone has to be.â
You finally found your voice, and you blinked back tears.
âThatâs not your decision to make,â you quietly bit out.
â...and I disagree,â he argued, crossing his arms over his chest and tilting his head. âWeâre not talking about the typical asshole boyfriend here. Your life is in danger every time youâre around him.â
You furiously blinked, looking towards the ceiling.
âAs long as heâs happyâŠIâm safe,â you breathed, lips trembling as you looked at JJ again. âI just have to-.â
â...and when Ward pisses him off again? When youâre not as cold as you should be to some strange man? When he decides Topper was a bit too nice to you? Then what?â
JJ moved closer with every question, a sneer on his lips as he stared you down.
âThereâs no way to keep a guy like that happy.â
You flinched, leaning away from JJ as he leaned in. He looked between your tearful eyes, and while yes he was angry and hurt over how you decided to end things, you could see clear as day that JJ was also scared. He was scared for you and whatever future was available to you now that youâd decided to completely submit to Rafe and what he wanted for you both.
His face softened the longer he stared at you, and just as he lifted his hand, footsteps reached your ears.
You were in front of the open fridge just as John B. came in, handing him a drink when he asked for one. You stared at the food in front of you while you attempted to fix your face and get your emotions in check. Your heart was racing in your chest, and you wondered if you were just about to fall back into old habits had it not been for the brunette. You slipped out of the kitchen while John B. brought up something from the other day with JJ, and your smile was half hearted as Cleo pulled you to sit beside her.
You tried to engage with them, but it was hard. You couldnât get JJâs words out of your mind and how right they were despite your denial of them. Keeping Rafe happy and discouraging him from hurting you would only work for so long at a time. Eventually a day would come where Ward pissed him off and heâd take it out on your body in some form or another. It was inevitable that Topper or Kelce or some other guy would slip and dare to treat you like a human being, something that Rafe would no doubt interpret as a line being crossed.
It made your heart sink to think about.
So caught up in your thoughts, you paid no mind to JJ and John B. returning from the kitchen until you felt liquid spilling all over you and the part of the couch you were sitting on. It smelled too strong to be anything other than beer, and you heard everyone scold JJ just as you jumped to your feet.
âWhy were you trying to carry so many?â Sarah loudly tore into him, alternating between looking over you and looking over the stained couch. âNow Y/N has to change, and you have to fix this couch.â
They briefly went back and forth while you tried to keep your shirt from sticking to you, assuring Sarah it was fine before making your way upstairs to do just as she said you would. You hurried into Rafeâs room, peeling off your shirt and your shorts the moment you were through the threshold. Your skin was already feeling sticky, and if heâd gotten beer on more than just your back and shoulders and arm, then you wouldâve admitted defeat and hopped in the shower.
You were half dressed and wiping off the last of it when you heard Sarahâs voice in the hall.
âYou have clothes here, right?â
âYeah,â you called, grabbing one of the many shirts you kept in Rafeâs drawers.
âOkay, because JJ felt bad and wanted to be sure you had something to change into, and then that made me unsure-.â
You were facing her and fully dressed the moment she cut herself off, swallowing the rest of her words. She was just inside of Rafeâs room, hand still on the door handle as she stared at you. Something passed over her face that youâd never seen before, and her brows knitted together as she gave you a strange look.
âWhat was that?â
Now, it was your turn to frown.
âWhat was what?â
Her mouth opened and closedâlike she was doubting herselfâbefore she tucked some hair behind her ear.
âOn your back.â
You felt your skin grow cold at her words, heart sinking as you quickly realized what she was referring to. Now, your mouth opened and closed as you struggled to respond. Your genuine confusion had quickly morphed into something that you normally only felt around Rafeâfear.Â
Giving her a soft hum, you pulled on your shirt and twisted around.
âNothing. The shirtâs clean,â you told her.
Sarah gave a soft chuckle, but sounded offâuncomfortable.
âNo, under your shirtâŠâ
You stepped away when she reached for you, and the blonde took notice, that frown returning. It deepened the longer she stared at you, and you attempted to lighten the mood.
âIt was probably just the lighting, my backâs fine,â you assured her.
She rolled her eyes at you.
