guys it’s my birthday!!!
i’ll put a little celebration drawing up on my other blog (@bee-paints-n-dances)
but i’m super hyped to be 15 y’all
also
today is ivan’s birthday. so, happy birthday to my irish twin ig
𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖: 𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕟!
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𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚, 𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖𝕣, 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕗𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙
𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕗𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕠𝕟𝕖-𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥.
𝕚'𝕞 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚 𝕕𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕕, 𝕤𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕠.
𝕦𝕟𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕚 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕞𝕤, 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕒𝕤𝕜 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕒 𝕞𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕒. 𝕚 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕫𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕪.
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𝕕𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕪 @chachachannah
a/n - sorry i was gone guys my depression got really bad :p
he laid on the bed. the buzzing of the fan made him sick to his stomach. wrappers and clothes and cups and pages were thrown all about his room. his own mind held him back.
the days felt like a time paradox. the hours felt like torture. the minutes felt like hell. the seconds felt like death.
he needed something to hold on to. anything. just a tiny bit of hope. he needed something to pull him out of his own head. anything. just a hand to pull him out of that train wreck.
that was, until you came along.
the second his eyes fell upon you, it was almost like a weight was lifted off his shoulders. he could breathe. he could see a hopeful light.
for once in his life, the storm clouds dispersed and a rainbow began to shine through. it was like you were his saving grace.
years passed and tears passed. keeping the storm away was hard for him at times. but he held you close.
he held you tight in his arms, feeling like he had a home. somewhere and someone to lean on. someplace to go back to when things got hard. something he needed for so long.
he muttered softly: “i will never let you go.”
DAZAI, fyodor, poe, AKUTAGAWA, hobie, MIGUEL, simeon, LUCIFER, GIYUU, obanai, zhongli, NAGITO, and any other of your clinically depressed favs <3
reblog!! it very well could be the reason someone lives!
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Hiatus. 
normally i would post this stuff on my side blog, but i needed to reach more people.
currently, i’m doing a research project on how misogyny affects the creation of online communities for young women. i’m trying to reach as many people as possible, so please at least reblog.
consider filling it out xoxo
guys i’m so sorry. marching season is starting up so i’ve been super busy. i also got grounded so i couldn’t use my laptop and i hate writing on my phone. but i promise i’ll get to requests and such. TwT.
in other news, i’m fifteen now so i’ll add that to my bio later. :3
a/n: sorry i was gone i've had my director on my ass about practicing at home
perhaps it's that he gifted you your favorite treats. or maybe it's the handwritten love poems. but it could also be the fact he bought you oh so many bouquets of your favorite flowers..
but none of that matters. none of it is needed. he doesn't physical things to show his love for you.
it's that his kisses are full of hope and dreams. it's how gentle he handles you when your bodies meet as one. it's the fact he dances with you in the stove light to songs of old.
he spins you around and right off your feet. he waltzes with you till the candles are burned and the wine is gone.
and he'll love you till his last breath.
POE, CHUUYA, dazai, LUCIFER, SIMEON, asmodeus, satan, NEUVILLETE, ZHONGLI, DAINSLEIF, childe, SEBASTIAN, NAGITO, togami, and any of your lover boy favorites
a/n: sorry i was gone i've had my director on my ass about practicing at home
perhaps it's that he gifted you your favorite treats. or maybe it's the handwritten love poems. but it could also be the fact he bought you oh so many bouquets of your favorite flowers..
but none of that matters. none of it is needed. he doesn't physical things to show his love for you.
it's that his kisses are full of hope and dreams. it's how gentle he handles you when your bodies meet as one. it's the fact he dances with you in the stove light to songs of old.
he spins you around and right off your feet. he waltzes with you till the candles are burned and the wine is gone.
and he'll love you till his last breath.
POE, CHUUYA, dazai, LUCIFER, SIMEON, asmodeus, satan, NEUVILLETE, ZHONGLI, DAINSLEIF, childe, SEBASTIAN, NAGITO, togami, and any of your lover boy favorites
Hi! Is it okay if I can have headcanons of Nagito with a fem reader who is very adoring of him, and loves to show it through words and physical touch in a simple but passionate way? Like if he's degrading himself, reader will look mad, but then gently grab his neck or jaw and capture it in a passionate, almost possessive kiss. Or if she's cuddling him, she'll cup his cheek and murmur "my beautiful baby", then capture his lips in the same way. I'm sorry if this is too specific, I'm just feeling really self indulgent rn. 😅💖
a/n: yeah! this is literally how i show affection to my bf lmao and im trying to get this out as soon as possible bc i feel bad about making you wait. please tell me if you want me to redo it! so anyways, enjoy!
to start off, this happens a lot. like, the two of you would be cuddling on the couch and nagito would just go like, "how do you love such a worthless fool?"
and your immediate response would be to give him a death glare and to (gently) grab his cheeks and say "don't you ever say that about yourself again," kiss him aggressively and then go back to cuddling.
this'll even happen out in public too. like, he'll be looking around at all the other people around and be like, "why me of all people?" and you just look him dead in the eye and start making out with him in the middle of the mall.
needless to say, you don't like his self-deprecating words.
𝕓𝕖𝕖 | 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪/𝕤𝕙𝕖/𝕙𝕖/𝕩𝕖 | 𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕚𝕤𝕞 + 𝕒𝕕𝕙𝕕 | 𝟙𝟝 𝕪/𝕠ℍ𝕚! 𝕄𝕪 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝔹𝕖𝕖! 𝕀 𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕠𝕪 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟, 𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕣𝕥, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕o𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕕! 𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕝𝕦𝕕𝕖: - 𝔸𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕄𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒 - 𝕄𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕔 - 𝔸𝕣𝕥 - 𝕄𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕘𝕪𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕕 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕗𝕗𝕤
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