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tw: bl00d, wounds, LOTF spoilers

hey guys sorry for not posting for a long time. i don't use tumblr as much anymore, but i am still gonna be posting stuff every now and then.

heres some food for you guys, you must be starving. (i am scared of the LOTF fandom please don't get summoned)

♥️ ° . little music ramble . °

as you can clearly tell, when i like something i go a little too deep into it. (it’s never too much. im whimsical and fun and having a great time.)

idk if tumblr enjoys random people rambling about what music artists they like but uhhhm I don’t care 😇 you’re getting it anyways

my favorite music artist right now is ha vay. and as a way to get my feelings out there (and a secret little way for me to try and get others to listen to her music), I’m coming here to talk about what I enjoy about ha vay.

ha vay’s music has this wild energy to it. you feel free when you listen to it. her album, baby i’m the wolf, is my talking point in this post though. from what I understand this album is about being true to your wild self, being free, being feminine, and not letting anyone hold you back. baby i’m the wolf has major themes of girlhood in it.

baby i’m the wolf, which was released in june of 2024, has 10 total songs in it. (more information on genius!! i tried linking it but i think this app hates me) each of these incredibly made songs has a music video to go along with it. and once all of those parts were finished, they were put into a full video! if you go onto youtube you can watch the 45 minute movie that explores each music video and shows a full cohesive story. I love the similarities and the differences between each of the songs. you can tell they belong with each other but it doesn’t feel repetitive.

it’s super impressive that ha vay utilized her resources to make her videos. they look amazing and they are very fun to watch. i usually sit there and watch them every time i get bored while studying. not only is the writing amazing, and her voice, but each aspect of the videos is great. the scenery, the coloring, and all the outfits!! (god i can never get enough of ha vay’s outfit in ophelia the colors were gorgeous… check here to see more outfits made by the same creator of the ophelia outfit)

out of ALL of her songs ophelia and fragile are my favorites.

the ophelia music video switches between black and white and then to color. it even switches,, the quality? you’ll have to see for yourself 💞. it’s a very whimsical video (not just using that word as joke this time. it’s a super fairytale-like video. as are the rest of the others. but this one has a GIANT MOON. a. giant. moon.) ophelia is a perfect opening song for the album.

fragile is a very powerful song. and similarly to the ophelia video, it switches between black and white and then to color!! in this one she disappears and reappears throughout the song, which is so fun. i love the warmth of this video and the outfits are stunning as always. (as of now, my pfp is one of the outfits from the video) within this song my favorite like has to be

“ a girl is a gun! a woman is the sun and the air we breathe.”

I mean, come on. how could you not love that. I also like how she lip syncs it in the video. super satisfying

I do wish more artists leaned into their wild side like ha vay does. it seems like so much fun. the untamed nature in these videos pulls everything together.

out of the thousands of times I’ve heard her songs, I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of them. I plan on rewatching the movie a few more times, to master my understanding of it (😇).

I can’t wait to see what she does in the future and I’m glad I’m a fan. I hope even more people enjoy her music and it’s been awesome seeing her Spotify listeners grow over the past few months. even though I’ve only been a fan for less than a year, I’ll never let this part of me go.

NOW GO LISTEN!!!

(btw if the links are broken… ignore that… and if none of this makes sense… also ignore that 💞)

He sees Feng Xin right outside and he's unable to look away from the red in his eyes, nose and cheeks. The sight tugs at his heart and he almost breaks down himself before he reaches out with a gentle hand to cup his cheek.

He caresses the skin with his thumb and whispers "Feng Xin..! No…"

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He stares ahead, letting his eyes rest as he appreciates how pretty his Highness is even when his eyebrows are knit in worry. His eyes are so round and warm, the slope of his nose so gentle, his hair frames his face so nicely. Its agonizing. It only makes the pain in his chest worse.

"How did this happen.. What did I do wrong.."

i found a GIANT CONCH on an ISLAND with a bunch of PIGS. am i the chosen one??? 🙏

oh my god guys look its my bestest friend ever

.o° my cool sick intro

.o° hello !!

im ryan or kel

any pronouns + any terms 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

interested in so many things BUT

as you can see my current thing is ha vay

fav ha vay songs are ophelia and fragile

i just get silly occasionally

don’t be weird or something ♥️

.o° bye bye :3 !!

@lotftober2024 day 10: headcanons !!!

the drawing is just ralph doodling :))

im very tired so few headcanons written, but i have lots so feel free to ask and ill probably answer them later 😇 (i fell asleep before posting this at 11pm help)

- Jack

his parents spent very little time with him, mainly leaving him with the church or with tutors

his parents could only express how disappointed they were in the fact jack became a "savage", rather than "acting like an english boy", and didnt care much if at all about the long-lasting effects and trauma the island caused him

jack is the way he is because of his parents.

he has never had any siblings, nor even met any of his extended family, but will forever feel like his ability to lead is an expectation, and he has no other choice to be a leader, otherwise he has no purpose in the group (basically canon but some people choose to ignore it...)

ralph was his unintentional gay awakening (/silly)

post-island jack was terrified of seeing ralph again because he'll never escape the guilt of almost killing him

Simon

selective mutism

was raised by his grandparents

modern-y simon would wear long naturey themed skirts (notbsure how to describe it

anemic

listens to his friends yap happily, and could talk/write about how much he loves and enjoys all of them and how different their personalities and perspectives on things are

genuinely enjoyed choir

Ralph

poor boy is severely traumatized.

based on a fix i read, but hes overly observant and paranoid about his surroundings, and cant handle pigs, spears, being chased (even in sports or playtime), and being snuck up on

refused to eat meat for months after getting off the island in fear it was pork

has frequent nightmares about the night simon died

wants to be angry and hate jack, but hes unfortunately aware that they were just kids, he heard the men on the television say it, they were all just a bunch of silly kids that decided to play war

his parents were never strictly religious, so he never really went to church

his first time in the church mightve been visiting the funeral/s for simon, piggy, and the mulberry boy

he isnt much of an artist, but more healed post-island ralph that's more amended with jack doodles them both in little stick figures

Roger

awful awful parents

parents are also why he is the way that he is

ended up in some form of foster care after the island

was forced into choir because his mom wanted him to do something she could brag about, but his dad thought it was the stupidest thing, and that he dhould be preparing himself to join the silly army like he did

used to absolutely adore christmas

hated choir for a while because his dad did, until it became a safe space

now he genuinely enjoys it

he really likes animals

feels genuine guilt for what he did to piggy, and felt sick in the moment of him doing it

im alive...and back with my lotf fixation ,, im late, but heres day one of @lotftober2024 , chief!! :3

You either die begging the homophobic TV network to make your character gay, or you live long enough to see said TV network beg you to make yourself bisexual.

@lotftober2024 day 11: graphic novel!!!

i want the graphic novel SO bad but it sold out where i was going to get ir 🙁