âThat didnât look like a shadow. I know what a shadow looks like-.â
âSarah, come on, my back is fine,â you waved her off, moving out of her reach. âLetâs just go back downstairs.â
Your attempt to get past her was successful, but your efforts to leave the room were halted when Sarah pulled up on the end of your shirt.
The gasp that she let out was loudâhorrifiedâand when you hurried to turn your back away from her, she had both of her hands over her mouth. Her wide eyes were frozen exactly where your back just was, and it took her a few moments to lift her gaze. All the while, your heart was threatening to jump out of your chest. You stared at her and she stared at you, both of you silentâher with horror and you with fear.
âWhat the hell is that?â she whispered when she finally uncovered her mouth.
âSarah, itâs nothing-.â
âThat doesnât look like nothing,â she breathed. âThere are bruisesâthat was a bite mark!â
You worriedly looked over your shoulder, scared her voice would carry.
âWhere did that come from? Did Rafe do that?â
âItâs not what you think-!â
âThen what is it? Tell me what it is since itâs not what I think,â she spat.
You struggled to come up with an answer, resigned to admit that the truthâwhile badâwas the best thing you had up your sleeve.
âThings get a little rough sometimes in bed-.â
Sarah cut you off with a scoff, shaking her head at you.
âI donât believe that,â she cried. âEven if I did, that looks disgusting and painful!â
She hurried to get past you, and you struggled to stop her.
âWhat are you doing?â you asked her, voice panicked.
âWhat do you think Iâm doing? Iâm calling our father-.â
âSarah, stop!â
She twisted out of your grip, and you chased her down the hall. Your mingled voices were loud as you argued, bouncing off of the walls as you chased her down the stairs. You didnât pay any mind to her friends and what they were witnessing, only concerned with stopping Sarah from picking up her phone. You could feel their eyes on you as you grabbed her again, Sarah fighting to get you off of her.
âWoah, woah, hey!â John B. yelled, jumping in to separate you two.
âSarah, leave it-!â
âAre you crazy? You expect me to just-.â
She was cut off as John B. successfully pulled her away from you, a hand on your own arm pulling you away. The problem arose again when John B. let her go, and you pushed your hand against the person behind you to get to her phone before she did. You both fought over it, you on top of her on the couch as you tried to yank it out of her hands.Â
You could feel several pairs of hands between you, attempting to separate you again and keep it that way. JJâs voice was in your ear as he pulled you off of her, your legs kicking out as you pointed at her phone.
âJJ, stop her,â you tearfully spat. âSheâs trying to call Ward.â
When he made you face him, his own was twisted into confusion, and he kept his arms wrapped around you.
âWhat are you talking about? Why is she trying to call Ward?â
âOkay, both of you calm down,â Cleo spoke up, and when you looked over you saw that she was holding Sarahâs phone up and out of reach. âWhatâs going on?â
âSheâs hurt! Itâs all over her back,â Sarah choked out, chest heaving and face distressed.Â
At those words, JJ tensed against you, and you gave him a pleading look when his eyes finally met yours again.
âShe tried to give me some bullshit story, but I donât believe it,â the words tumbled out of Sarahâs mouth, and JJ let you go. âJJ, she-.â
âI know,â he said as he neared her, Sarah speaking to him the moment she noticed his approach.
âNo, you donât know. There are bruises all over her backâŠâ you felt several pairs of eyes on you at that. â...andâŠandâŠâ
âSarah, I know-.â
âNo, you donât understand-!â
âSarah, I know,â JJ finally screamed, taking her shoulders and gently shaking her.
The entire house was quiet as his words lingered in the air, and you swore that you could hear a needle drop. Your entire body was trembling for so many reasons, and you wrapped your arms around yourself as Sarahâs eyes widened, her gaze never breaking from JJâs. So many emotions passed over her featuresâconfusion, understanding, shock, betrayalâbefore finally settling on two.
Sarah was horrifiedâŠand angry.
âYou know?â she whispered. âWhatâŠ? What does that even mean?â
She looked between you two, and you werenât able to hold her gaze, your eyes landing on the floor. You were the center of attention at the moment, and you certainly felt it.
âH-how long have youâŠ?â
JJ didnât answer her unfinished question right away, sighing.
âI found out months agoâŠâ
He trailed off at the audible reaction he got, and when you looked up, Sarahâs lips were parted. John B. was behind her, and he was looking between you and JJ with an expression that rivaled his girlfriendâs.
