The Vote Is Closed 💚

Hey... sorry that I stopped posting, some stuff happened and I didn’t have time to finish the ninjago angst week and I’m sorry about that. I’m going to try to do ninjinktober so I’ll probably do two drawings today \o/

So for pride, my mom made a rainbow challah, thought you guys might wanna see it. Here it is before it went in the oven:

After:

And when you cut it open:

Okay, I know people say that like all children lived in the same house and had the same childhood but just???? I did not know that I was a clone? Like do all artists act the same???

My art problems I deal with on a daily basis

-What are portions???

-Hands.aaaaa

-What color should I use?

-Wrong Layer!!!

-I’m hungry

-I gotta pee

-I’ve worked for 10 hours and I haven’t saved

-*buys like 40 boxes of mechanical pencils*

-“Hey, Mom, can I get more sketchbooks?”

-Sai stopped working

-Listens to the same music all the friggin time

-That one mistake

-How do I lineart???

-I FORGOT TO SAVE HSHHSOSKSHSBSJ

-I used up my pencils

-God, what happened to my skills

-Smh, what are eyes?

-He dead.jpeg already exists

-Hey I got motivation

-Hey, I got no motivation

-Bodies!!!???

-Mom, look at this horrible drawing of a Lego

I was just doodling and ended up drawing Skylor... I know the hands aren’t very good but I tried. (Btw this was done without a reference so she might not look very much like skylor...)

Me: okay, so I have all these expensive prismacolor pencils here, what should I draw with? :)

Brain: Crayons!

Me: new crayons...?

Brain: No! Those old ones from when you were like five!

Me:....

I hope you get the help you need 💚

pls help

this is a last resort so I’ll try to keep it as short as possible

I’m struggling for money, a lot. I don’t have any, I’ve used all my savings, and ive only just got a job last week but they “aren’t taking payment details right now” so I have no idea when I’ll get paid.

I’m a lesbian w ptsd, ocd, depression and anxiety. I live at home with my parents, who dont have much money either. they’ve helped me literally as much as they can, but they have nothing to spare. while my parents still love me, they don’t support the idea of me being a lesbian and have attributed it to me being on tumblr and talking to my friends on here, so a lot of my internet access is limited and monitored and my phone is taken away when I go to bed.

as a very brief breakdown, my healthcare costs between £170 - £320 a month, due to medication and therapy, which I struggle very much without. currently I’m only having therapy for my ptsd as it’s the most presenting issue, but I’m unable to have any sessions right now because of the cost, which is £80 an hour. my parents are having to help pay for my prescriptions but the other day mum told me they’re overdrawn and they don’t know where they’re going to get the money to pay it off

my main concern however, is my dog. he’s an 8 month old labrador, and as of a few days ago he was diagnosed with hip dysplasia and elbow dysplasia, so he has an issue with all four of his legs. the bill just to get him checked out and get pain medication was £123, and he’s booked in for 2 weeks time to have an x-ray and potentially surgery depending on what they find, which will be a whole lot more expensive, and this is just for his elbows. they’ve said they want to wait to see what happens with his hips, but that he will end up with painful arthritis when he’s older, and there’s very little they can do to fix elbow dysplasia so it’s something he’ll need pain medication to manage for the rest of his life. he’s upset because he can’t go for long walks or run around, as after about 5 minutes he gets so lame that he can hardly walk at all and can’t eat his food unless I hand feed him while he lays down.

my parents are currently paying for his insurance but it’s expensive (and will go up if we claim for his surgery) and they would like me to take over paying it now that I have a job. that combined with the hypoallergenic food he needs will cost around £100 a month, and work only want me to work part time for the next few months. I’m on minimum wage so I can’t cover it. while my therapy and medication is important, I cannot live without my dog. he’s my best friend and is honestly the only thing keeping me alive

I could go on but this is long enough as it is so if you could please even just reblog this it would mean the world.

my PayPal link is here: paypal.me/garmacondrai

bonus - here’s my boy!

(Sorry that it probably doesn’t look very good, I haven’t used this ink paint stuff in a while) This is for day fourteen (redraw Cole’s drawing) of ninjinktober!

I’m not sure what to draw for day twenty-five of ninjinktober... please help

So I’m going to ask you! :D

Okay so I’ll try to explain them just a little bit here (I’ll try not to have spoilers for them (btw I made these aus)) and then hopefully you’ll be able to vote on which one I should draw :)

The first one has pretty much the same plot as the show but Lloyd is... pretty different (this one is a LOT like an anime I’ve watched (points if you can guess the anime))

The second one has definitely been done before but I made my own version of a kids au so if you want to see that :/

And the third is a god au (that’s all I’m going to say about it for now)

I’ll probably post all of these eventually but for now only one of them! ^_^

Thank you for reading this 💚

:| This is for day fifteen (ninjago location) of ninjinktober. The birch woods (is.... is that what it’s called?....) (and dr. Julien’s house thing I guess)