They’re Tryna Tell Me Self Diagnosis Is Completely Invalid Every Time Because They’ve Suffered When

AAAAAA HE CALLED ME CUTE

(I love when I just get a flood of memories because half are trauma and the other half are silly)

flashback to that time I ran around a church with a huge rusty metal pole with rusty nails in it screaming “WHO WANTS FREE TETANUS”

And then also right before that started a cult where we worshipped a rock from the gravel

need bleed

there’s an artery right thereeee come onnnn hit ittttt

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

me and my best friend giggling and calling boobs goobies like goob from meet the robinsons

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

I did (ow)

Tw: sh

relapsed last night and WOWIE FEELS GREAT

haven’t had an outlet in a while

cut over some really bad scars and they BLEED

don’t read this rahrahrahhhhh

I find it quite funny that people think I really ever tried to hide my pain, I get told I’m bad at hiding the accounts I use for vile things, I’m horrible at hiding the emotions I feel but that’s because I quit trying

christmas morning, happy as could be, I had tried to kill myself the night before

going to a museum, excited and giggly, wrists wide open

I love everyone around me but I’d lost the energy to hide, my vulnerability a product of the loss of my motivation

I have a whole other blog nobody knows about

I feel things I’ll never tell people

I just wish, with all my being, that everybody would quit underestimating how disgustingly horrible I am and leave me, leave me when I’m expecting it

sorry I love you it’s a silly

I’m pulling a Dallas Winston <3

y’all r my quotes cringe bc I’ve got more where that single one came from 😔😔🙏