âMonths?â
Sarah turned her gaze to you again.
âMonths?â she choked out. âMonthsâŠâ
She repeated it like she couldnât believe it, and JJ took advantage of her shock to get his point across.
âSarah, you cannot call Ward,â JJ slowly told her.
âWhy the hell not?â John B. wondered, and you were sure youâd never heard him sound so angry.
â...because heâs with Rafe.â
Kie whispered it, coming to the same conclusion and realization that you and JJ were trying to lead Sarah to. The blonde girl in question looked at Kie in shock as if she herself just realized that, and she furiously blinked, shaking her head.
âKieâs right, okay? Heâs with Rafe, and you cannot call him about this. Not now, not everâŠâ
Only you and JJ knew that Ward was well aware of his sonâs nature, and neither of you seemed eager to break that news to Sarah who was so sure her father would be the person to call because heâd do what was right.
âI donât believe this,â she shakily whispered, twisting a hand into the hair at the top of her head. âHeâs hurting you, and Iâm just expected to-.â
âYes,â JJ snapped at her. âYou donât understand-.â
âYouâre right, I donât understand!â they were in each otherâs faces. âI donât understand how Rafe has been hurting her for months apparently and Iâve been in the complete dark about it. I donât understand how you knew and didnât say anything!â
JJ sharply inhaled.
âI donât understand how youâre standing here and telling me not to pick up the phone, and sheâs agreeing. I donât understand any of this,â Sarah tearfully said, shoving JJ.Â
You stumbled back before turning away and searching for your purse. The sight of them arguingâbecause of youâand the feeling of everyone staring at you and knowing the truth was making you lightheaded and nauseous all at once, and you desperately wanted to be anywhere but here.
Kie called your name first, and then Pope, but you were already at the door when JJ finally chased after you. You could hear Sarah and Kie going back and forth as you stepped outside, and your vision was blurry when JJ finally caught up with you.
âTheyâre going to talk to her, okay?â
You sniffed, hurrying towards your car.
âSheâs confused and scared and mad, right now, so she doesnât get it, but she will,â JJ assured you. âWeâre gonna talk to her.â
JJâs hand was on your arm as you reached your car, and you stared at your reflections in the window for a few moments before a sob escaped you. JJ pulled you into his arms, gently shushing you as you cried into his shoulder. He didnât offer any words of encouragement because this was an unprecedented situation, and neither of you knew what was going to happen from here. Nobody else was ever supposed to know.
âŠbut especially Sarah.
JJ held you for the longest time, and resolute in your decision to end things with him, you allowed yourself to bask in the feeling. You deeply inhaled and relaxed at the familiar scent that was JJ Maybank. You allowed yourself to find comfort in the warmth of his arms, and you could feel JJ doing the same.
When he started to pull away, he kept his arms around you, and when you glanced up, your eyes met his. He looked sad for you and scared for you but above all, he looked like he missed you, and when JJ started to lean in, you swallowed.
âRafe asked me to marry himâŠâ
The blond froze.
â...and I said yes.â
Your lips brushed his as you spoke, and he remained there for a moment or two before finally leaning back to look you in the eyes. If you thought JJ looked horrified before, it was nothing in comparison to how he looked after hearing that you and Rafe were getting married.
â...and if I asked you not to?â
You gave a humorless chuckle.
âIâd say that a girl can dream.â
JJ softly said your name, and you shrugged.
âI wanted you to hear it from me,â you whispered. âHe asked me in front of our families and all of their friends, so itâs not like I could say no.â
You watched as JJâs expression hardened.
âThis was never fair to you,â you said to him.âPlease, stop hating Kie for pointing that out.â
âI can make my own damn decisions,â JJ threw out, and you swallowed down a sigh. â...and right now, Iâm telling you that Iâm not letting you marry him.â
It was a good thing that you didnât know how to respond to that, because JJ continued.
âIâm not letting that happen,â he sneered. âThe thought of you marrying that asshole makes me sick.â
You moved away from him, pushing his hands away when he reached for you.
âJJ, itâs over. Iâm actually saying out loud this time,â you sadly told him. âStop calling me, stop texting me, and⊠I wonât stop you from staying in the pool house, but I told you that my father-.â
âIâm not abandoning you. You canât make me,â he cut you off, and you swallowed as he looked between your eyes. âThis isnât what you want, and Iâm not gonna let you do this.â
âJJ, itâs done,â you firmly said to him. âRafe and I are engaged. He asked my fatherâs permission, my mother is beside herself planning the whole weddingâŠand you and I are over.â
You looked between his eyes.
âThatâs how things are supposed to be.â
The silence that stretched between you was thick and tense, and you swallowed at the way JJ ran his gaze over you. When he reached behind you to open your door, you sharply inhaled, moving closer to him to allow him to widen it. The blond leaned in then and pressed his lips to your forehead, lingering there for a few seconds. You closed your eyes, and he breathed you in.
âIâll talk to Sarah.â
He assured you of that when you slid into the driverâs seat, but he didnât acknowledge anything you said, and that made you nervous. He shut your door for you, and as you started your car, you were having a hard time believing your own words when you told him that you were over.
Rafe Cameron x Reader
Summary: Who knew that asking your boyfriend's best friend for help with your sex life would make your boyfriend very angry...
warnings: DUB-CON, slightly toxic relationship, Rafe is mean but what else is new, dumb!reader, bimbo!reader, kook!reader
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Rafeâs groans were loud above youâas they always wereâand while his satisfaction made you feel good about yourself and your efforts, the tight grip he had on your hair reminded you of your shame. Truthfully, you didnât think you had done anything shamefulâyou were only trying to do something nice for your boyfriendâbut as Rafe had stared you down with that deep frown on his face and the slight curl of his upper lipâŠ
You realized very quickly that you had done something very wrong.
Rafe slightly lifted his hips off of his bed, forcing the length of his cock further past your lips. All of the saliva on his length made the intrusion smooth and easy, but it also made you feel a tad gross, but you recalled what Topper had said.
âBlowjobs areâŠdirty work,â heâd said while rubbing the back of his head. âThe messier it is, the better.â
Heâd shrugged at you, and despite the way those words made you frown, you believed him. Not only was he a guy, but he was Rafeâs best friend, and so he had to know what he liked. That was what drove you to seek out Topper for help to begin with. That and the fact that Sarah had given you a firm no when youâd initially gone to her. Something about feeling weird giving you sex advice all the while knowing it was going to be used on her brother.
âIt never hurts toâŠspit on it,â the younger blond had advised.
Sex was already wet and sweaty and involved swapping bodily fluids, but something about spit just neverâŠsettled with you. With that being said, you took his advice and did just that, pulling your lips off of Rafeâs cock for only a moment to spit on the tip. When Rafe cursed from above you, you knew that you did something right, but it seemed that it clicked for him on how you knew to do that, and he was shoving himself back into your mouth again.
âDid Topper teach you that? Huh?â he sneered from above you, lifting his hips over and over again to drive himself between your swollen lips.
It brought tears to your eyes, not because it hurt, but because it became clear early on that this was just as much a gift for Rafe as it was a punishment for you. The sound of your mouth swallowing him repeatedly was loud in the otherwise quiet room, only accompanied by the blondâs uneven breathing. Your nose almost touched Rafeâs stomach, and you made a noise deep in your throat.
Your boyfriend heard it.
âI should make you gag on it, you know that?â he breathed. âI should break that pretty little jaw.â
His hand guided your head over him, rhythmically bobbing your head over his lap, and when you stole a peek, your tearful gaze met Rafeâs even one. As your eyes met, you feltâŠtorn. Rafe looked so pretty with his cock in your mouth. Those blue eyes the most expressive youâve ever seen them, his pink lips parted, and his dirty blonde hair with a mind of its own. You really, really liked him seeing like this, butâŠ
Those blue eyes werenât just dripping with desire for his sweet girlfriend. Rafe was also angryâpissedâand although you struggled to grasp why at first, you were slowly beginning to understand. Rafe had a habit of losing his cool if some guy even so much as looked at you the wrong way, but even still, Topper was his best friend and you were his girlfriend. You were two people he trusted the most, and that was why youâd had no hesitation in being honest with him.
â...and what were you doing at Topperâs?â was what heâd asked you less than thirty minutes ago.
When heâd asked you about your day, it had sort of slipped out without you even realizing it, and your lips had parted at the realization youâd ruined the surprise. A frown had formed between your brows, and youâd struggled to come up with a lie, pulling your lip between your teeth.
âHe was helping me with something.â
It wasnât a lie, but it was too vague of an answer for Rafeâs liking, and your boyfriend had stepped closer, his face pinched as he looked between your eyes.
âWhat was Topper helping you with that I couldnât help you with?â
Your lips had opened and closed, struggling with what to say to him.
âItâs a surprise,â youâd said to him in a small voice.
Youâd given him a small smile, but Rafe hadnât returned it, and that was the first inkling you felt that something was wrong. Rafeâs house was emptyâhis entire family outâand heâd moved closer to you, tilting his head.
â...and have you ever known me to like surprises?â
Youâd thought about it for a few moments before eventually shaking your head, shoulders sagging a bit.
âNoâŠbut you will like this one,â youâd answered, perking up with a smile and gently tugging on his shirt.
Again, Rafe hadnât returned it, and youâd started to think that he wouldnât like your surprise, after all, but he was a guy, and Sarah said that all guys loved getting their dicks sucked. Besides, it was among the many things youâd come across on Rafeâs laptop one day, links and videos full of peopleâwomenâdoing things that youâd never done with him, things heâd never even brought up with you.
While it wasnât like you thought heâd leave you over whatever you didnât do for him, it still left a bad taste in your mouth. Sure, Rafe told you all the time that he loved what he loved about you and that heâd kill for youâsomething that made you a tad uncomfortable actuallyâbut there was something about knowing Rafe desired much more than you were actively giving to him.
Did he not think youâd want to? Or that maybe you werenât capable?
âWell, where is this surprise that you had to go to my best friend for?â he wondered, crossing his arms over his chest.
âHere?â youâd wondered, to which he nodded. âNow?â
Again, Rafe nodded, face stony, and you gave him a soft okay.
It was clear that he hadnât been expecting you to kiss him, gently pressing your lips to his before parting them. As you coaxed his tongue out of his mouth, you reached for his folded arms, slowly pulling them apart before letting your hands drift to the waistband of his pants. At that, Rafe stopped you, and you pulled back slightly with a frown.
You were in the kitchen, but it wouldnât be the first time you and Rafe did stuff in some place other than a bedroom, so you didnât think that was why he stopped you. You found out that you were right.
When your eyes met Rafeâs, he was frowning at you with a different kind of frown now, and he slowly looked between your eyes as he studied your face. Excitement buzzed through your body as he just looked at you, but when his hands tightened on your wrists, your brow twitched, and you blinked.
âI donât care about the surprise anymoreâfuck the surprise, actually. What exactly did you and Topper do this afternoon?â
His tone and his voice had you shrinking in on yourself, and this was the moment that you realized Rafe was mad. Your lips parted as he stared down his nose at you, and when his hold grew tighter, you winced.
âI⊠I wanted to learn how to give you a good blowjob.â
It was the first time you were sure youâd ever seen Rafe justâŠfreeze. The kitchen grew completely silent, and the air between you felt oddly off. Your boyfriend just stared at you for what felt like a long time, and for a moment, you started to wonder if heâd even heard you. Like you, he started to open and close his mouth a few times before eventually deciding on just snapping it shut. You watched Rafeâs jaw clench, and when he swiped his tongue between his lips, his chest was brushing yours.
âTopperâŠtaught youâŠhow to give a good blowjob.â
He said the words slowly, and you nodded in confirmation of the statement.
âI know thatâs what you like, and-.â
âSo, you gave Topper a blowjob?â
âNo!â
The word came out so loud that it startled you, but Rafeâs question had startled you even more. Your eyes were wide as you looked at him, and as his own words hung in the air, you realized the cause for his sour mood. The thought actually made you chuckle, because Topper had been terrified of the same thing when you first went to him.
âWe didnât do anything that you and I would do,â you sweetly told him. âHe just told me and showed me what to do.â
It was practically the same words youâd said to Topper when he also misunderstood you, but oddly enough, it hadnât seemed to calm him down. Heâd still been jittery and nervous, forcing you to basically beg him for his help. Even weirder, the clarification didnât seem to calm Rafe down either, and you watched him press his tongue to the inside of his cheek.
His gaze briefly landed on the ceiling as he nodded.
âHe justâŠtold you and showed you what to do,â Rafe repeated, and youâd been dating him long enough to notice certain patterns with his tone.
You felt yourself shrinking a bitâdeflatingâand tears had kissed your eyes.
âI feel like youâre mad.â
Rafe had let out a laugh, but you struggled to find the humor in the situation. When your boyfriend looked at you again, he was stepping towards you, forcing you back. He was shaking his head at youâin that way that didnât make you feel goodâand you were suddenly reminded of the times when he wasnât so nice to you and even made you cry.
âI knowâŠI know that it takes you a little bit longer than everyone else to catch up sometimes,â he whispered, letting your hand go to gently take your chin between his fingers. âI know that.â
You struggled to piece together what he meant by that, and when you finally did, he was already insulting you again.
â...but you went to another man to help you learn how to go down, and youâre wondering if Iâm mad?â
Rafe just stared at you, brows raised, and you slowly realized that he was expecting you to say something. With the knowledge that he initially thought you cheated on him, you were starting to see how Rafe might not see this from your eyes. Both Sarah and Rafe had repeatedly told you that everyone didnât think like you did, but you hadnât cheated on Rafe, so you were really struggling to understand his anger, right now.
Youâd done it for him.
âI just wanted to make you happy,â youâd whispered.
At those words, you watched as Rafeâs eyes glazed over, and he stared you down with a look you couldnât place. You watched the corner of his lips curve upwards ever so slightly, and when he let you go, the blood rushed through your arm again. Your boyfriend took a step back before raising his arm in a gesture towards the stairs.
âWell, letâs goâŠâ
Youâd straightened at the shift in his demeanor.
âShow me what he taught you, and make me happy.â
That was how you found yourself on your knees with Rafeâs cock in your mouth, and his hand on your head. He was rough, but youâd expected it because Rafe often was. However, you also accepted that there was an added layer to that because he was pissed off. Youâd genuinely gone to Topper for help and to do something for your boyfriend in return for all heâd done for you.
Yes, Rafe could be mean sometimes, but he always told you he was sorry and made up for it by putting a gift in your hand. He wasnât perfect, no, but neither were you. You knew how imperfect you were, how frustrating you could beâsomething your parents had never failed to be honest with you aboutâand so you didnât expect from him what even you yourself didnât live up to.
Besides, Rafe was always looking out for youâat parties, at the mall, and even in your own home when you had another near miss. He was always buying you any dress you wanted, and he was more sweet than he was mean. At least, you thought so. He often ran you baths and detangled your hair and helped you pick out what blush or lipgloss to put on. He enjoyed dressing you up, and you enjoyed letting him.
Your life just seemed to flow so much easier and smoother since you started dating Rafe.
âŠand youâd always known you werenât the brightest person in the room, so whenever Rafe expressed his frustration with that, you tried not to let it get to you. This time was different though. This time youâd gone out of your way to try and do something nice for him, to try and be a better girlfriend to make him happyâŠand he wasnât happy.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â Rafe snapped when you pulled away, letting him fall out of your mouth.
He sat up and looked down at you as you knelt on the floor, arms crossed over your chest. With one look into your eyes, your boyfriend huffed, and you bit your lip in an attempt to keep it from trembling.
âYouâre being mean,â you tearfully told him.
âNo shit,â he bit out, reaching for you, but you reared back.
âI just wanted to do something nice for you!â
âBy going to my best friend and asking him to teach you how to suck my dick, are you crazy?â
âHow else was I supposed to surprise you, Rafe? Was I supposed to take notes from all of those videos on your computer?â
A silence descended over you, and you avoided his gaze. You could feel him staring at you, and you continued to look at the wall behind him.
âIs that what this is about?â he eventually sighed.
âYou like it, otherwise you wouldnât watch it. Any of itâŠâ
A blowjob seemed the easiest barrier to cross, but you had worried yourself a bit on how youâd ever hype yourself up into doing any of that other stuff. Youâd told yourself one step at a time, but who knew that what you thought would be the easiest would cause all of this. You angrily wiped away a stray tear.
âCome hereâŠcome here,â Rafe repeated himself when you didnât budge, reaching for you and pulling you between his knees again.
He took your face into his hands and forced you to look at him. Rafe didnât look as angry, now, eyes softer, and he brushed his thumb along your mouth.
âIf I wanted to do everything I watched then weâd be in trouble.â
He chuckled to himself, but you didnât laugh.
âThen why watch it?â you whispered, and your boyfriend rolled his eyes.
âItâs like putting on a football game.â
âRafe, I saw some woman getting fucked by three men at once. No way youâre comparing that to footballâŠâ
âIâm just sayingâŠâ he started, leaning in and kissing you. âItâs not a big deal and especially not enough to where you need to go running to Topper for help on our sex life.â
His hand found itâs way to your throat.
âYou want to know how to make me happy then you come to me,â he lowly said against your lips. âThatâll make me happier than any surprise, you understand?â
You nodded at that, and his hand moved to your hair again as he leaned back.
âNow spit on it, baby, just like you did before.â
You did, and soon after, Rafe was in your mouth again.
His hips wouldnât stay still as you sucked in your cheeks around him, a sound leaving your boyfriend that you were sure youâd never even heard before. The groans that left him were animalistic, and you were shocked by how much it turned you on. You didnât think that focusing on pleasuring Rafe would be so exciting, but it filled you with something that made you feel proud.
âUse your hand,â you heard him breathe.
You recalled Topper mentioning that, and you brought your hand up to wrap around what your lips couldnât. Rafe lifted his hips again, one hand on your hair and the other on your wrist. When he softly told you to bring up your other hand, you didnât quite understand why until he took it and placed it under his shaft. You played with him there, and Rafeâs satisfied moan reached your ears.
You bobbed your head over him for a while, taking in the taste of him and every sound he made. He sucked air through his teeth when you flattened your tongue against his cock, dragging it along him as you continued to suck him. All the while, you progressively grew wetter and wetter, enough to almost make you feel embarrassed. When Rafe started to sit upâalbeit with difficultyâconfusion filled you. It only grew when he pulled you off of him, completely standing now.
He looked down at you and you looked up at him as he rested his hands on the sides of your head.
âOpen your mouth for me,â he purred. âKeep it open just like that.â
On instinct, you reached out to grip the back of his thighs as he began to thrust himself into your mouth. Something about it turned you on even more, and you didnât know why. Maybe it was the look in his eyes? You could certainly see them better from this angle, and the blue of them looked so much darker to you as Rafe watched his cock disappear into your mouth.
Maybe it was the way you could see his chest heaving, quickly rising and falling as he struggled to breathe from how you were making him feel. His button down was open, and your eyes took in the slight glisten on his chest from the sweat. Your eyes traced his skin in the low light and then eventually his hair and how it hung along his forehead, kissing the skin there.
Or maybeâŠjust maybeâŠyou liked the feeling of Rafe using you.
You were completely still as he fucked your mouth, keeping your lips parted and your tongue flat for him. You liked being on your knees and letting Rafe use you as a means to an end, letting him use you to chase his high that would no doubt end in him spilling himself down your throat. You could tell that Rafe liked it too, your boyfriend not taking his eyes off of you once.
The choked gasps and groans from his mouth got louder and louder, and even if he wasnât holding your head in place, you were sure you wouldâve still remained there to let him come in your mouth, ropes of warmth hitting the back of your throat and tongue as he continued to fuck your mouth through his orgasm.
Rafe stroked your cheeks as he came, his breathing slowly becoming even again, and when he moved your head, you slid your lips along his cock one last time, tongue sliding against his length and swallowing anything left behind.
âGood girl,â you heard him murmur from above you.
When Rafe bent down to kiss you, you lifted yourself a bit to help him, smiling against his lips. His hand twisted into the hair at the nape of your neck, and you moaned into the kiss.
âYou were just trying to be a good girlfriend, huh,â he whispered into your mouth.
You frantically nodded at that, happy that he wasnât mad at you anymore.
âI guess I canât fault you for that,â he hummed. â...but Iâm still going to have to kick Topperâs ass.â
bahahaha this made me die laughingđ my angry baby boyđ love the veins in his neck⊠yell at me next daddyđđ»
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gimmie dom daddy.
gimmie the kooky frat boy.
gimmie the unhinged baby boy.
i want all of him.
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